On the 7th December 2013, i day i would not forget, 'ILUMI RUN', the run that dear was so eager to go and run for... I mean literally... I know how eager she wanted to go for the run... hahas! Well, she did... 

Usually, i blog about dear or how i feel and all, nowadays, i feel so blank... Dunno what to think or do, feIeling so messed up... Many things i am missing right now... And some thing i want to right now...

• I want to right now, ride behind the lorry, an open lorry, lie down flat behind and hear music in my earpiece and just keep going until it never ends...
• Feel like climbing up to someone's house and say 'HI', like suddenly...
• Wish i can see Anushka Sharma right now.... Like SERIOUSLY!!! I have been hearing and seeing videos of Jab Tak Hai Jan and Rab ne Bana de jodi... hehe! 
• I wanna dance to the item, a duet performance with anyone, to the song " dancing jodi..." from Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi...
• I feel like playing rugby again like old school days... 
• A sudden urge of drinking also... hehe! :P
• I feel like going to Pasir Ris beach, RIGHT NOW... by myself... Just me, with me ear piece and phone only, nothing else... Maybe just a colt beer... I want to feel and remember so many things that made me happy in Pasir Ris....
• I want to cycle at Pasir ris beach at the night, hearing to the song... "Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta" & " Haule Haule" from RNBDJ! :)
• I want to go the clementi Street soccer court and play soccer like how i used to play... Used to have dun, used to conquer, worrying about nothing else...
• I want to dance right now to my first classical fusion song that i performed for SYF representing clementi Woods...
• I want to like start dancing bharatnatyam now... hehe! :P

I have never usually thought of myself and my future or the things i want to do that somehow makes me feel happy... I've always been keen on making people happy and all, sometimes you have to be selfish if you wanna be happy or be on the right track, not meaning to say, drift apart from what you want... Don't drift da giri! Stay where you ah, be yourself and enjoy small things you can da!!! hahas! I am like talking to myself....

Yesterday while going back home, i was with ONG, my classmate, we were talking about NS and signing on... I am starting to think about it right now... I dunno, i am waiting to go NS, its just a sudden urge... I mean its like you just ate full, but somehow you might feel hungry again... RIght now i feel like that, maybe in like 2 days i might now want to go NS...

Well, just finished my first paper, one more paper to go... 

I think i am gonna blog about quite often nowadays...

What am i to talk about, LOL! Haiz.... Been as though ages since i have blogged about here! Sometimes many things that i wanna talk about i blog about it, but times when i feel like telling things directly, i don't do it... I got to learn things... Aiyo, i talking a lot ah! hahas! Well, exams around the corner... My paper starts next monday and thursday... Yesterday went for training... It was game! Not training! Even worse, i was really damn tired and after like 3 weeks, am heading back to the field... Nearly died in cold!!! Was freezing, i wore long sleeve tights also, was also damn cold, goodness... Did not play that well, first half, utter rubbish i guess! Haiz... I Don't blame the coach for saying such, if only i have been going for training more often or even regularly... i might have played better... Some schedule given for soccer, now i have to balance soccer, work and time with dear... Hmmm... This is gonna be tough, but could be fun! :) hehe! :P OH... Not forgetting attending classes as well! Kind hocked up with the gamn "HS STORY", hahas! Been playing today, like literally in the phone because of the game! hehe! TOday only i downloaded this game and now am kinda addicted to the game! hehe!
Had KFC with dear, today, cheese fries and chicken! hehe! Took MC today, as in dear, took MC today! We end up watching NYP ICG production performances... WHAT THE HELL! hahas! :P LAME SHIT! EPIC LA! hehe! Typical, hehe! :P Just saying! hahas! What else, hmmm... NOthing much for me to say, i know this post kinda bored... Currently am listening to nice songs and music! hehe! :P