Bad day for me yesterday i guess! lols! I suppose to go for dance, i still went, but dun have, last 2 weeks of December always holiday!!! So, thought of going work early, but i was posted to other outlet due to shortage of people! some more it was raining yeah! Can it get any worse! Argh!!! Some how, i had a good day at the new outlet! :)
I am kinda random now talking about my ex cause i got reminded of her when i was alone going to work under the rain and umbrella! Random i know! What should i say? All i can still say is memories are still about her!!! I thought she was a trouble and a barrier!!! I tried forgetting her! Can't!!! WHY WHY WHY!!! She has moved on, i also have i guess! Yet, Fuck sia! Maybe a mistake that i have done is why i am still regretting whether should i have done it or not! I dunno what was her cause!!! " I am sorry Sam, so sorry!", feeling somehow, slightly better!!! She might be wondering, why am i saying sorry to her and all! hahas! Honestly, after she left me, that was when i realized how does it feel when girls/guys are so over their loved ones and all, tending to be jealous, worrying that their loved ones might be taken away from them and all, ITS TOO LATE FOR ME TO REALIZE THIS! I am being a hypocrite here! I thought bad things of her and now i am kinda thanking and asking her for forgiveness here! Hey, we are humans yeah! Feelings do change over of others yeah! hahhas! I sure do hope she is fine yeah! :)