Life is always unfair at times... At times, you can't really get what you have expected or sometimes even, you are not really granted the wishes you have wished in life... But one thing is for sure, everything happens for a reason and always keep your head up. That's that you have to know and carry out each day, being positive and i mean literally. 

Today is kinda an unusual day. HAHA! Yes, i am kinda 'Laughing', you'll see... :P
Woke up in the morning and went to meet dearie today! So went to hougang. Her first class starts at like 9, and i was pretty sure i was there like at 8 plus, knowing the fact that there might be 70% of higher chance of taking taxi and so, i kinda delayed my time today of leaving the house and reached there just in time when dearie was already at Florence road! I happened to have got my belt back from dad so i thought of wearing something nice today, so yeah! I did wore something nice today i guess, not that i am self praising, that was what my dear told when she looked at me today! Thanks love! XOXO!
And so, we waited like 30 minutes and more and decided to call a cab, thank god we got one, but we were still late! Sigh! So i while waiting, i was watching some movie in the youtube using my phone, it was some tamil movie that was thrilling... Not really finished watching fully, went to get food for dearie and poor baby, she was hungry. and so, i fed her rice and after that she went for her next lesson. And so after school, we both went to Clark Quay so that dearie could get her eyebrows done. And once it was done, we were heading towards botanic gardens. But, while on our way, i have to accept something, i feel it was my fault, i should have shown a bit more responsibility on taking care of our belongings as i was handling them all, i kinda made dearie walk back and all, and she was really very tired. sigh! I am so sorry for my actions love. Please forgive me for being careless. And so we went to botanic gardens and from there we took a cab to Turf City. And finally we found the place. It was our first time going to this place to rent a car. And from there we drove to amk, and from there i went back home and dear went back home. 

Baby and I, we both know that i did not went in details on what happened along the way and more of my feelings and all, i just felt that its something private between us and i do not really wanna go in detailed about it... Just to let you know dear...

I kinda had a bitter experience today while driving by your side ma, but i was so glad that you did. You have no idea how long i was waiting for such a moment and YES, it did happen today. You drove me today my love! I really wanna thank you so much for that dear! Thank you so much my love! It was really a good experience we had had today. I also wanna take this time to seek apology if there was any way i have hurt you or said anything to hurt you my love... I am sorry dear... Just at times, i feel like not really treated like a boyfriend dear. It really hurts me so badly dear, it was because of that, that forced me to go for a run today! I swear i was so tried and wanted to sleep, but my heart felt so heavy dear. Some way i had to alight in the interchange dear? Sigh! I understood the fact that there was buses behind all ma, but i can't really accept such thing dear, i am sorry love! I hope i am not asking much from you love! I just felt so hurt today. If you were to realize, i might have sound a bit cold if you were to realize the way i was texting you love. I ddin't wanna text you dear, honestly, but i missed you so much, and i can't just be like this long either dear. Sigh, i still feel slightly heavy ma, but its alright dear, After all, you're my babygirl!!!

I love you so so so so so much baby... Be patient in handling anything dear, anger is the cause for problems and not the solution to them love... Forgive me for hurting you in any way my love, Have a good rest, take care of your self my love... XOXO! 

Well, lets just say its the new year to 2015, Happy New Year yeah! :) Its the 4th Jan 2015. Today, i just came back from my granny place and i am very glad to see my grandparents, the fact that they seem more glad to see me as well! :) After that, came back home, and then watching Bad Boys II now! :) Hehe! Guessing baby just had her macs SUPPER! hehe! Such a pig, but i can;t simply see her be in hunger so i had to do what i had to do! :) AND YAY! BABY is feeling full now! hehe! :) I am missing my baby badly. 

I am kinda excited the fact that i am gonna meet my precious girl soon! At the same time, I am counting my days of enlistment! More time with my love!!! I AM MISSING BABY SO BAD! SIGH!!!! I love you so much my dearie.

Hey b, i am sorry if i am putting you through in anything because i love you so much and i want to be very sure i am serious and let you know you mean the world to me my love! I really love you so much and despite whatever circumstances i face, i am ready to go through them, no matter how hard or painful it is dearie. Anything for my precious babygirl! Its worth it baby! TO ME! XOXOXO! :)