Baby, came back from 3 day 2 nights chalet! Had a good time though still having your thought every time when i was alone and seeing a couple thinking that why can't be like that too! Chill girl, its just a thought yeah! Did not blog quite long because of the chalet in my mind! Think this post its gonna be long!
First, on Friday, Did you realise how glad i was to see you on that show dear??? But, i showed as if i did not bother! Wad an ass i was! Forgive me dear! Its was so weird and all, having nadhini and hema akka with you, not that they do not know anything about us, but still, i was feeling not the same to approach and talk to you! I dun know wad was going on my mind! This is practically the 2 show i have attended! Truly, i just came to see you dear! And i did! :D But, still i was acting as if i dun know you! NO NO!!! Sorry baby!!! You were simply gorgeous in that black saree! I just loved it! :) <3
Secondly, i was happy that you texted me that you have received your phone, but the next few hours, i had lost the phone! I was more worried that i might not text you more than i have lost the phone! I suddenly feel pushed away from you! Or, am i just pushing away from you, I dun know! I wan that old us back, how we used to be! We still can be dear!!! My friend and i were so called talking and drinking at the same time, i juts happen to have too much, yet, the feeling was awesome! I meant the feeling of drinking a lot and at the same time thinking about the girl you love! Trust me, you were in my mind at that point of time throughout, i was like day dreaming at the same time, overjoyed! hahahs! That was some feeling that i wish to get it back!!! The think that my friend was actually kinda sad that his girl left him for another guy! When he was telling the story, i got reminded of Sam! Spoiled the whole mood of thinking about you, i starting drinking more! Slowly emoing! Hey come on! Its unforgettable, the pain she has caused me! hahas! Who else can i tell all this but you dear! I might bore you! Sorry sweetie! Its just, i would have been the happiest person on  earth, if you were with me on that night, holding hands, strolling around the beach, slowly sitting, hugging and all! Its fantasy and not reality, sadly!!!! :( Hope to see you dear! REALLY!!! You seem to be busy with work and stuff! Not your fault!!! hahash ;) Me just on the verge of seeing you! Miss you terribly baby! Not that i have lost my phone, am so not myself now! Hope things get better dear! Love you!!!!