Feeling much better yeah! Was practically sleeping and had people in my house for some visting yeah! Did not study today sia! lols! I was like practically wondering whether to like blog about my past incidents that made me happy! More like happy moments! You know until now, there are pratically a lot of things that i have not forgotten with sammantha! I know i know! Why again about her? Still makes me happy ma! How about Malini? Weird ah! i ask myself and answer myself! everytime, blog about relationship and love and stuff! Lols! Hey! I like ma! Nothing to do with being desperate ma! Speaking of desperate, i was once kinda desperate for love sia! Like the feeling is really different! Ok, if i ask jacob what is love, he will say something that even i myself also dun understand sia! For jacob, joey was the angel for him! I can ask him why? He can't really answer it! Same here! hahas! It just comes! Even pricillia thingy! Man, that was really embrassing, the whole chalet thingy, drunkard, screwing people! MAN!!! Chaos sia! I mean, sometimes, you may not even know what you are doing, when you just fall in love yeah! Simply you can forget yourself! Yun jia for instance, the time when we both sort of quarel cause of nathan! Like so call helping nathan go on for yun jia and all! He is a nice guy though but in the end yun jia is the one deciding. I regret now sia! Telling someone that this guy is nice and you should go for him and stuff is just no right yeah! You can never simply force someone to be with someone yeah! Yun jia made a choice, choosing the one she loves, i am sure she dun mind me talking about it here yeah! I HOPE! hahas! Last long and always be happy Yun Jia! :D

What about Sandeep and Joanne! :* Wad can i say sia! I just feel the class is not rite now? Joanne not following wherever Deep goes and stuff! I really miss the very first outing we had to sentosa and all! Everyone came! Playing beach volleyball and the girls gone for sightseeing! I really enjoyed those times yeah! :) Come deep and Joanne, past is past! Hope to see you guys talking to each other and back as per normal as friends! I mean, its not that easy ah! But, you guys could try yea!!!

I just got reminded of what were the things i did for Sammantha! I would never forget all this things that easily yeah! Never, i will always remind myself not to be so loving to the one you love, as it may be dangerous or hurting in the end!
To think of it........
Gosh, am really thinking sia, i am feeling the past now, when she was right beside me! There was once, i was featured in the NDP parade among 200 plus girls in the dancing parade ah! We were dancing in the square boxes yeah! So i happen to the only guy among 200 plus girls, my image also was featured in the tamil newspaper also yeah! My whole entire school knew about this ah! Sammantha has this habit of writting a diary, so she always update it every single day ah! Things that she can't verbally tell me or shy or afraid to tell me, she will write in her diary and give me every week to so call like tell me indirectly of how she felt over the week ah! So there was she wrote of me neglecting her, this was what i think she said, "... i was proud that you were featured in the newspaper and all baby, everyone in the school was practically talking about you and you were feeling so happy, but, i felt that i was being ignored and all, i didn't wanna spoil your happiness and stuff..." It was something like that i guess yeah! It was very sweet of her, those words were just not simply words, it was from her bottom of her heart!!! Her emotions, feelings and love was just unconditional yeah!

You thought me the meaning of love, you were the definition of love, you showed unconditional love but now...
Will there be anyone who can show the same love or will there be anyone who shows even more unconditional love...?

ONLY 'HE' KNOWS!!!!