Today's the biggest game that I've been waiting for! I doubt I can play! Early morning had fever! God! Couldn't sleep, went to bed like at 5 plus!!! COOKIE!!! If there was something I said or done! I am extremely sorry dear!!! Gawd!!! Scold, slap, pinch me all you wan!!! Dun stop talking to me or ignore ma darling!!! Was webcaming with cookie, until 2 plus, she was telling me something, dun wanna say wad! I swear I was listening to her, plus at the same time, I was playing game! I didn't mean to be rude man!!! She asked me wad I was doing, I said nothing girl! She asked me pinky promise, I just couldn't lie to her, I said yes, I was playing! SHE WAS PISSED!!! God, she shut the webcam and went to sleep! OMG! I started to panic! I called her several times and even texted her! She replied once!!! I was practically tearing what went wrong Sia! You can ask why you tear and stuff?! The girl after my ex that I am freaking close to more than just a friend is cookie!!! She just means a lot to me that!!! Even a small think she gets mad or worth affects me a lot !! After shutting the lappy, I was freaked and started tearing on my bed! I couldn't sleep! I started having fever in the morning an went to see the doc! I didn't sleep and dun think I can concentrate on game!!!