HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Sorry yeah! Its the 5th of jan now, now only me blogging, wad to do! Still not so used to school life yet ah, holiday mood! School start, was kinda normal, nothing special except for the school work! I really did badly for my common test, 5 weeks or less, not sure before test starts and i am like, blur and forgetting wad have i learned! Even if i am not really a good student in terms of studies i am sure that i dun wish to be the last in class yeah! Seriously!!! Having my competition at the same time, lost the first game to RP, not focused and distracted during the game! I was not even thinking about the game, my thoughts were all about my results, wad can i do! That is how bad i have done! I am super desperate here yeah! Really, i dun wanna have the regret that i dun deserve this course or even dun deserve to be here yeah! Focus, focus, focus! I somehow hard the feeling of going NS first! Should not have that thought, it seems i am slacking! FUCK!!! Oops, Injuries, back to back! Seriously, dun wanna have a bad start yeah! Even if it means to be the quiet one in class, as in after school, go home straight and all! Come on, have done that once, shouldn't be that difficult for me yeah! "Just get your head in the game"!!!