Baby!!!! Just came back home after track and field in school yeah! i forgot to mention 2 things, hahahs! First, guess wad! Sammantha, asked me whether were we dating and stuff, i was going around the bush saying maybe and maybe not, i think she got pissed and said, "come on la, Just say" so, i said yes, she then say, " oh, ok, gtg bye", something like that! I seriously hate the way she talked to me you know! Damn, another, i had this awesome dream yesterday like we were doing this duet togther performing, i was like, wad am i thinking, doing a duet performance classically in front of your granny and family members, nah! But, its was superb, was full of love, emotions and feeling, seeing the audience applauding a loud and stuff! WHAT AM I THINKING!!! Hey, come on, its just a dream yeah! Nice but SCARY!!! Hahahs!!! Sometimes, it kinda makes me happy the fact that though we dun meet that often and all, my love never fades for you dear, it just tends to get stronger and more!!! Which tends to meet you more often, hehehs! Nah, dun bother about that dear, I am happy with things are between us, just wanna bring it to a next level!!! hahahs :) <3

Baby, had the best dance class yesterday ever yeah :) Went through, puspanjali, alaripu and jathiswaram all in a class! Worse thing, only i and a girl only attended yesterday's class yeah :) hahahs! Got a lot to absorb in, for sure, feel so awesome afetr yesterday"s class yeah :) Hope you are doign fine baby! Went for a jog yesterday and feeling so tired, couldn't sleep and only slept at 2a.m...
Woke up at 12 plus only, feeling rather damm tired, feeling bored and nothing to do, later gonna go school for a run with friends!!! <3

MY BABY IS SICK :( This is where i would love to visit you and see how you doing, like wad usually normal guys do for thier loved ones! I can't! Reality yeah! Gotta accept reality, in movies yes, here in the real world, nope! I just hope you doing fine my dear, good rest and sleep! The weather is terrible and damn cold now, i wanna go for a jog, it started to rain! Oh well, woke up late today, watch a movie and the manu game! Awesome game yeah! hahas! Damn, received message from coach, having meeting this monday about the president cup! Means, TRAINING IS GONNA START :D Am so looking forward to that yeah :) Take care darling XOXO!!!

BABY, i missing you terribly, you know the whole idea to start a blog is just to show my emotions and feelings out! Whenever i feel like talking to you and stuff, i would start to blog, imagining that i am talking to you! I find it kinda cool, hahahs! Not childish come on! Anyway, i just hope you have done well for all your papers?! I dun wanna text you, not because you might text me late and stuff, but i assume that you might have more important things to do, so i just thought of blogging whenever i think or wanna tell you something! SEPTEMBER is coming, your birthday too baby! 22!!! Sweet 16 yeah :) Awesome girl, can see NC16 movies already ah! hahahs :) Rough day dear, cleaning the house, doing prayers and cooking! OMG!!! So not like me doing all this things but, it was kinda fun though! Dun ask which part?! Hahas! Missing you a lot! I really need a cuddle from you now for me to sleep! I kinda find myself desperate towards love yeah! I hope you are not thinking the same thing yeah! I mean, i am in love with you dear! There are many reasons for me to take this relationship super serious! I dun wanna say it out now! hahahs! The time would come for me to say things, i meant all the things to you baby! I feel much better now yeah :) Nitezzz dear XOXO!!!

Missing you a lot baby! :( Hopefully, you have finished your exams and really wish to go out with you soon! XOXO :)
Currently, at home, today is friday at guess wad, i am at home, cleaning my house, am not celebrating hari raya, but, still cleaning! Later still got prayers today becasue its friday! Oh well, kinda bored being at home! Keeping thinking about the dance thingy! Haiz...

Exams are over!!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! Today went swimming with Alvin Ong and Foo, Farizal, Adrian and Jacob! Stupid Mark, end up sleeping! Last night was awesome, friends and i went for SHISHA! Not bad la, they kinda say that it is worse than smoking, no harm trying but never gonna try again yeah :) hahas! Anyway, went to Jurong to swim then lepak and now at home blogging, am so free!!! Time to train and also more of dance! I am kinda sad that the fact the Neewin sir ( my dance teacher ) finds my abineya ( a kind of expression showing through your hands, eyes and stuff i guess ) not that good! he think i am not confident yet, I dun blame him saying that, i am so blur in that, if only he teaches me more of how get into those things, i would be glad! Currently, not going to the rehearsals because am not needed there yet, :( Hope to join soon, i really wish to change myself in that, a bit too much pressure for me, for the beginning of this year in dance, really wanna prove that i am worth man!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL!!!

Manu tech and Maths are done, now for EPC!!!!!!! Afterthat holidays!!!! Hopefully i get to spend much time with me baby! MALINI! I miss you baby! Hopefully you are doign well, know you having many exams and tests this week, i am sure you can do it girl, Hope to see ya soon! Miss you Terribly!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXO :)

Come on guys!!!! I may look bold or buff but i too do have emotions and feelings man! Why why??? Is it wrong to be an Indian or do i look just the type of person whom you all can take advantage! Pls guys, there are limits to everything you know! I can't help it! I feel that it is the best for me to be away from you guys for now, i may also decide whether to come for the chalet or not yeah! You made me no choice, there should be a limit to everything guys, for how long can i be quiet and just maintain this, its gonna be the end of the first semester and yet, i feel it is getting worse and all! :( Sorry guys! Or was i too nice to you guys for you'll to take advantage of me??? NO MORE GUYS!!!!

I have always had fun with you guys dudes, always laughing here and there, you all were more than just friends to me, *Sandeep, Ong, Foo, Adrian, Farizal, Joel, Jacob & Aziz*, more of my brothers guys, always had fun with you guys! But, i didn't realise i was a joke to you all!  *Mark* was the only one who really showed much of brother towards me yeah! He really understood me more than you guys! Not being bias but its a fact! I dun blame you guys but maybe i might have been too nice to you guys yeah! Sorry guys! If i just had been rough or wad towards you guys! I dun think so anywhere! lols!

Went for a jog, feel much better yeah! Feel so awesome though! I kinda miss you baby! hahas! :)

Sorry that i lied baby! I wasn"t having a good day at all! But i am very glad that you had a good day yeah! I was pissed, i was never that angry with my friend who is like a brother to me! Was i angry with him that he threw a marshmallow at me or was i angry with something else??? I DUN KNOW!!!!
 I was so mad that i punched hard! I really felt bad! I thought of saying sorry but for wad, cause i really did not like what he did to me that fact that he threw a food at me! I really dislike that! But that does not mean that i should punch him! I dun expect him to accept my apology but i just thought of saying sorry to him! I hope he is fine and alright yeah!
Sorry Alvin Ong!!!!!

Exams are around the corner and tomorrow is my maths paper! Due to that, i was unable to blog about yesterday!
I was so happy yesterday, nothing to do with dance nor my friends yeah! MALINI <3
Hahas, i was so glad to meet her and see her, i felt her presence as though i was away from her so long like that! I dun wanna really describe how i felt with her! Hehes, oops! I just feel weird that it is still kinda unofficial being with her! MUST BE OFFICIAL SOON! hahahs, i mean, i just feel so weird holding hands, hugging or kissing! I just hope to kiss her officially! I really want that to happen yeah! Never am i mad at her for that yeah! I can see that she really needs time yeah! hahhas! Can't wait till i see her again! I really forgot all the misery with my ex when i was with malini! hehes! I miss you already malini :( <3

I dun know how to explain! I dun know how to say! Neither do i know how to show it correctly! All i know i still love you girl :) Its always easy to talk to girls openly and socialise with them! But talking to a girl that you love or like is never that easy! You do know i like or love you! But, you dun know how much i love you??? Hahas! For me to know, for you to find out! I can never express my feelings and emotions to you! Not till i have the right moment with you! I am just waiting for the very moment, that very second, where i hold your cheeks and bring your face towards mine as thought i am about to kiss you, looking into your eyes that makes me go speechless and say how much i feel about you! That is the moment i am waiting! Its not just words but my thoughts and my emotions! The fact that i have never been able to see you often! Tomorrow i gonna be the day where i will see you! Hopefully things go smooth! All i wanna do is to hold your hands towards my heart and say i miss you terribly and say i love you! That very moment, i wanna look into your eyes and see that expression of yours, a sign of touch! It may be awhile! But, it might be all i might get for now, i hope! Waiting for that very hug that i have been waiting for, it may be for a month or shorter than that, but to me its long! How would you know how i feel baby, i dun blame you, never did! You will soon understand me as though you have never understood me that much before! I just wanna talk to you! face to face! cuddling you by my side! I just have to wait for tomorrow....

Hey, hahahs! Today is Tuesday, went to woodlands library with Jacob and Alvin Ong! Later then we went to the woodlands pasamalam! oops! Hope i spelled it correctly yeah! lols! Later we met Farizal, wohoo! hahas! I really pity that guy, kinda made him wait for like half an hour! HEHES! So, we went on to slack around near a place where there was a playground! We like small kids playing, wrestling and fighting and stuff! The worse thing that can ever happen is when someone's slipper gets lost! IT WAS MINE! One of it when missing, i was like! WTH!!!! Damn, who would wanna steal slippers! HELLO! Anyway, i really dunno wad to do, Jacob came up with a stupid idea to take or just say 'steal' someone's slippers! I DID THAT! :(
Can't help it, who would wanna walk barefoot till the MRT station??? After taking it, went to buy a new one and threw away the one I took yeah! hahahs :P
Later we still had time, so we went to admirtely park! Its was rather tiring but awesome yeah! hahas! So call went or hiking!
Studied for at least 2 hours was sufficient i guess! hahas :) NO worries! Had fun with my buddies yeah :)

Ola amingos, Cool! Feel so bored and started a new blog! Hopefully this will change things and show my emotions and feelings towards people and things around me yeah! Its a good thing that you blog, the fact that you need to tell someone how you feel and stuff! Blogging is the best thing yeah! Its kinda fun though! hahahs :) Oh well, Exams are around the corner and i just feel that i need to study but feeling so lazy! I have started to get back into fitness, went for a run in the morning! Feeling rather tired yeah! Still, am glad that when for a run, so gonna meet friends later to study! Hopefully i stard studying more than before!
:)