My weekends just passed without STUDYING! Damn! lols! Saturday, i was totally at home, except the fact that i went for prayers in the morning yeah! hahas! Slept kinda late like, 1 in the morning, watching tv! Lols! Today, woke up late, went for dance! Theory lessons again! Dad was on leave, was watching with him soccer game! Awesome much! actually, my whole family was watching ah! Since my sis joined soccer, my whole family has been active in soccer! hahas! blogging, i really intend to sleep early today, wanna go for a run in the morning! ><

What can i say ah! I know am still sick and not fully recovered! Damn it! Woke up at 8, had lab lesson till like 10, after that went back home, and was doing some sketching of the lancet that had to be done, personally yeah! Left home like at 1230 plus, and went to meet a friend, like my brother, graduating from NYP! :) Is also my my bike buddy, we both take the same riding lesson at SSDC at woodlands! Went to design lab, then, had the chem tutorial! Was suppose to go for the micro-controller lesson, dun know why! Did not go ah! I just came back home, had to eat something before i  can take my medicine! Really am weak yeah! Stupid pei yi! So bad sia! "...nvm, dun come, at most repeat module again.." Wah, this girl ah! !@#$%^&*(), hahas! I bet she see this, confirm start finding her bottle already ah! I wonder wads the female version for thor, will for sure, suit her! Oops, relax la anneh! Kidding ah! had a 3 hour nap, woke up, was watching tv, while watching, i got happen to come across the artist who was singing ah, dunno whether is a advertisement, i some how, like his voice, when to search his videos, got into his song . . . . . .

Feel so inspiring, not only just words, but shows passion and the desire for love :) Reminds me when i usually hear this songs thinking of Sam! Hahas! Those were just days where back yeah! haiz.. ><

So tired sia! Had to wake be in school at 8a.m. sia! WTH!!! Some more, slept late last night some more! Oh well, was a normal day today i guess! hahas! Had thermo in the morning as per normal! After that Test on engineering design, i got study ah! lols! Am kinda confident about the test as well yeah! After that i had thermo lab! Wah, my 2 indian friends ah! Freak me out sia! They were i think drunk ah! Wth, they drank black guninese, 6 bottles some more! That what they told me ah! Damn! Really freaky sia! The way they talk and all! I got reminded of myself when i was drunk! hahas! After that, had lecture on inorganic chem! Was having break ah! Went to makan, hungry sia! Theo and Davnial, accompanied me yeah! We were like gossiping sia! Relationships, Jacob, and of course nto forgetting, pricillia! Idiot, still disturing me with her name sia! Ass hole! I was sharing and all la! Was A MAN TALK! lols! After that, went back home yeah! Had a 3 hours nap! Woke up, went for a short run, need to run sia! Tomorow training somemore, 6 days already sia! Did not run nor exercise! After a short run, called my sis down to play some SOCCER! My sis some how inherited our family genes of soccer sia! She has also joined the NYP girls soccer team, hopefully, she get the first 11 basis! Was teaching her through the techniques and stuff! Was fun! So, am gonna sleep soon yeah! :)

You know, if anyone would give you a choice to choose between life or love, what would you choose? Some wise ones, would obviously choose life for sure! But there are some who would choose love yeah! I saluate them sia! I would choose life for sure!
Come on, if you have a life then you can love right! Whats there if you dun have a life ah!? Lols! Some would wonder what to choose when they were given both choices like this, some could easily think but some would just try so hard and hard until they still could not make up their mind! What would you choose between passion and love ???
What would your answer be? I dun have an answer for this?
There was once when Sammantha had dance class at 3 and so out school kinda ended early yeah! So we went to the west coast park, we would always lepak at the mash garden yeah! Super quiet! Of course that's what coupls always one, this is the entrance of it yeah!

It was about 250 plus ah! Damn it! How is thought that time would have not gone so fast and i also kinda expected her to be with me throughout ah! "Baby, i got to go already ah!!!!" I was so not in the mood to let her go off my arms sia! I think i kinda  was delaying her ah! She was slightly unhappy and stuff! i was kinda pissed at that moment! She then stomped of, i was shouting at her saying, "thats it, dun see me again...", she started tearing, i kinda expected her to come back, i even forced her to make a choice between love or passion! She literally went off! I was chasing after her, till the part where i kinda fell and dislocated my finger by hitting a post! A light post! I know it seems not real, but i swear, while i was running after her, i was tripped by a tree bark and forceed my finger rite onto the metal light post! It kinda shifted a side, i was able to push it back! Damn, ouch!!!!!!

You see you can never ever choose think which cannot be compared with one another for my case yeah! I gave her a really stupid choice! Of course, i realised it was wrong later yeah! But that very moment asking her, should have really given her a hard time to think! If you ask me soccer or dance? Sure, i cannot choose! Sorry Sammantha! I have apologised to you before but it struck my mind out of nowhere yeah!!!

MEMORIES STILL LIE WITHIN ME WHERE WE WERE TOGETHER HOLDING HANDS...

Feeling much better yeah! Was practically sleeping and had people in my house for some visting yeah! Did not study today sia! lols! I was like practically wondering whether to like blog about my past incidents that made me happy! More like happy moments! You know until now, there are pratically a lot of things that i have not forgotten with sammantha! I know i know! Why again about her? Still makes me happy ma! How about Malini? Weird ah! i ask myself and answer myself! everytime, blog about relationship and love and stuff! Lols! Hey! I like ma! Nothing to do with being desperate ma! Speaking of desperate, i was once kinda desperate for love sia! Like the feeling is really different! Ok, if i ask jacob what is love, he will say something that even i myself also dun understand sia! For jacob, joey was the angel for him! I can ask him why? He can't really answer it! Same here! hahas! It just comes! Even pricillia thingy! Man, that was really embrassing, the whole chalet thingy, drunkard, screwing people! MAN!!! Chaos sia! I mean, sometimes, you may not even know what you are doing, when you just fall in love yeah! Simply you can forget yourself! Yun jia for instance, the time when we both sort of quarel cause of nathan! Like so call helping nathan go on for yun jia and all! He is a nice guy though but in the end yun jia is the one deciding. I regret now sia! Telling someone that this guy is nice and you should go for him and stuff is just no right yeah! You can never simply force someone to be with someone yeah! Yun jia made a choice, choosing the one she loves, i am sure she dun mind me talking about it here yeah! I HOPE! hahas! Last long and always be happy Yun Jia! :D

What about Sandeep and Joanne! :* Wad can i say sia! I just feel the class is not rite now? Joanne not following wherever Deep goes and stuff! I really miss the very first outing we had to sentosa and all! Everyone came! Playing beach volleyball and the girls gone for sightseeing! I really enjoyed those times yeah! :) Come deep and Joanne, past is past! Hope to see you guys talking to each other and back as per normal as friends! I mean, its not that easy ah! But, you guys could try yea!!!

I just got reminded of what were the things i did for Sammantha! I would never forget all this things that easily yeah! Never, i will always remind myself not to be so loving to the one you love, as it may be dangerous or hurting in the end!
To think of it........
Gosh, am really thinking sia, i am feeling the past now, when she was right beside me! There was once, i was featured in the NDP parade among 200 plus girls in the dancing parade ah! We were dancing in the square boxes yeah! So i happen to the only guy among 200 plus girls, my image also was featured in the tamil newspaper also yeah! My whole entire school knew about this ah! Sammantha has this habit of writting a diary, so she always update it every single day ah! Things that she can't verbally tell me or shy or afraid to tell me, she will write in her diary and give me every week to so call like tell me indirectly of how she felt over the week ah! So there was she wrote of me neglecting her, this was what i think she said, "... i was proud that you were featured in the newspaper and all baby, everyone in the school was practically talking about you and you were feeling so happy, but, i felt that i was being ignored and all, i didn't wanna spoil your happiness and stuff..." It was something like that i guess yeah! It was very sweet of her, those words were just not simply words, it was from her bottom of her heart!!! Her emotions, feelings and love was just unconditional yeah!

You thought me the meaning of love, you were the definition of love, you showed unconditional love but now...
Will there be anyone who can show the same love or will there be anyone who shows even more unconditional love...?

ONLY 'HE' KNOWS!!!!

SICK!!!!!!

Damn! Feeling so sick from yesterday onwards! Body ache, really very very weak! A lot of things have been done this week! How shall i say this!? Ok erm, had campus run, was really fun, trainings as per normal, due to that i kinda missed a few classes this week, 2 quizes have been done so far, and more to come i guess! Also, this week, i have really worked out a lot, too much of body heat! Feeling really warm and hot for the past few days, could not eat anything i want! Really feeling unwell! !@#$%^&*(), i was suppose to go for my bike theory classes today from like 8 in the morning to like 3 plus! I forgot to bring my bike book, i need that so that the instuctor can acknowledge that i have went for the class! Damn it! Did not bring, went there and came bcak in the end! Waste my time, wake up in the morning! Yesterday, went for bike pratical lesson before going school, been long, kinda lost my touch yeah! I cannot afford to get sick yeah! It will at least take me a wekk to get back to fitness, i feel need to start all over again! I feel so weird like as if i am missing someone! I feel confused for the past few days! Some things that i just could not voice it out! Tsk!!!

School day sia! lols! Morning, treated simin mummy mothers day, breafast in KFC! lols! After that went to school yeah! lols! Kinda boring day today sia! Lucky dun have Lab ah! Got a lot to study for anatomy sia! The quiz is coming! lols! Wah, this ong and fornia can never click sia! Random ah! Stupid Pei Yi, like 'Thor' like that, carrying the lame plastic bottle whacking people wan! I think next would be umbrella sia! Who know sia! lols! Hopefuly she dun get mad about this ah! hahahs! Just kidding ah girl! Hehes :)
Went for lunch together as a class! lols! Went naked fish yeah! It was fun, once again, bonding and stuff! Should do this more often yeah! lols! After that, went back home yeah! Then had to go back school again ah! lols! For some running ah! hahahs! Something a part of soccer!! Stupid girl sia! A girl named 'uma', she slapped me sia! WTF!!! Damn malu sia! i think everyone in the stadium saw liao! lols! Embarassing much! In the train also, another girl  named 'kenzie' slapped me! I have been getting slaps quite often from my friends more than my mum sia! Something is damn wrong, blogging now, i doubt i can study sia! I think i will knock off already ah! Nitezzzzz.....

CLEANING!!!!! LOLS!

 

Man! I woke up at like i htink 945, surprisingly, it was kinda early sia! lols! I wanted to go for a jog in the morning, i could not sia! I asked mum to wake me up also, haiz.... She failed! lols! As per normal, watched tv, but this time, i was very sure that i would wanna study cause i am not working anymore, but in the end, my mum had to just simply ask me to do the house chores man! damn it! Dad, went to work, sis was not at home! MUM AND SON BONDING SESSION BY CLEANING! lols! Damn tired sia! I was sligthly sure that i could at least run at night, AGAIN also, failed, was kinda studying the anatomy sia! Now, blogging, my saturday just passed, was bored, listening to some english songs, and got reminded of sammantha, when i was hearing this song!!!



WHY!!! Again and Again! I am failing to just stop thinking of things that i am not suppose to think of! Easily reminded of things easily from the past! Actually, to think of it! It was the very first movie that i saw with her, in her house! Just the 2 of us only! It was kinda romantic yeah! 'Twilight' :) I still remember, erm, i think at about 10 in the morning, i went to her house, she kinda bought a cake for me, her sis was also at home! She wanted to celebrate my birthday i think! Yeah! Yeah! After that, we were watching the movie on the couch! The hal was very cold, and it was freaking coozy! I left like at late afternoon! Her sis, was kinda heloing us to check if her parents were about to come! Damn, it was scary! Omg, I actually still remember! Lols! Whatever GIRI!!!!! Can't help it dude! Some things, just can't simply be erased yeah! Never -_-!!!

Hey bloggey!!!!!! hahahs! Its been long, i mean, very long since i have blogged yeah! Wad shall i say, school have started, its the 4th week i think, and so fast next week got tests already! DAMN! Time just simpy flies yeah! Many things have happened during these days for me! hahas! Lets see what can i recall yeah!


Alright, first day of school, was pretty normal and stuff, in fact, during the first week of school, i was rather not myself yeah! You can say, that i was not QUIET! A word that has never been in my dictionary yeah! What can i say? I mean, i had to repeat a module which i did not even expect to repeat it again man! Even Jacob and Ong passed sia! Congrats guys! Just saying ah, no hard feelings bros! Its frustrating when you are not with the class you have been with all the while and now you are with another class! I thought its goona be a bad yeah! But....


I shall take back my words... I think this is the best for me yeah! I owe a lot to Miss Ester lim, she has been really helpful and have always been there whenever i struggled in terms of school yeah! Not literally school work, you should know what i mean la, admin stuff and all! She told me that she will offer her help this sem whenever i need help! I have been doing things well so far, according to what she have said also! Personally, i think this semester would be different! I dun believe that by neglecting my friends, i can do well! Nonsense, wad can they do nor how can they be blamed yeah! :) Thanks Miss Lim! :)


Seriously, had no time to think of girls at the moment, i know i know! You might be wondering whether is it me 'GIRI S/O KRISHNASAMY' saying this, wad to do! I do see girls, but that does not mean i have to go all the lovey dovey thingy rite! lols! Anything thing would be my soccer! This year there are plenty of good guys/players yeah! Good team, but no one is gonna take my position yeah! This is good for me, as in a way, i will be able to push myself further, yesterday during the so called trials, i had some praises saying, 'i have the potential to play S league, Have a sweet left foot...', hearing this things just made me much happy and made me wanna go and further, i will fight for my position, even if it means against my own team mates, this means a lot to me yeah! -_-


Wad else! hahas! Hope to fine nice girl  sia! I said i had no time, but, i did not say didn't wan ah! I dunno whether it makes any sense here! Hmm..... Nah! hahahs!
Wonder where and when would she appear! Haiz... Till then, shall stalk, damn, i do sound desperate here! GET HOLD OF YOURSELF GIRI!!!!!!