Last 2 days have been kinda quiet, i dun really know how my feelings were and all, felt something was missing, lost, wasn't myself, though i went to Dojo on Sunday  usually, i would feel better and all, but somehow, i wasn't :/ 
Didn't really talk to b much, that's why i guess... Gawd, i didn't blame b... Not saying that... Missed her so much... I didn't realize not receiving text from her nor hearing her would affect me this much... Only i know how i felt, haiz... Plus, usually, weekends i tend to work, since i have quite my job, have been at home all the while... Really got to change that, i know maybe i should be studying and all, but... I will try ma! Was so annoyed and frustrated with myself, like for no reason like that, ARGH!!!!
Sunday, called Dylan and Sasi, see if can go gym and all! Pumped weights big time, burned out my chest and triceps i guess! Wahhhh! That was one hell of a work out! Every Sundays gonna make it official that i head down to the Gym every Sundays, Hougang Gym! :) :P hahhas! :)

Well, as for today, Monday (29/7/2013)
Today morning, woke up and went to school with my sis, in the cab of course... School starts at 8, thought of not going, since i have contributed much for the project and all, and plus, i really wanted to see b, so went to hougang! Took 72 to hougang to see b! We were kinda contacting through twitter... Saw b, WAS SO GLAD!!! B, i am so sorry, i swear i really wanted to hug you and kiss you a lot d, i didn't b! I am sorry!!! I REALLY MISSED YOU SO MUCH B! :( Out of all days, why today and suddenly ah? I have no clue b! Felt so empty not talking to you much for the pass 2 days, was just sleeping sleeping sleeping! As i was saying, went to see b and followed her to school and all! While with her, b shared some issues she faced at home and all! I am sorry b! Was with b through out today! Had Macs with b, saw fantastic 4 movie with her... Plus, first time, i had a group of students, Guys, checking my baby out and all! hehe! I gotta admit that baby is really pretty and sexy! hehe! :) Come on la, look at girl also, look a bit decently la, LOOKING SO DESPERATE! CB... I waiting when he will stop and all, bloody hell, keep looking, approached one of the guy and TALKED HUMBLY, some how, i am proud to say, i didn't break baby's promise! hahas! Plus b was kinda angry, sorry about making you mad ma! 
Then went to the library, bought koi as well, b had to meet her aunt and i went back home! I was really irritated and all! FUCKING AGITATED!!! Argh, i was kinda mad that i could not send b back home and all, i understand that her aunt was coming, but the fact that i was angry with time... Why today! Felt as though, i didn't spend much time with you, wasn't satisfied with the time i spend with you today, why much the day end so fast???
Also, about my mother!!! Why must my mother do such a thing to me? i feel as though she insulted my girlfriend alot! That wasn't suppose to be the way mum! :( I dun even feel like talking to you much mother, i dun hate you and all, but just upset that you have to do such a thing! I did tell you she means much to me, and why couldn't you understand how i feel and all! Did you think i was joking about Prithi? Did you thought that it was a flink like with Sammantha and Malini! MOTHER PLEASE, if you have such thoughts, erase it offff! SHE IS NEVER LIKE THEM! Mother please, i am sorry if i have hurt you so much and all! Every mother would want good things for their, i understand that mother! But doing this, wad good are you doing for me? :( Its depressing to hear things from you! Some times, whenever B, talks about you and all, i tend to feel hurt, who would like hear such things about your mother, i always tell myself, b, my mum isn't like that, you will know how nice is she and all! But Mother thanks to you, everything has changed!!! How am i able to show my face to b when you have did such things mother! :( I REALLY HOPE THINGS CHANGE FOR THE BETTER! :( I dun wanna continue further, really hurts to talk about it! I might sound as though i have been overreacting and all! After having a terrible experience with my Ex's parents and all, i really dun wanna encounter such things again! Well, blogging now, texting b as well! Gonna sleep soon i guess! Some day today yeah!!!! :/