All i needed was to just hear from you! I DID!!!! Feeling so happy yet, said baby! Its so unexpecting from your parents yeah! You should be having a hard time rite now? Am so sorry girl!!! Just take care my love!!! Hardly hearing from you! Just to satisfy me, Just say a hi, will do dear! Thats all i ask! hahhas1 :) LOVE YOU DEAR!!! So listening to songs thinking of you beside me, right beside me, cuddling me to sleep! Awww.... am so loving it, wish it was real, will it be real dear? I can hope!!! hahash!

Whenever the date 16 comes, i always get reminded of Sam! Do you think its easy forgetting her? No, for her it might be! For me, not really! I still wonder till now wad mistake i did! HAIZ.... I dun understand it though! I made a decision, to make sure i date or have the girl, who dances better than her, who is much better looking than her and also a much better person than her! Surprisingly, there was a girl! She was all the while someone whom i knew, was with her, under some issues separated! Now, still in touch! Wondered why can't she be the one! Always thought of forgetting her at that point of time, and yet she still appears to me some how! hahash :) Yeah, she was the one! Hahas! Let me know if you just have any issues baby! Even if you have found a much better person than me, its alright dear! OMG! I am happy if you are! Sometimes, i just have to admit that there are better guys than me! But, still, i dun wanna not talk to you nor see you! Baby, pls! Talk to me, PLS!!! ANYTHING!!!! I AM FINE WITH ANYTHING DEAR!!!! I look at your status and think that there is something bothering, yet i am unable to help! I can easily post on your wall saying " baby, is everything alright, i miss you badly! Let me know if i can help"... and stuff! You know i cannot do that!  Baby, pls!!!!!

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

Baby, came back from 3 day 2 nights chalet! Had a good time though still having your thought every time when i was alone and seeing a couple thinking that why can't be like that too! Chill girl, its just a thought yeah! Did not blog quite long because of the chalet in my mind! Think this post its gonna be long!
First, on Friday, Did you realise how glad i was to see you on that show dear??? But, i showed as if i did not bother! Wad an ass i was! Forgive me dear! Its was so weird and all, having nadhini and hema akka with you, not that they do not know anything about us, but still, i was feeling not the same to approach and talk to you! I dun know wad was going on my mind! This is practically the 2 show i have attended! Truly, i just came to see you dear! And i did! :D But, still i was acting as if i dun know you! NO NO!!! Sorry baby!!! You were simply gorgeous in that black saree! I just loved it! :) <3
Secondly, i was happy that you texted me that you have received your phone, but the next few hours, i had lost the phone! I was more worried that i might not text you more than i have lost the phone! I suddenly feel pushed away from you! Or, am i just pushing away from you, I dun know! I wan that old us back, how we used to be! We still can be dear!!! My friend and i were so called talking and drinking at the same time, i juts happen to have too much, yet, the feeling was awesome! I meant the feeling of drinking a lot and at the same time thinking about the girl you love! Trust me, you were in my mind at that point of time throughout, i was like day dreaming at the same time, overjoyed! hahahs! That was some feeling that i wish to get it back!!! The think that my friend was actually kinda sad that his girl left him for another guy! When he was telling the story, i got reminded of Sam! Spoiled the whole mood of thinking about you, i starting drinking more! Slowly emoing! Hey come on! Its unforgettable, the pain she has caused me! hahas! Who else can i tell all this but you dear! I might bore you! Sorry sweetie! Its just, i would have been the happiest person on  earth, if you were with me on that night, holding hands, strolling around the beach, slowly sitting, hugging and all! Its fantasy and not reality, sadly!!!! :( Hope to see you dear! REALLY!!! You seem to be busy with work and stuff! Not your fault!!! hahash ;) Me just on the verge of seeing you! Miss you terribly baby! Not that i have lost my phone, am so not myself now! Hope things get better dear! Love you!!!!

Tired, exhausted for the past 2 days till i slept at 10 plus! Played soccer, wad i get? Injured ankle with torn stitches! Is this what i wanted??? HELL NO!!!! I can't walk normally even, frustration, pain, sick! Baby, i so need you by my side to console me!!! Fuck, it really is sickening whenever i can't walk! Can't dance nor play soccer! Missed 2 pre season games already! What have i got myself into! Deep shit man! !@#$$%^&() ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Was at home all the while, rotting! Super swelled! You know baby, sometimes, i just wonder that if there are things meant to happen, will it just happen or must we wait till it happens? Does it even makes sense! Faith is something that i always believe in, but i guess i just believe in faith for the wrong things yeah! Yet, i am still strong! Might be wondering what am i saying rite? You might sooner dear! I hope you are doing fine yeah!!! Take care my love <3

4 days baby! Omg, so am not use to not talking to you or texting you and stuff dear! Deeply missing you a lot? How are you doing dear? Its a good thing i am still kinda occupied but still, feeling so weird!! I just wanna post things on your wall saying "I miss you terribly" and stuff! BUT, i can't your granny sees that, who knows she hunts me! lols! I just miss you a lot dear, I like wanna see you now, call, talk and hear your voice and stuff!!! Reality check, cannot i guess! :( Anyway, went to gym today, came back home and was at home all the while, saw the Singapore game, made my mood go from bad to worse, haiz.... I am so feeling bored and dunno know what to do!!! Really hoping to see ya soon! I am here, blogging and all, but i dunno whether you know or not! Its just another way for me to say things indirectly to you! Can't help it dear! So sorry, if i somehow pressuring you with my love and all! BABY, I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU DEAR!!!! Can't blame me yeah! :p hahahs! Take care dear... *muacks*

SO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!! Went to gym, came back home, then had soccer and track and field!!! Super shack baby!!! How are you? Had this soccer meeting, having trainings already, 3 times a week, monday, tuesday & thursday!!! So have to get in shape and fitness!!! 3 days didn't text you, feeling so wierd! hahahs! Hoping you get your phone fixed asap! Make sure to have a good rest during this holidays!!! I really feel so bad for you that you still had to dance and stuff even though you are having holidays! Hey come on! SOTA..... Wad more can you expect! Sleep well, eat well! Man, i sound like your nanny!!! Oops!!! Take care baby!!! <3

BABY!!!! How you doing yeah?? Just came back from running! Feeling so much relieved now yeah! :) How was your weekends? I have finally finished 4 of my theory lessons and i can proceed to the trail and riding theory test! YAY!!! I was kinda worked out about this during the weekends, i barley even use my phone! Damn! Dad totally yelled at me for not attending his messages!!! So, not like me! lols! Feeling better after the lessons! I had to miss today's dance class :( SHIT!!! Gotta start revising all the 3 items again! Hope you are doing well baby! I just saw the facebook, your phone having problem ah! Get it fixed dear! Miss texting you! :) LOVE YOU!!!!! 

Baby!!!!!!!!! *Muacks* :) How have you been darling?
Woke up at 11 plus, went to first theory lesson for bike, finished 2 lessons today and 2 more to go! Not bad yeah! Kinda easy to learn but the junstion thingy is hard to remember still! hahhas! Just only came back home from my aunt's place! Had so much fun with the kids yeah! Were simply havign fun, i didn't realise i was this childish, oops! Am i suppose to say that? ><
Am so full! Had mee goreng, stingray, chocolates, OMG! Feeling so lazy and sleepy! hahhas! If i sleep now, for sure put on weight! I miss you baby! So in need of a hug right now :( hahahs
XOXO :)

Hahhas, in the end, didn' t sleep nor watched the game! Shity game dear! Damn, the field was worse than Malaysia's field! Was kinda watching some online tamil movies! hahahs :)

Baby, just only came back home from soccer! Gosh girl, we were awesome, we were practically dominating the teams there, hahas! Only, 5 teams including us yeah! hahash! ><! I was glad to see my primary school friend, we chatting all the past about rugby and all! Sure do miss playing Rugby! While waiting for my friends, at the stadium MRT, there was this cute girl, doing moonwalk and other moves like ballet and modern! So entertaining yeah! Even the European chicks, were gossiping about her, hahahs! Oh well dear, am so tired, SINGAPORE VS CHINA, soon!!! I wanna watch, too tired babe! Man, must keep myself awake, hope you are doing fine at the BBQ yeah! Have fun baby! :) XOXO!!!

YAY YAY YAY!!!
Had a good time with you today baby! hahahs! I kinda felt that i was desperate, hey come on yeah! How long can i be quiet, hehehe :) <3 Gonna go for a run now, XOXO :)