HAHA! First day of school! lols! I slept at 4 only sia! Last night! Was all while chatting with someone! haha :) Managed to wake up on time thought, normal lessons, chem and design after that followed by anatomy! Finally got my lab result, got a C, really was expecting to do better liao! Must do well in semester exam yeah! After school, went to bishan with the class to Long John Silvers, hahas! Some lunch! Kinda late lunch sia! Had to go gym after that ah! SUPER WORKOUT SIA! damn it! lols! Came back home, and slept awhile, did not eat dinner much also! so yeah! hahas! Not doing design! Hopefully can sleep early sia! :) hahas!

I am feeling weird! Its been long since i talk and all! And yet, you have to tell me that your ex, the guy before me who dated you wants you back after 4 years?! Why must you tell me this! I did not even ask nor ask you anything about it! Damn it! Now you have disturbed me a lot! WAH YOU AH!!!! Today, woke up early, went to have breakfast as a family at sembavang shopping center! After that, went to shop at Giant! After so long, as a family we went out, it was rather nice yeah! :) But i can't help it, i was damn tired, reached home at about 10 plus, went to sleep! Woke up at 1 plus, had a bit of rice for lunch and then was watching tv! Later, mum and dad went out for a stroll and all! I end up doing, fried for my sis :) hahas! I enjoy cooking though! Its nice and fun yeah! hahas :) After that, did not take dinner much! Went for a slow 45 mins jog, just came back, dad is watching the Brazil Olympic soccer game! Mum and sis are kinda asleep i think! Blogging now! hahas! DID NOT STUDY TODAY SIA! DAMN IT! lols!
To think of it ah! I actually wanted to be nice and forget the past and talk to you! But it seems you talk very coldly! I also talk nicely and normal! But it does not mean that, i wanna go back to you and all! Hopefully, i expect you to take me as a friend and not still thinking that i am your ex as well! Pls la! I dun know with wad intentions you told me that, whether unintentionally or maybe thinking too much! i dun know! But you have just bothered me much girl! Damn it!

Finally finished my lancet report today! Still got torsion shaft report! That one, i need to use the school comp! Damn it !!! Anyway, woke up at like 9 plus sia! Mum woke me up so early just to eat breakfast so that she can wash the dishes and all! Haiz..! LOL! You spoiled my sleep mum! LOLS! Anyway, after that, was studying like for 3 hours plus, while my parents and sis had to go out! I was practically at home alone ah! Can say! hahas NICE AH :) Then watched tv and all, after that went for a half an hour run, feel better that my knee is doing well yeah :) Came back, did the report, now chatting and doubt might sleep early! Productive day! Thanks yeah :)

I must say yeah! this song beat is simply making me wanna dance yeah! hahash! Anway, went for recovery at the school swimming pool! For my knee yeah! Feels better! Thanks to Zul yeah, my so call PT trainer! Practically no class today yeah! Go to the comp lab also dun do anything one! So, went to watch the dark knight rises with mummy( Simin )! THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME!!!!!!! hahahs!
After the movie, i went back home, and then went to the school game that took place at St Wilfred's yeah! We won 4-0 yeah! But the game was like fighting ah! Some racial issues, some spit issues and immature attitude of the opponent team yeah! How immature! DAMN IT! So, reached home at like 10 plus, mummy made me nuggets and fries, yum yum! I doubt can sleep early! Feeling thirsty yeah! hehe :)

Smooth day ah today! hahas! Went for the test today, chem test ah! lols! Was more like the teacher was helping us sia! LOL! Epic sia! Some chem test sia! But, for sure to be remembered yeah! After that, followed Ong and Foo to Koufu to have lunch ah! The girls went some where to eat! Simin ( mummy ), Sandeep, Jacob, Farizal and Adrian went to follow Sandeep get his lappy and follow mummy got get something at far east! Super hot day sia! I was damn lazy follow them ah, like no mood to travel till there all! So went to eat and went for anatomy class yeah! SURPRISING THAT I WENT ANATOMY class when most of my classmates did not! I meant the group i usually with ah! It was rather a informative lecture yeah! Talking about joints, important for me sia! As a player i should know this and all! Where the muscles, wad happens when it fractures, breaks and all! I was rather sitting in front ah! Foo and Ong were playing cards ah! I was sitting near Soh Chin, was kinda surprise that she was not paying much attention! In fact, she was very restless, asked my phone to play and all! I can see she was trying to talk and all ah! But she dunno wad to talk sia! lols! Lucky Yun Jia and Pei Yi was there sia! If not she die of boredness sia! Not being an ass ah! I would be entertaining her ah, in fact i did but i was kinda more in to the lecture then entertaining her! So after that, was slacking at the class! Most of the girls were there, also the some of the H1! PRICALLIA too! hehe! lols! She was rather sleeping! lols! Eh eh! Was just saying ah! MY BLOG I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT! hahas! Dun think too much! But, there was a lesson to be held there, so we ( Foo, Ong and me ) followed Yun Jia, Pei Yi and Hester to the library yeah! There were studying maths la! So, i just follow only, did not take maths this sem ma! So yeah! I was so childish till i started childhood cartoons! I was watching "The mask", "Scooby doo, where are you?" and then watching the Tuxedo! SUPER AWESOME SIA! lols! For like 3 hours like that ah! My friend was like doing maths ( i meant Ong) ! He was stuck doing 2 questions for like 2 hours plus! lols! hahahs! Went back home! Went out with mum! So call, mother and son bonding! Just reached home! Chatting with SUNIDA <3 currently! hahas!

I would say that today was rather a productive day of studying STUPID CHEMISTRY!!! Damn it! Later got chem test sia! Damn it! Well, today, i kinda miss my morning class, thermo yeah! Too sleepy la! hehe! Went to school like at 10 plus, after that, lunch time, went to have lunch together with my class at KFC near AMK! hahas! Super bonding sia! hehe! Loved it! Then i had 2 hours of chem but it ended withing an hour, teacher wanted to finish early i guess! After that, went to Simin's place with Pei Yi and Yun Jia, for some CHEM studying! for like 2 hours plus, and then had dinner togther at NEX! Was really productive la! Reached home like at 9 plus, parents were asleep by then yeah! hahas! Also, more of like gossiping sia! lols! Me gossip! EPIC SHIT MAN! 

An image take by Yun Jia when i really nothing better to do! Sian sia!

I have gotta to stop teaching tamil words to Pei Yi and Yun Jia, i think not only them ah, practically more, being bullied sia! hahash :) Studying now and chatting with.... YAY! :) hehe! I doubt will be sleeping! I think might be studying through out yeah! hahas :)

A Dream Come True

Feelings that once were hidden
Are now expressed to you.
Days that once were stormy
Are now the brightest blue.

Times that once were lonely
Are now filled with pleasure.
All that once was mine alone
Are now things we both treasure.

Nights that once were cold
Are now comforting and warm.
Fears that once were very real
Are now gone with the storm.

A heart that once was broken
Can now finally mend.
A person once alone in life
Can now call you a friend.

Dreams that once were longed for
Are now all coming true.
The love I once thought was gone
I have now and forever in you.

- Dawn Ballard -

Who would have ever thought that poems are meaningful and full of someone's expressions and feelings yeah... I know its random of me, i was kinda bored and all, was searching through, came across this, thought of posting it here yeah! hahas! :) Anyway, today, was ordinary i guess! Lucky, finished Micro test, was kinda happy with the lab test but not the class one yeah! But, am glad that its over for today only yeah! Still got common test paper damn it! hahas! School finished, I had a choice to either follow mummy and Pei Yi to study or follow Ong back to sembavang for a toast yeah! If i was smart and wise enough, should have gone to study, but i was just simply lazy and tired! So followed ong, went to have a toast and bread toast and then went back home to sleep! hehe! Managed to study for like 2 hour plus of organic chem! Hahas! Now blogging! Was talking to sam, but it seems she was kinda busy and tired too i guess! hahas! So, yeah! Am waiting for someone to be online, but i wonder where is she.... D: Sad much!!!

Beginning of the week! MONDAY! SCHOOL! HAIZ!!! You can ask why would you wanna go school, when you are having 3 days MC! How can miss sia! Exam coming leh! hahas! I sound like a very good boy ah! hahas! Oh well, today, was just 3 hours of class i guess! But, it was like only 2 hours for me la! Cause, the last lesson,  i went to makan! Hungry ma! hahas! After that, was slacking with Simin, and few guys at the same class, when joel and most of the girls went to makan! hahas! I tell you ah! Jacob and Ong, were some retards sia! Damn, i just could not post that video i tool of them ah! EPIC SHIT!!! After that! Went back home, reached home like at 3 like that! First time sia, had a nap for like an hour and a half! Then was studying like from 730 till now i guess! Not straight la! break a bit! hehe! Was a productive day i guess! To me la! hehe! Tmrw, stupid Micro-controller test! DAMN IT!!!!

Can Things Get Any Worse!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Was kinda a normal day today! My dad did not go work, he gave and excuse saying that he has to bring his son to the hospital! LOL! Well, my sis was out today, work up kinda late! Was feeling rather lazy, my Mum just had to do some cleaning today ah! WTH! Especially MY ROOM! Practically, the whole of my room is shifted and all yeah! NO MORE head dress for  me sia! :( Later, around evening, Mum & Dad, took me to the hospital yeah! Went through some procedures and all, had to go for a jab! No way sia! I told the doc, just give me medicine orally! He called me a COWARD sia! How dare he! hahas! He even told my dad about that! That was embarrassing!!!! Having MC for 3 days yeah! Ligament sprain i guess!

WHICH ALSO MEANS, NO SOCCER!!!!!!
F*** IT!!!! ARGH ;(

Right now! I am freaking pissed and in pain man! Friday! Went to lab, after that to the gym, then 2 hours of normal lessons! After that, i should have followed my friends, where ever they were going in stead of going for the game! But, i went! We were having a game at St Wilfred against Ngee ann poly yeah! It was a draw game 1-1! I did not start the game yeah! So, i was kinda relieved as i was kinda tired after gym on that day! The coach called and played me for like maybe for the last 20 mins! I went in, after 10 minutes! I GOT INJURED!!! KNNCB!!!!!! The physio there was checking my knee, i was really unable to walk at that time yeah! My left knee some more! My strongest leg, also i am a left footer god damn it! He thinks its a suspicion of LCL! I was like, "Not again!" You know how painful it was!!!! I was crying and at home sia! Wah, i can barely place my left leg straight! I was limping back home ah! Today, i did not even go out sia! Can walk slightly better! Feeling damn numb at that place sia! Hoping to see a doc tmrw! Hoping for good news! 

Bloggey!!!! OK! Yeah yeah! I get it! Very long! lols! hahahs! I know~ So past one week, pretty normal la! hahas! Kinda told divya that i dun wanna go on with her and all, yet she still texting, not being an ass la! hahas! :) Test this week sia! lols! Finished one today, anatomy! F***, i mistook left for right sia! Shit! I dun wanna elaborate on that sia! Will start laughing sia! hahahs! :) Have not been well lately and all! Change in weather and stuff! just recovered from fever and all la! hahas! Now still having slight flu! My body damn achey sia! Second day of gym! My friend who is in sports and wellness is doing a project  la! Like, training people, before and after for 12 weeks i think! Today, only the second day sia! Feel damn pain and my triceps! Today was working on  the back and biceps! Wah, PAIN SIA! Looking forwards for the change! INORAGANIC test tmrw for me sia! Wah, fuck my life sia! Seriously! DAmn it! Need to study again! ONG BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY! 22 i think, yet not girl! Kidding ah anneh! Really nice knowing you man! :) 

Being random here ah! I see a girl, she look somehow attractive to me! I start wanna know her, but she some how attached or likes someone! Damn it! Why i say this now sia! I have been seeing this girl, second day also! Looks some how good to me ah! My friends all like, disturbing ah! Wanna get it straight la! Dun wanna do stupid things and dun wish anything to happen now yeah! Sometimes, i never listen to my own words la! Ass sia I!!!
SCREW YOU GIRI RAMOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some weird week yeah! hahas! Yesterday, went to watch movie 'the amazing spiderman' with Uma, Sasi & Vernita! :) Was really fun yeah! Before that, had to go to the gym and do some body examination for my friend's course, something like that ah! lols! Today, i went to circuit revision in the morning yeah! After that, came back home, but didn't feel like going school for lessons, was sleeping at home! Really shitty sia! Have not felt this lazy this week, feeling so quiet, not being myself much! I dun know why! Some thoughts? Feeling lost! hahas! All i know is i have to start studying already, even if it means being quiet in class yeah! :) Its the best for me i guess! NO NO NO!!! I enjoy being goofy in class!!! LAME AH! Clear all the thoughts and freshen up my mind man! GIRI!!!!! lols! Later, having game at MDIS, and my sis is having her game at Republic Poly! Cool sia! First time sia, me and sis having games at the same day of the same sport! Who says, my sis is quiet! DAmn, the way she play ah! Even i also scared sia! lols! Alright, off to game now! Shall update soon!!!!

Thanks guys :) Really love the presents! :) Am really glad that am feeling better yeah after bad weekends yeah! SO much for my hair cut! Things going fine yeah :) Stupid sia! Ended waiting for like 2 hours and nothing sia! Stupid lab!!!! lols! Missed training, was resting at home after school yeah :) Gotta get back to running! hahas :)

Ok, am 19 yeah! LOL! Nothing else can be a better present except being kept happy on that day! But, i ended being sick the day before my birthday! Watched movie with Divya, the lincoin, vampire thingy! Was fun, then fall sick, was vomiting throughout the night, could not sleep at all, was having high fever! Did not go for tournament sia! Screw it! ARGH!!!! Really pissed ah! FuCK!!!!!!! My dad had to spoil things where he has to scold me in the morning, just because he did not like my hair cut!!! Wad's wrong with my hair cut, seriously! Some day, he made it up for me! 
For the past one week, thoughts were just going on whether divya was the right girl for me, she was in love with me! Not being so thick skin, it was the fact! But, i had to assure, i must love her too, saying i love, i miss you, kisses and hugs, were just words, but i didn't want it to be just words but mean it! But, i couldn't! Something isn't rite!!! I just texted her saying, we shall just be friends!!!


I am not an ass alright!!! I dun wanna be some jerk and just follow along being some ass say i love you, touch and kiss! Fuck sia! No, i wanna show some love and feel it! I could with divya! I am sorry girl! I really didn't wanna hurt you further more nor give you false hopes or even continue living in denial that i just could not feel it with you!!!!!! D:

Happy Birthday Yun Jia :)

I wonder what is Adrian doing behind the image! hahas :) Finally! Yun Jia 18 already ah! hahas! I still remember what Julia say sia, "finally, can smoke, drink and have sex...", something like that ah! Well, hope you had a great day yeah! Stay healthy and keep smiling SUNNI! :D hahas! School after common test and of course wondering whether would be receiving our common test results! So i got a 'D' for my organic chemistry sia! Not good sia! Almost close to failing ah! MUST WORK F***ING HARDER! 

-_-! Went to makan together ah! Then had lab lessons! Oh, spain won the Euro! Random i know! AND JACOB, pls god damn it, book the damn chalet early ass hole! hahas! :) After that, went back home, then for training yeah, now training's on Monday, Wednesday & Friday sia! July Soccer Timetable sia! We went to St Wilfred field to train! Boring training sia! I guess! oops! Tomorrow class in the morning at 8, argh, sian!!! *YAWNS*.... 

Alright finally all paper are over yeah! hahas :) COMMON TESTS OVER BUT.... Semester coming!!! I was glad that i kinda put in much effort than before in terms of studying yeah! The paper all are actually easy IF only i had studied much more harder yeah!
Last paper was Design Engineering yeah! The boys went to sembavang to the play land ah! Computer shit thing! Ewww... I just hate it ah! Sorry guys :) I finally bought my lens so that i can use them to play in the game yeah! :) Better vision!
Saturday, i spent the whole day at SSDC!!! Finally completed all my theory lessons! Now only practical and JUST LAST PRAC!!! Before i can book for traffic police test!!! Pressured ah! My dad like waiting just when will i get my bike license as either i may continue to enrol on Car or he starts learning bike or car! Haiz... On that day, i had to bring my grandparents to my house, overnighting yeah! Both of them! Hahas
Today, erm, woke  up late la! lols! Did not go for dance! Still resting my legs after being suspected of suffering from LCL!!!!  ( Lateral Collateral Ligament )

Its does not sound as simple as you think you! If this ligament is torn, it will take MINIMUM of 5 weeks to even walk! NO WAY!!! NO WHEN COMPETITION IS COMING GOD DAMN IT!!!!

I just have to rest man! Really! ;(