....... I am just feeling down now yeah! My game just kinda ended! The think, I know I've been dropped from the first team selection yeah! It's kinda obvious already! I didn't get to play the whole game and I am simply feeling super down! I didn't expect that there will be a game first place!!! I've lost my mood and my position! Never in my life have j played as a benchwarmer and for the first time, it has happened to me!! J worked hard, is this what I get?! I am not feeling mad Sia! Just sad!!! Damn sad!!! I was nearly gonna tear! It's that much love I have for this game!!! If there's anything else I would tear besides for love would be soccer!!! My passion! It's a legacy I carry, actually got 2 la! Other one is dance!!! I am just hoping for the best to happen for me Sia! As in, I dun wanna think much! I'll prove the coach made a wrong mistake. I might seem worrying too much!! Buts its true! Before training? I saw chubby!!! She seemed damn down Sia! She was kinda upset that she couldn't make it to the first team squad Sia! For frisbee yeah! She was telling that the coach didn't trust her and all! She was feeling so down! I could just feel her Sia! Honestly, she has been spending a lot of time in frisbee and is this what she gets in return!! I can't say much, I didn't see her play and all la! I'm just hoping for the best for her yeah! Well, hope to see things go well for me!!! Cookie hasn't replied me, feeling strange! I'll just wait then! Hopefully, pundehs dun chat ah! Pls la! Sorry ah! No offence!!! Hehe! Joking la!!!! Hehehehehe