Really not in the mood to blog or do anything rite now! Thrown away ring? I'll get you a new one b! Swear am crying rite now! Feeling so shitty! Can't do anything right! Feeling like killing myself! I am sorry for what you're going through rite now moi! AM so sorry! Will i hear from you or see you again? Just now myself moi! Feeling so hurt, as though somone stabbed me! Deep!!! Wonder how long more can i take this? Wishing i could just not wake up when i am in sleep later!! IN case if i never get to see or talk to you again, this would be my last words moi,  no matter what happens, wad you do, or where ever you go, you will always be the girl i love!


I LOVE YOU PRITHI.M.NAIR!!!!

Watching 'The Lucky One' with Baby online, as well as skyping NOW! :)

 

 

Was suppose to go jogging with b! Overslept! :( Knew she would get mad and was mad as well! She didnt say, i can tell! Sorry b! Woke up at like 9 plus! Was kinda tried still though! Was just lying down on the sofa! Knew b was mad! Waited for her to calm herself down i guess! Didn't feel like eating anything for lunch! Honestly, was guilty that could not follow b, to go for a run in the morning yeah! I will make it up to you b! i promise! Well, was skyping with moi after that! She wanted to go library and get some research done for her  project i guess! Went to hougang near her place, waited for her! In the end, didn't go! Instead went to eat! STIR FRIED BEEF! YUM! Thanks for following moi! I was freaking hungry at that time! After that, went to Mac! Main purpose, was to get iced milo, in the end didn't! B, was craving for it yeah! Damn it! Was playing around with b, with her ball! :) hehe! She had to rush off! She had to go temple! Took the bus and went home! Sis called, bought me chicken burger for dinner! Was watching Wolfman! hehe! :) Nice!!!!!!

Skyping with b now, and just ended, the movie! hahas! Hope we both can sleep early today i guess, now that movie is over yeah! :)

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALAL............

TODAY.... Lets just say i slept only at like 7 and woke up at like 11 plus... "Namesthe Saleam". I hope i have spelled it correctly yeah! hahas! Was watching with B, this hindi movie online! MOVIE WAS AWESOME!!! Really learned a lot of things in that movie... Songs were great! :) So... Woke up late! Was AT HOME THE WHOLE DAMN DAY! Dunno, watching many movies yeah, Jurassic Park, The Hulk, Wolverine and finally the National Treasure! Was on the sofa! DAMN LAZY SIA! Today, training was cancelled due to the weather, STUPID HAZE!! Well, had some soccer things to settle and all! Now, webbie with B,  have a feeling might watch a movie, or maybe not! Will update tmrw, hehe! :)

Am gonna update for the last 2 days and also today as well! hehe! Last 2 days....

17/6/2014
It was monday, hahas! :) Woke up at like 4! DUN ASK WHY! hehe! Had a quarrel with B, couldn't sleep much! Haiz! Left house at like 530am, took the bus 854 to hougang! Was just carrying my sleeping bag! Had to pass it to b, cause she had a camp! Reached there like at about 640 like that, called b! Dunno how many times, think more than 20 times, but she didnt pick up, was kinda worried, SHE DIDN'T pack for camp so more! I end up sleeping in the playgrounf for like half an hour! Received a call from her like 830 plus! Poor dear, sounded so tired! As much as i know she LOVES GOING camp, but i couldn't stop her from going! I really wanted her to rest! So... We went! We reached school and had Mac for breakfast! More like i had! hehe! oops! :) She went to camp and went back home! I was freaking tired! I needed the money, so called My boss to take the pay! FUCK! I had to cover his shift from 2-6 :( so that he can collect the pay for the part timers! DAMN!!! After work, went straight to TP to meet b! Usually, i dun wanna tell things here in detail, but sometimes, its best for me to blogged about it so that i can realises the mistakes i have done! I was such an impatient ass, was hungry and pissed, though i know i was waiting for like 2 hours! I didn't realise how B was, for the entire day! I was sooo mean! I know i am reminding things and all, but i am sorry b! I am! I planned things at the same time, didn't put myself in others shoes and realise the outcome! Well, i somehow wasn't well, and i puked! Well, after awhile, brought B to TCC CHANGI AIRPORT AT LIKE 12 AM MIDNIGHT!!!! HEHE!

 

I WAS SO HAPPY AND GLAD! B HAD NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I WAS BRINGING HER TO TCC! It's just a small wish of mine to bring B to this kinda of place and eat! Like a date! hehe! I enjoyed my time here! I hope B Enjoyed as well!

 

After that, went back to school! Was like 2 in the morning by the time we reached TP! hahas! Showered, went to the Stadium there! FIRST TIME, IN THE MORNING 3-4 PLUS! WE WERE AT THE TP SOCCER FIELD! I dun know about b! I was really scard! Me, doing there alone! NO WHERE! HELL NOOOOO, would i be there alone! But some how, i enjoyed the time with B! WE WERE PRATICALLY SLEEPING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIELD! SO NICE!!! Wishing this would happen again! The atmosphere was really nice! I enjoyed lying down, B beside me! Wasn't that cold either! It was just nice! :) DIDNT SLEEP AT ALL I THINK! HEHE! :)

 

 



18/6/2014
TUESDAY! :)

Left TP in the morning! Was sleeping sia in the bus! B had to go sentosa, camp events were occuring there! FIRSTLY, I DIDNT EXPECT MYSELF TO BE GOING SENTOSA! :) hehe!
Went home, packed some stuff and went to Sentosa! THERE AGAIN WITH MY STUPIDITY!!!! Mad B, angry and cry again! ;( 2nd time, didnt put myself in her shoes, she was so tired and imagine me barking at her, at that point of time, i realised how mother was feeling with my dad for so many years, the same how B felt with me! NOOOOO!!! I DUN WAN THAT! I dun wanna be like my dad.... -_-
Went to swim in the sea with b! After that, had pasta for dinner!!!

 

BABY SO CUTE SLEEPING IN THE TRAIN! :) <3

 

But the day had to have a bad ending i guess! Sorry Prithi!!! :( Should have woke you up earlier!!!

 

Today

Woke up late sia! Late for work! No mood to work already sia actually! As in, wanna find new jobs already! Talked to B about this! Thanks b! Feeling light now! :) Went to meet B, after work, went back home! Met mother to buy some things at Sun Plaza! Came back home!Now blogging, gonna sleep soon yeah! :)

 

Hey B, i have given you so much of headache for the past 3 days b! Promise wont happen the same thing b! THats why i actually wanted to see you today, not only to tell things, but to apologise as well b! I wanted to hug you tighlty towards me moi! FOR all the shit i have given you for the past 3 days! You deserve to be treated better b! I will dear! I promise moi! For all the tears you have shed moi, i will make it up to you somehow b! Thanks for tolerating me b! You have made me realise so many things b! REALLY, TRULY AND HONESTLY!!!!!

I love you Prithi.M.Nair!!!!

 

 



Hey baby, WELCOME BACK B!!! :) 

First, let me update my day to you moi! :) hehe! Well, woke up at like 830 plus, i was kinda late though, feeling slightly much better than yesterday, though i was still feeling hurt of wad happen regarding... you should know moi! Really wasn't in the mood to work for the past 3 days when you weren't around moi! Usually, i felt that by working, i could be occupied and all, but when you weren't around! Really felt something lost and couldn't focus on anything moi! I really dunno why! No mood to work, didn't even talk to any of my colleagues well! Regretted working when you were not in Singapore b! Really!!!! 

Well, boss was nice enough to allow me to leave an hour early, but damn this ordering! It took me awhile! Mum did chicken sambal for me today! :) First time moi! :) Was so nice b! :)

Reached home! Was kinda tired, was lying down! hehe! Wanted to jog, in the was hungry la moi! :( Haiz! 

Mum was talking to me! She went to Periyma house! Granny was also there! Guess what...

My periyma asked ' How is Giri and 'EVERYTHING''? Mum told me that they knew about us and all! So she proudly say to them, " Yeah, i met the girl and talked to her already...", Now my mother side know about us very well moi! hahas!

DUN STRESS MOI!!! PLEASE!!! RELAX! XOXO! She was just telling and all la, my granny was also there hearing everything! hahas! Seems that, mother side, boys all the same thing! hehe! Like, the boys introduce the girls to their family members and all! hahas!

My sis again, didn't wanna hear, she went off! FUNNY LA SHE! hahas! Now Blogging! hehe! Missed you a lot b! Really! 3 days, just 3 days moi! Aiyo, something important was just lost like that! Thank god! I dun wanna feel that way again moi! I know how it feels! :( PANNI!!!!

Last night, i slept at like 7 plus all the way till in the morning only i woke up like at around 8 plus! Had work today from 10-10! So left to work! Once reached to work, felt something was wrong! Didnt feel that well! I was thankful that my boss, Chris, told me that i am working till 6! My first thought was, "omg, thank god, B would be happy hearing this..." Dun ask why, hahas! But, i really didnt feel well, felt feverish, wanted to vomit! My head start to hurt a lot! :( So i told him, i couldnt continue working further, i ended work at 3! Took the Mrt, went back home! Mum was so happy, cause, she needed me to follow her to NTUC, to buy groceries -_- Seriously MUM!!! Haiyo!
Bought many things, hehe! Forced my mum to buy chicken, first time, like after years, mother gonna cook chicken in the house! hehe! :) Also, first time, after shifting here! :D
Sis also followed! I was feeling slightly better! We were having tea, and suddenly, mum was talking about threading and all! I just open my mouth saying, "mother, hougang there also do threading, only $5...". She was like "...really, so cheap ah?" hahas! Then i was telling her that prithi also goes there to do threading and all! I somehow felt that, mother and i were so comfortable talking about Prithi! I was proud to say that, first time, i am talking about my girlfriend openly to my mother! BUT... My sis was so awkward, i dunno why! hahahs! She keep giggling about this! hehe! SO CUTE.... hehe! Maybe yeah, she isn't used to the part where its about time, her brother is growing up and talking about his girl to his mother yeah! :) It was EPIC!!! After that, about 7, left house to Bishan Stadium!

 

Albriex VS Home United

 

 

Some images from the Stadium! :) IT was a good game to watch! :) Went till Penalties yeah! ;) Just only reached home and blogging now! Tomorow work starts at 10-6 p.m.!

I just dun wanna work a lot already! ;(

 

 

Missing you B, i dun wanna say anything but just wanna hug you tightly and not let you go! Missing you a lot sweets! Am waiting for you my dear! Come back soon ;(

 

Wonder if you've eaten? How is your throat, cough and back pain? ;( XOXOXOXOXOXO ;(





Hey b, how are you moi? I'm missing you a lot b! How is your trip so far b?! Have you eaten? How is your throat? A lot of questions are coming to my mind moi! hahas! Dun wanna flood everything here! Hoping you are alright?

Well, today, woke up at like 12 plus only, you should know why! hehe! :) Somehow, was damn sleepy still! Had Black pepper chicken with rice for lunch! It was some how damn nice you know moi! Yum yum! Sis had to go to the hospital for some physio thingy regarding her leg! Was at home, thought can rest.... BUT....
NEED TO DO HOUSE CHORES MOI!!!
Had to hang clothes, did mopping, vacuming of the entire house, had to wash the bedsheets of mine and mothers', Damn shagged b! I am so sorry that i couldnt attend your text or your fb message sweets! I didnt mean to! :( Forgive me love! After that, was kinda tired, went to bed to lie down, after awhile! Didnt seem well! Had fever, flu and started coughing badly! Even now, still feel feverish! Having a blocked nose as well moi!

 

 

Left with a bit more moi! I will write in the letter wad i thought of before eating it ah b! aMISSING 'SPONGE' 'BOB' heheheh! XOXOXOXO :)|

 



 

 

I AM SORRY B!!! ;( IT HURTS B! Feeling so heavy, those words...

CURRENTLY WEBBIE WITH B!!!

Today morning ah!! All i remember i was feeling crappy, cause i made b mad! YEAH YEAH! I Dun wanna talk about her on why and how all it occur, only between me and b! hehe! But somehow, am glad that things went well! Firstly, gotta change my job! It has really caused me a lot of problems not only with my girlfriend, but also with my family members! I can't continue working in peace with all this! Its not them, its me, DEI GIRI, DO SOMETHING DA DEI!!!

Happy Birthday Simin, mummy! She is 19 now! Suppose to go watch movie with friends and with her! But somehow, no mood ah! hehe! Went to meet b, She did threading! So nice! :) Was with her at hougang yeah! :) NO MORE LYCHEE MACFIZZZZZ! B, was like craving for it! hehe! sorry b! But i am so looking forward to try the new strawberry flavour! hehe! :)

 

 

 

 

 

Like style only ah b! :) We were sharing some 'DRINK'! It was good! :)

B is going away or 3 days, ;( SHe bought me this fruitella to last for 3 days! She also said something, for every bite, i gotta to think of.... :) Nah... For ME TO KNOW, FOR YOU TO FIND OUT! :)

Went for training, was kinda tired though! Well, my day just ended well, had macs for dinner, at school!

 

Have a safe trip b! Come back safe, it might seem only 3 days but gonna miss you moi! Scolding me and all! Might seem dumb but cannot la b! One day also you dun scold me, feel weird la moi! Come back safe to me back b! I LOVE YOU!! XOXOXOXOXOX!!!!



I probably should be should be sleeping right now! But just had to blog, sorry b! Wont take me long, than i off the lappy and TRY to sleep! :)
Well, today work starts at 10.00 a.m! Thought that i can go early and iron my shirt but in the end, my boss was there first! Damn, no time to iron sia! hehe! So took a new shirt from the locker, it seem quite ironed and all, so i just wore it! hehe! Had to do some delivery in the morning to a nearby place! WAHHHH... I thought i was lost sia! I surely dun have any sense of direction one! hehe! Today some more got event sia! Haiz... Fuck sia! Have not felt this nervous before, but some how i did things well today! :) But still....

At work was fine, but personllly, not really, B was mad that i worked more than 8 hours, she agreed that if i work split shift, i can work more than 8 hours, but today i just had to work non-stop! I dun blame her for being mad at me, any girl in her shoes would also feel the same thing! Some how, didnt text her that much either, it was all work work work! I am sorry dear! Dunno if you still mad, thought i can like talk to you and all, but when i text that i was at home, you said goodnight! Maybe youre tired and all, just saying moi!  I miss you b! Im sorry moi! yesterday made you mad, today also i make you mad! I pray tmrw things would go well for you moi! I know you are going though a hard time and all, sorry b! Take care ma! Dunno if i can sleep, i will try! Feeling kinda upset moi :/

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) is a collection of emotional symptoms, with or without physical symptoms, related to a woman's menstrual cycle. 






Bet you're wondering why am i suddenly talking about 'PMS'. I bet you wouldnt wanna know but still gonna update! :)
Morning woke up by B's call! My work was suppose to start at 10, well i was late! B, call and morning already, i kinda triggered here by being late for work and waking up late! I mean yeah, i was kinda angry to the fact that i morning had to hear her say like that, but come on, it was my fault! In a way, i am kinda lucky, my girl calling me to wake up quickly and head to work! I LIKE THE FEELING! :) Cant explain why all ah! Further, i triggered her even more! Dun wanna go too detailed la! But sorry b! I really ruined your morning! But, kenna from her big time la, i tell you! First time, trust me in this! In all my 20 years, erm, gonna be 20 soon, have not kenna like this before sia! HEHE! Of course, parents scold, that i can say, getting scolding from girlfriend, no joke ah! :) HEHE!
Some how, was still talking to b, glad she was slightly better though she was still kinda mad at me yeah!
Went to work, was working till 2! Seriously, damn pack sia! GAWD! Today, all the indians were working today! hehe! :) Only 2 girls! :) After that, went to meet B at expo, went to Tampanies, to MAKAN! BUT....

 

Menstruation!!! ARGH!!!

 

 

EH EH EH, NOT FOR ME LA! B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Out of all the days, why today! :( Not your fault b, really! I couldnt see you suffering b! Really felt helpless that i can't do anything to help! But, today, went to buy something with her which i have not done in my 20 years, gonna be 20 years, of my life! AIYO.... NOT GONNA SAY! hehe! A bit toooooo exagerate ah b! :) hehe! WHO CARES!!!!!

Well, after that, thought of asking b to meet my mum! Mother was like waiting when she can meet B! :/ hahas! FEELING RELIEVED! :) hehe! After that, went to training! TODAY, training was kinda fun yeah! Some more i late! hehe! But in the end, was excused i guess! hehe! :) Now blogging, b on skype, will talk to her awhile and sleep soon i guess! hehe! :)

 

STAY TUNED....



Today's the biggest game that I've been waiting for! I doubt I can play! Early morning had fever! God! Couldn't sleep, went to bed like at 5 plus!!! COOKIE!!! If there was something I said or done! I am extremely sorry dear!!! Gawd!!! Scold, slap, pinch me all you wan!!! Dun stop talking to me or ignore ma darling!!! Was webcaming with cookie, until 2 plus, she was telling me something, dun wanna say wad! I swear I was listening to her, plus at the same time, I was playing game! I didn't mean to be rude man!!! She asked me wad I was doing, I said nothing girl! She asked me pinky promise, I just couldn't lie to her, I said yes, I was playing! SHE WAS PISSED!!! God, she shut the webcam and went to sleep! OMG! I started to panic! I called her several times and even texted her! She replied once!!! I was practically tearing what went wrong Sia! You can ask why you tear and stuff?! The girl after my ex that I am freaking close to more than just a friend is cookie!!! She just means a lot to me that!!! Even a small think she gets mad or worth affects me a lot !! After shutting the lappy, I was freaked and started tearing on my bed! I couldn't sleep! I started having fever in the morning an went to see the doc! I didn't sleep and dun think I can concentrate on game!!!

AM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! :)

Now on, gonna blog! hehe!
BABY! I MISS YOU DEAR!!! :)
Just came back home from work, gonna call b, talk to her awhile and sleep i guess! Hope she sleeps too! Have been a long day yeah! Dunno wad all i eat, kitchen staff did for me and the manager some mozza Sticks! Damn they were just simply awesomeeeee~ :)
Brought ikan bilis sambal with rice from house, to work! :) Was trying to safe money, in the end bought Mchicken meal for breakfast near my workplace! Damn it! hehe!
BIG APPETITE LA TODAY! Was rather tiring yeah! hehe!
WORK WORK WORK! Nowadays have been busy in work place sia! Today, i feel that though i was working, i usually am able to text b a lot, felt today i was like barely talking to her sia! :( Sorry b!