Right now, i can't tell where i am right now! But its a place where i love to be at... The sweetest thing my baby just did for me is by pressing my legs for me. I know the my feet kinda stink and all, but the fact that my baby just pressed my legs can just clearly show me how loving she is towards me... Sigh! I am so gifted and lucky.

Today, its a Sunday and yeah, morning had to wake up and go out with my family for lunch. Both parents have been complaining saying that i have been spending time with my friends and have just been working and working and working my ass off... Like seriously, Dammit! Firstly, no proper planning. Secondly, Its kinda embarrassing at times you know. You freaking go in a shop to eat then you see the menu and then you just walk out. Worse part, when you enter a shop which just opened and you asked if the kitchen is open. Then what you, you just leave, Why? Because the food is kinda expensive. I did told you'll that it will be expensive and yet you just chose to go in to just see and then you leave. I am also a FNB server as well, it can really get annoying at times i swear! DAMN!!! In the end, we end up going to the food court to have our lunch. From there i just left to work, and today at work, it was damn slack la! REALLY DAMN SLACK! On the bright side, it ended well and here i am right now... :)

Okay that's it for today, i am missing my baby very much and i am going to her already! So see ya soon and take care you'll!!!! :) 
~~~CHEERS~~~

I'm in TP. Right now, this very moment, no one will ever feel how I'm feeling right now. I swear I feel like I was thrown away in the garbage. I don't wanna talk about it. I'm really really so tired, the Journey to school from work, left school to go back, wonder if I really were to go back and now back to school again. JUST TO FIND MY WALLET. "Or rather this shows that we are never meant to be.." I wonder why? :( why, at such a situation I had to hear such, I wasn't told anything, was just left behind... I swear it really hurts. I DowAn to call anyone, talk to anyone or tell people what happened. Because, it's just happened!!! Is it gonna change how I feel? I just can't stop tearing thinking about it. ;( it's sooo hurting. ;(

Days and days are passing by... Sigh! It seems time is just going fast and fast, i have no idea why and all... Feel something is wrong with my body system. :(

- Feeling so lazy nowadays

- Have been failing asleep a lot 

- Have not been exercising

- Feeling so lethargic

- Been feeling ill frequently

ARGH!!!!!!!

My enlistment is next year already and i am feeling so tired. Working working working...

I have a choice not to work, but why am i not making use of it to plan well and i could simply exercise. Sigh!!!

I need to work out, I REALLY NEED TO WORKOUT!!! What should i do to keep myself on the right track? :(

Everytime i plan something, in the end, i get off the track!!! I FUCKING NEED TO TRAIN!!!!