Sometimes, it's difficult, sometimes it can be endured but at times can't! I meant issues that you can't solve! 

I've never knew how important a proper good bye to your loved ones could be! There was a time where I had an example to share! My mum was on her way to work, well I was as usual sleeping in the morning, this was when I was staying at Clementi! Hahas! She told me to do look after the house and ensure the house was clean and all! But I didn't bother listening, just hack it and sleeping! I've this habit of not hearing anything when I was in a deep sleep! Plus, usually at that time, I would always stand at the door and wave at her before she goes to work! It's always been a habit at that pint of time, well that day I didn't!! I woke up as though something wasn't right! Felt something was fishy! My mother then called and told me to not go anyway and felt as though something wasn't right, but I didn't listen! I went to play soccer at the street soccer court! My friend and that time, Samantha was with me! That's where I broke my ankle... 

My mother then came and crying to me saying, I was lucky and all, and what if something worse could have happen that could have be fatal for me!!! In a way, I ha a second birth, cause I nearly lost my life. I wonder If it was fate or luck.... Till now, I've wondered...

You may may never know wad might happen to your loved ones, recently, my sis getting her leg broken as well... 

Some things just can't be avoided but you may may never know if you'll see that person again, or end up seeing them in their worse states which can be unbearable. 

I talking about goodbyes and all when I end up hurting baby! Baby, I'm so sorry for hurting you dear! Just wanna say, not as though you dun know and all moi, everytime I spend time with you, I always pray that time should go slower or at least possible, spend as much time with you moi! Cause I may never know the next day if I can be with you nor see you. I know your situation dear. I understand moi. And also, how goodbye is so important to me dear! I may sound as though I'm repeating dear! Please beat with me love! I dun really care who sees and all, unless like your cousin or anyone who might complain to your family, other than that, I dun give a shit! I'm deeply sorry for the way I left yesterday b! ;( my intentions was different moi, not due to my stupidity dear. Please love! Please forgive me dear!!!! Please....