Damn, After losing the RP game, feeling so disgusted you know! Can you just imagine that we were leading a goal to nil! But in the end, we just had to lose by 5 goals! Stupid let in goals, you can ask what was the defense doing!? I would just say, we were doing well, poor decision, poor sense of timing, bad reaction and unnecessary mistakes simply given away by the keeper! Pls ah! If i was the only wan saying about the keeper, ok, maybe my fault, But i think the entire team is blaming him! I have played my very best during that game! Argh, just focus on the next game! Also, Having RTT this friday! Must pass! Wanna ride my own bike soon! hahas! Have never dreamt of her like that! Wait, i should be dreaming about her! Why? Coincidence or my thought still over her??? I can't decide! Really gotta mean what i say! Dun wanna fool around in this yeah!!! FOCUS!!! hehes!

Today was rather a waste of time going to school i guess! Only an hour lesson, and i was kinda late yeah! hahas! So, i like only attended a 45 mins or less lesson! lols! Was having fun disturbing fornia and Aunty Pei yi! hehes! Oops, i think she see this also like, dun bother already! Wad to do, she old ma! Went to watch movie with aunty yi, mummy, farizal and ong! It was rather a different combination today in terms of people who went to watch! This is wad me want! A good way to socialize, mixing and all! hahas! Oh well, gorgeous is busy i guess, called her twice, no respond! Also, today go training also like, waste time also, did not do anything cause coach asked me not to as i was injured! Damn! After training, was on my way home, say party going on NYP, lols! CRAZY SIA! Surprisingly, afiqah was involved in it! hehes, saw vernita and raihan as well! hahash! :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Sorry yeah! Its the 5th of jan now, now only me blogging, wad to do! Still not so used to school life yet ah, holiday mood! School start, was kinda normal, nothing special except for the school work! I really did badly for my common test, 5 weeks or less, not sure before test starts and i am like, blur and forgetting wad have i learned! Even if i am not really a good student in terms of studies i am sure that i dun wish to be the last in class yeah! Seriously!!! Having my competition at the same time, lost the first game to RP, not focused and distracted during the game! I was not even thinking about the game, my thoughts were all about my results, wad can i do! That is how bad i have done! I am super desperate here yeah! Really, i dun wanna have the regret that i dun deserve this course or even dun deserve to be here yeah! Focus, focus, focus! I somehow hard the feeling of going NS first! Should not have that thought, it seems i am slacking! FUCK!!! Oops, Injuries, back to back! Seriously, dun wanna have a bad start yeah! Even if it means to be the quiet one in class, as in after school, go home straight and all! Come on, have done that once, shouldn't be that difficult for me yeah! "Just get your head in the game"!!!