Right now, there are only 2 things that i am feeling so happy about, first, the fact that my mother is back at home, after going through an operation and another fact that, i have finally heard from my love saying that, she is my girlfriend!!!! hehe! You know what its my secret, "LOVE, FAITH & HOPE"... Patience! Patience! Patience! I felt that, she was worth waiting for and yes, i have won her heart again... Sometimes, along the way, i felt there were so many things such that, you need to give in and take... I enjoyed many things being with her, though she so called said that we weren't together and all... There were times, where i felt torn apart with words she say and things that felt was so hard on me, sometimes, thinking is she really worth that much of tears and time that i have spend? Simple answer, she is definitely WORTH MY LIFE AND SOMEONE WHOM I NEVER EVER WANNA MISS IN MY LIFE!!! Several things she have taught me, guided me and even made me realize that no one has ever made me feel!!! In return, i just wanna shower her with so much love and be there for her, for life! Anything could happen in future, she just gives me the courage to face anything... I was a person who feared so much for several things, but all she taught me was, "Just go with the flow..." Its just amazing!!! I don't wish to tell much things about her, all i can say right now and wish to tell her....

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me dear...
I want to always hold your hands and never wanna let go...
I want to shower you with loads of love and kisses everyday...
I want to wake up in the morning, seeing you and end my day, seeing you...
I wanna share my happiness, sorrow, everything with you...
You simply just brighten things in my life dear...
What more can i ever say or tell you? I thank god for knowing you, meeting you and being with you... Thank you god!
I love you so much dear!!! I am looking forward to spend my life with you dear!!! Love you so much Prithi.M.Nair!!! XOXO! :) 

After day 4, i couldn't really update, i was working working working my ass off, just to keep myself occupied. Well, just to continue and all, BABY CAME BACK ALREADY FROM INDIA! :) I met her on that day itself, which was a Sunday, after my work, went to meet her at her house there. But, i didn't bring keys, cause i was really having the thought of meeting her, i don't really had cash with me and all, but bo had, went to meet baby! Along the way, she told me go back, ass... There was some commercial going between us where i had to tear, pissed b, to the extend she didn't wan me to talk and all, somewhat rather, she cooled down and yes, things were back to normal. And also, I HAD MY TONGUE PIERCED!!! :) Its already now gonna be a week already, i think i am ready to get a smaller barbell. So, the following day, which is a monday, i followed baby to school, took MC on that, it was baby's first day of briefing for her internship, and yeah, i followed, i didn't wanna like leave her alone and go, plus she just came back from india, its like she has no rest time and there goes her school!!! Sigh! Tuesday went to school, she had some 2 week programe thingy that she had to attend school first before going internship all, so she went to school and from there she went back home, as for me, i had to go to work after my FYP, and decided to drop in at Baby house! Reached there at like 12 plus, but i had to see baby sleep, i couldn't wake up dear! Sigh! I also did not wanna wake up, she was sleeping so soundly, so adorable! Aiyo, i the end, i had to wake her up, went to her house, hehe! I was rather weak yesterday, hehe! Baby, you should know what i mean ah, i dowan go on detail here! hehe!
Today, i went to school, but i clocked in 8.31! CB, still late, rushed off to meet b, followed her to woodlands to her new internship place, we were kinda lost at first, but felt we should have checked the building ahead that was in front of the road and not after that, we were just walking and walking! hahash! :P But we managed to burn time i guess...
IT WAS FUCKING HOT!!! Bo, was the earliest!!! :) The others were kinda late and all, we had hot chocolate. After sending bo to work, i went to school, had 2.30 nasi lemak and today was rather damn lepak, i felt kinda feverish, but it was normal! After school, met b, send her home, not really the good bye i had in mind, but sometimes, you have to accept some disappointments!!! It wasn't really our faults!!!  just happened... in the phone with bobo now!!!! hehe!! *muacks*

DAY 4

Liverpool 3 Manchester City 2 dear!!!! WOHOOOOO! #YNWA!!!! :)
Awesome game dear, was watching it after the game near the TCC, the bar beside it only, guess what, Ferdi was also with me, watching the game, cause he was working till closing till 11, i was till 9, so after end, i watching the game, he in between joined me! hehe! cute la he! Oh b, had a stick today ma! Kinda drank some vodka with orange juice and lime juice! Not much ma! Was in a mood to drank, so yeah! Didn't drink much b! So yeah! i was suppose to wake up in the morning to follow mother to the praying place, you know the light thingy! I ended oversleeping! Sigh! hahas! Went off to work at 1 ma! Kinda boring day today, was rather feeling so lethargic! Anyway, how is my baby doing? Is she having fun? Its the 4th day not even texting you dear, I really missing you so much! I just hope that, if we end up fighting or anything, please don't have a thought saying that "Oh, i have not even talked to him like for 2 weeks, so i am sure, he will be fine...' please don't such thought or anything ah dear! Please, i just don't show things and all alright!! Missing you badly dear!!! Hope you are doing fine bo!!! Its 12.22, gonna serve the net and will be sleeping soon b! XOXO!!!

Day 3

Mission accomplished ah! ELECTRIC RUN IS OVER NOW!!! It was a different experience b! Plus you were not there as well, okay so this is how it went and all! Work started at 10, went to work, was kinda tired, not kinda, damn tired in fact! Wah! Heard there is gonna be a change in the food and drinks menu, i hoping for the best, Kitchen staff boss cooked me black pepper spaghetti, it was rather different, but felt it was too salty! So, your bro called and also asked if rishi and shanttel can tag along, i said, okay! SO yeah, they met me at TCC, yeap, near my work place, i told them to meet me there, and yes, it was the 4 of us! Sigh! Total awkwardness!! First thing they see, me, hey, you the holi guy! I was like... YEAH!!!! So went to promenade mrt, they had beer, your bro really wanted dear, hehe! poor thing that's why! He told me not  to tell you, but felt you had to know dear, didn't wanna not hide anything! And so, we when to the place, you know the skecher first come, get some gift shit, you know what was the gift ma! I turquoise wrist band!!! -_-
We all were like, SERIOUSLY!!!! hahas! So after that, went to Popeyes, wanted to sit at a place plus wanted to eat as well, in the end your brother and i only ate! hahahas! After that, went to the run there, was waiting, getting ready for the run, you can see the images in my instagram ma! There were a couple of videos as well...

And so, after the run, it was party time, hahas! During the run, we didn't really run much, it was rather different dear, was not really much communication between me and others except your brother! You should know me what dear! But something, i was just curious to know the relationship between Chanteel and Rishi? Plus your brother seem to have a pull on his back with all the training he had yesterday, that was another hard time ma! So it was party time, and yes, i stayed there like hald an hour and left to work dear, i saw bai, she also came for the run, i followed her back to TCC, but Raymond told me that i can head home, cause it was not that busy!!! I had to wait for your brother, his back with me, you aunt fetched him here and he took his things and went, i went back home from there as well, just reached, now blogging!!!

Hey b, how are you? Have you eaten? How's everything going there? Are you alright b? I missing you b! Keeping myself occupied each and every minute!!! I dowan to stay free or alone for awhile, i will keep thinking of you b, will start being sad and tearing all dear!!! :( Terribly missing you dear! I asked your brother if you called and all, he said yes, so i was relieved that things are fine there dear! Take care my love! XOXOXO!!!

Day 2

Bobo...! Its 3:49 am ma! Just came back from work dear, am freaking damn tired, was a long day, i am sorry if my blog today is kinda short and all ah dear! How is india baby? Are you having Fun? I hope so dear!!! Eating well or not dear? Take care ah b, third day of mens, i think should be fine! Baba, misses you so much ma! Trying keep myself occupied with work and FYP, Sigh! Next Wednesday is my presentation, have started doing today already, so far, feeling confident with my work, needs more brush up to do dear! Few things happened today at work ba, i will update later hopefully, work at 10a.m later ma! Plus, have the run! Hope your brother can go, now that he told me that your dad trying to convince him go for dinner, i dowan go alone ma! :( *Sobs* oh oh, smoked 3 sticks today bo!!! :( Sorry bo, so pissed with work and all! :( Don't angry ah b! Missing you so much baby! Okay, so tired dear, i gonna sleep now alright!! Good night dear! Sleep tight! SHIT, I DID NOT SEE HIMYM!!! :( 

Day 1

Hey dear, its 12.38 a.m. right now, i just came back home from work dear, so tired and i wonder if you have eaten anything, more like, have you landed or are you still in the plane dear, i still can't accept the fact that you're away... I have to try to get use to these things and all dear, but really, i feel really lonely bo! I don't find any use using my phone bo, guess what, who texted me today, no body dear, usually it would be only you, after you said bye to me, there was no use for me to use phone dear... I already am missing you bo!

In school, was not really good dear, tough times with my supervisor, kinda got fucked big time by my teachers and all... Practically today was a rough day bo... Watching HIMYM now, after that, will be sleeping dear... How are you baby? Hope you are doing fine? 2nd day of mens dear, be careful and take of yourself okay dear! XOXO!!!

Back to FYP tmrw now that my 2 days of MC is over now! SIGH! Dammit! I should have extended my MC, but yet again, best not to, next week is like presentation and i have not really started much about my presentation slides yet, dammit! Relax Giri, you can do this alright!
Well, an unexpected weird day today to the extend i had to be outside so that my dad would not suspect that i am not going to school or anything when i could have slept at home, with a nice and peaceful sleep, damn! Dad, please go back to work, okay! Please! Something i also learned today, with the fact that i have been so used to  visit baby, and go hougang maybe like everyday, today... i knew that i could not meet baby and yes, i do know that she was still asleep and yet, i somehow when there and tried burning my time... Think about it for awhile, out of all places that i could go, even school as well, why must it be that i go straight to Hougang Ave 2, Florence road! Sigh! I was thinking about it again and again, like literally, its just so natural for me i guess... Its like my second home already! hahahas! :)
One more day left, and baby i gonna leave... I dowan to talk about it now, really! I am trying my level best to cheer myself up, i am sorry bo! I am really gonna miss you damn so much dear!!!

Now, i finally know the faster way to get a MC, hahahs! INTERNET booking of an appointment, i think it was much better compared to like calling and all in the morning! damn! hahas! Booked an appointment today at 850, reached there at like 845, saw the doc and made payment all by 910, prolly the fastest doctor visit ever! So, went to Blk 712 to wait for bo to wake up, i was practically sleeping, hehe! Can't help it yeah! So, we both kinda had an argument in the morning, hehe! You know... for every fights we have, i feel that, some how it makes me wanna be even more closer to her and all, i am not making it in a way that its best to fight everytime and all, but each time we fight, makes me wanna show more love to her, <3
So, we were suppose to play ball, guess what, we didn't really play in the end, ending up spending some time... QUALITY time, like you said bo! hehe! Bought Big gulp, but in the end, i drank most of it! I am sorry bo! hehe! :( She went back, also waited again for bo, and she arrived, managed to reach on time for the movie "Haunt..." Movie, wasn't that bad yeah! We kinda had chicken and coke while watching the movie... After movie, went to go and collect the goodie packs for the Electric run and yes, finally manage give bo her pink hoodie that she was asking for! YAY! :) I hope she is happy but yet again, i would e better if she could have come alone, as in run with me, but i guess, its quality time with little bro! hehe! :)  Had food at toast box, she had chicken curry with rice and i had mee-reubus. YUM YUM! :) After that, sent back b home on the way, along in the bus, we had the most comfortable conversation about sex and all, we were laughing and giggling... Like in a matured way... i somehow enjoyed the chit chat i had with bo, not because it was about sex and all, but i feel that we were so open with each other, laughing about it, i really enjoyed that! :) Thanks baby! :) Came back home, had dinner and was slacking at home, hehe! Now blogging... hehe! Was a good day with bo today!!! I HOPE YOU LIKED IT BO! :) XOXO :)

Today...
Somewhat today seems to be unpredictable... hahas! Let me tell you why... Well, i have a meeting to attend which was suppose to be at 11 sharp, but it turns out to be that the meeting only started at 1135... Our boutique only opens at 1 every Sunday and therefore, we decided to have the meeting at 11, least people could come early and end the meeting by the time the shop opens and business start as usual... Ferdi had the keys and he was kinda late, about 6 of us, including me as well, were waiting outside the boutique... Thank god, bai came, she had the spare keys... :) So, all came and we practically started like at 1145 like that... Sigh! So yeah, discussions over the sales in trying to to improve it, and bla bla... The usual i guess! hahas! :)It was so boring, i was sleepy as well... Well, the meeting ended like at 13--145 like that, i was waiting for bo to tell me if she was meeting me and all, but seems that it wasn't really possible today... So i kinda went blank and started stoning, cause i have no idea on what to do and all, like a situation where i was annoyed, confused... Just stoning, i thought of working, cause i felt that i was wasting the day, going back home, sleep and eat, just isn't my sunday! :( So i thought of working and Ferdi asked me as well, cause i end up waiting quite long and they were also questioning me why i was still there when i suppose to go and meet bo and all... And yeah, i was working today... 4-9 p.m. :) Today was full of HOUSEKEEPING, i literally, was wiping the TCC logo outside, lights and the fans at the alfresco seating! Was kinda productive i guess, but was sleepy la, cause weather was kinda cold... Kitchen staff also helped me cook the mee pok thingy todya, was damn delicious, i manage to try out scallops today, it tasted awesome! :) yum yum! Reached home, showered and blogging now, hehe! :)
In a few more hours, i am gonna see my love... Feels as though, i was away from Singapore and finally i am reaching tmrw and meeting my love!!!! I really missed baby so much... Sometimes you can never tell how much you miss the person in words... Its never enough...

Ooo Yeah,

Hey lady, you got something I need,

I'm going crazy, you got something that keeps me on my feet

I don't know what it is but I know that it's true

That love makes no sense if I'm not loving you

Now I'm loving you

Ooo yeah,

He runs around in the city downtown

Always catching the late train

It's always a good day

He likes to pretend the world is his playpen

Dropping his money on everything he sees

He's got tattoos on his arm of the people that he loves

She's got a suitcase with studded stars from the places where she was

Hey lady, you got something I need,

I'm going crazy, you got something that keeps me on my feet

I don't know what it is but I know that it's true

That love makes no sense if I'm not loving you

Now I'm loving you

Said, now I'm loving you baby

There was a time that I would have given up

But not anymore, no, never on this girl

She likes skittles from London

Sipping on sunsets, call her what you will

He's got tattoos on his arm of the people that he loves

She's got a suitcase with studded stars from the places that she was

Hey lady, you got something I need,

I'm going crazy, you got something that keeps me on my feet

I don't know what it is but I know that it's true

That love makes no sense if I'm not loving you

Now I'm loving you

If you hear me on the radio, hello

And notice everything you do

Ooo yeah

Do do do do do do do

Hello

I'm calling out to you (calling out to you)

When I sing

Hey lady, you got something I need,

I'm going crazy, you got something that keeps me on my feet

I don't know what it is but I know that it's true

That love makes no sense if I'm not loving you

Now I'm loving you

When I sing

Hey lady, you got something I need,

I'm going crazy, you got something that keeps me on my feet

I don't know what it is but I know that it's true

That love makes no sense if I'm not loving you

Now I'm loving you

I said, now I'm loving you baby

Said now I'm loving...

She's got, she's got tattoos on her arm of the people that she loves

She's got a suitcase with studded stars

From the places that she was

From Paris to Peru

I am in love with this song right now,  been listening to it again and again...

There is this verse i really like, "I don't know what it is but i know that it's true that love makes no sense if I'm not loving you..." Just amazing...

Looking forward to see you BO!!! XOXO :)

I am really damn damn tired, but yet, i am still watching the hercules movie! I can't sleep either, i came home trying to get some sleep, but failed, didn't sleep yesterday well either, with this rate, surely to get sick! Sigh! Well, today, i kinda started work late, cause i was too tired to wake up and went to work! Today at work, was kinda fine and all, but the fact that there was too many staff and i had to ensure i myself do housekeeping, i don't wanna trust anyone either as well! Sigh! Something i did today at work, i wonder why, somehow Vaisha irritated the fuck out of me, i yelled at home, to the extend the kitchen staff was shocked! Sigh! :/ ARGH!!! Bo seem troubled at home too, it wasn't really helping much either... I hope she is fine, Like SERIOUSLY!!!! Meaning, hope she is healthy, but seems her tummy is hurting... How i really wish i have money much now, i don't need to explain here what will i do and all... I just feel agitated that all i wanna do right now, is like, watch a movie and just relax on my bed... I really was annoyed at work... I feel like i don't wanna work, but i have to! FUCK LA!!! Even fira is annoying me, like seriously, what is wrong these days... :( I can keep going on just talking about work... Talking about just pisses me... My patience and tolerance level seem to improve day by day, but there is only a certain limit a person can take... Feel as though, i'm being squeezed hard... Screw it! Hope tmrw goes well, i dunno what is gonna happen tomorrow, hoping things go well... I pray for bo too, i hope your day goes well, and also, whatever it is, stay calm and handle things carefully ma! Keep calm, that's all dear! Easy to say, it isn't that bad to follow it either ma!!! 

I was surprisingly the first one to be in school today! Hahas! I kinda woke up at like 740 and i was rushing, but somehow within 10 minutes i manage to leave house, hey, i did shower if you were wondering if i didn't alright... And so, i reached school like at 815 and clocked in like at 820, the first thing after i clocked in, i went to megashare and was watching HIMYM, hahas! I manage to finish Episode 5 today in school, i could not continue further cause the internet kept giving me issues... Today was rather boring, i had nasi lemak in the morning, and also for lunch just had a prata, time was just so fast today...
Met bo in school today, as in she came over to see me... She is just sweet... :) She was rather looking awesome today, with her black dress, i should have taken an image, but...Sigh, i missed it! Forgot about it.. :( Had waffle with ice-cream before tea, from there followed her to 7-11 to get big gulp coke, but it turned out to be not the kind of drink she wanted which happened to taste different which made her threw away... My poor dear, hey she was craving for it and it had to end up like this, is not really that fair yeah... After that, went back to school, and was watching some hindi ghost movie, "Atmah", it was rather scary i guess, came back home early and straight went to bed, i had like 30 minutes power nap, got up, at had dinner, was rather not really convincing with the food at home, sigh, was watching HIMYM, manage to like watch 3 episodes...
Watching "safe heaven" now... 

A song that i wanna dedicate to you dear...  7 more days from now on till you go off, or lets just say fly off, each day i am trying to digest the fact that you are gonna fly soon... Seems time just keep running fast, how i wish i can slow things down, sometimes i rather wish the day never comes... Just can't fake things of how i feel and all dear... I miss you so much baby... Really, deeply... sigh! :( You seem annoyed by me and all now, i wonder why dear, you say your PMSING!!! :( I just hope you are fine dear, if something is bothering, feel free to talk to me love, i dunno if i should continue talking to you or leave you alone for awhile bo, Love you so much dear! Please take care of yourself! PLEASE!!! :( Baba, misses you!!!

It was a nice day today, really... I enjoyed every moment after i met Bo, of course! hahas! You were thinking that i might include the time when i was in school, BULLSHIT!!! DAMN, i was sleeping and watching movie, unproductive day today in a way, that is again, before 6 p.m. Cause school ends at 6, i hope i make some sense here yeah! Well, i dunno why, i had the thought of dressing up well today, and yeah i did, i just feel that, i don't really see bo that much these days... So the time i get with her, i wanna start looking good whenever i am with her yeah... :) HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S day, i wonder what so happy of being fooled or anything, i am just saying in a flow yeah! So today, after 6, went to meet bo and followed her to yoga, and man, i am sure to be lucky today, cause i had the chance to go send baby back home too! :) YAY! :) Thank you so much god! :) hehe! :P
I really had a good time with bo today, the chats we had, playing with each other and all... hehe! It was just amazing, but sometimes, when you enjoy moments like this so much, time some how happened to just past so fast... Was as though it could have been longer, sigh! Its alright! I was glad to see her, reached home like at 11 plus, ate and now blogging.

Started watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER, and i am liking it! HEHE! :) Somehow, it gives good messages thought its kinda funny and all, i enjoy watching them, thanks baby, for introducing me to this drama series... :) You had a tiring day dear... I hope you rest well, and don't forget ahhhhhh... YOUR INSTRUCTOR IS WATCHING YOU AND MONITORING YOU! hehe! I love you baby! XOXO! :)