Sometimes have you ever wondered that whatever things you say that hurts someone it can never be removed or erased somehow. Till now, I've never felt Sian of the feeling like, haiz, yet again, nevermind, will get through with it somehow, relax, I've never thought like that! I've always been cautious of apologising especially to b whether if I've hurt her or not or whether am I in the wrong or not. People tell me, indirectly, do you deserve this kind of things or not! But I just neglect or fuck care them, cause in the end, I'm the one who is living in my own shoes not them! I am sorry b! I can't tell you how much I love you to the extent where, honestly, I've never regretted things b. why should I love you so much b! Why?  Hahahas! A question that I can never have an answer! 

THERE'S NEVER AN ANSWER FOR THAT MOI!