I am just being random and all yeah! Is it wrong to be in love and all? Or is it too early to be in a relationship? We do have better things to do than all this like studies, work, family for instance and other things. . . Some prefer not to be in a relationship is either because they dun wanna be in it or they have had enough. . . For me, I dunno yeah! I often see couples and admire them! Maybe you might feel me weird and all! But, i am not ashamed saying that yeah! Its something that i might not be able to tell others, but blogging about it makes me feel better! Hahas! I am just imagining of a dream girl that i have in mind, No one ah! lol!!! Sometimes i have always thought of my past time where i have always been loved by Samantha! I dun mind telling her name, she sees this also, she cannot do anything either! lols! I just wan that feeling back, its not just about receiving but treasuring it and appreciating it!!! Now, why am i saying this, it does not mean that i have not treasure or appreciated it but i took advantage of it! Not emoing ah guys, i am reminding myself not to be the type of person when i used to be yeah! Treasure her, make her feel the way she has never felt, show her your presence though she does not need it, mostly, appreciate her love and the time she had always been there for you! Reminds me of the time when i broke my ankle! I was losing massive blood and feeling unconscious, there she was! She came to me, lifted my head, set my head on her lap! Felt tears of sorrow, drop by drop! I know she was terrified, the face of hers and how she reacted is still unforgettable but I felt her presence, her presence of love, i was still able to smile! I can still remember! So what if she isn't my girl now, i have always appreciated her when i was with her but things were not meant to be! I am fine! Till this very moment, i still remember her, not bothering of what she has done to me but appreciating wad she has given me, LOVE! For those reading this, maybe not your kind of thing ah! I just thought of sharing this yeah! Sorry guys,  Had work today in the morning from 10-6p.m, tired and all! Gonna sleep soon yeah :)