Wednesday (17 July 2013)

Well, yesterday (Tuesday), training was so terrible and damn, i was so shagged, OMG! I know how i felt yeah! I had breathing diffculties during the night! :( Morning, had to wake up to go to school at 8 a.m. in the morning! I swear, i was half asleep still! Body all damn achy...School was suppose to end at like 3 but some how it ended early! :) hehe! WENT OFF TO SEE B AT TP... :) But, some how my day, with her had to end up badly, we kinda quarel to the extend where baby just left me! I was at the wrong, but not having the courtesy to apologise makes it even worse! :( She left me but did not go back home early... Saw her tweet, knew she was away, didnt wanna make things diffcult for moi! Some how, i walked from her school all the way till Eunos bus stop there! I texted her brothe, checking if she was at home safe and all, but there was no reply from him at that moment! Was really worried, like it or not, i went to her place there!  At that time, though it was risky and all, ensuring that she was at home is all that matter to me at that time, saw her shoes from the 4th floor, was glad, went nearer to her house, didnt wanna make things any more bad for b, though couldn't manage to see her :( Went back home, i already had a rough training session the day before, imagine me walking that long and all, once i reached home! Had thosai for dinner and straight away sleep! I just had to sleep, cause the next day i had NAPHA TEST...

Thursday (18 July 2013)

NAPHA TEST & BABY'S BTT!!!

 

 

Weather was really cold in the morning...It rained heavily last night... It was really damn cold, can't believe i had to do napha test at this time :( Some how i have to do it, didnt receive any wishes from b, knowing that she might still be angry... :( I just did it and my results:

 

 GOLD!!!!!!! :)

 

After that, went to meet b at CDC, her driving place there, i just met her there straight, she intially didnt wanna meet and all, but i wanted to see her badly, so just went there straight knowing she have BTT... Panni, having test, forget to bring her driving book, hehe! Muacks!

And her results...

 

BABY PASSED HER BTT :)))) XOXOXO ><

 

She passed her BTT! :) Yay! After that, went to see marina! I some how still wasn't in a good state, i was really tired and can't accept the fact that i still have training to go... Went off to see her, i was just wondering that it might take awhile and all, but somehow it took kinda long and plus, i didnt tell b that i wanted to spend some time with her alone and all! Haiz... Another bad ending! This time, it was really kinda bad! :( I was really lost with the words she tell me and all, hurt big time! Honestly, anyone in my shoes would feel shitty and all, worse, youre having training! I really didnt wanna go, but she just had to tell me this, "If you loved me, you will attend training...", Dammit, i hate it when she used that on me, BBBBBBBBB!!!!

I went, training was very bad for me, honestly, i could not focus on the the game and training, everything doing wrongly, mind wasn't on the training, but it was somewhere else

:( Came back late, really weak!!! B called! <3 Was so happy... But was still tired, went to bad early....

 

 

Friday (19 July 2013)

 

Went to attend morning lab :) B, had chem test to do... went to meet b early! Plan was to go to CDC and get B's PDL! SHE GOT IT!!! hehe! :) After that went to crash Marina lecture, and had a good time i guess, me with baby and Marina! She have made the right choice! Thats all i can say here! Between me and b! :P hahas! After that, followed marina all the way till her place and from there we took bus and sent b home and from there i went to see the girl's game! NYP lost! haiz... Came back home like at 1030 plus and had dinner at school mac, now blogging and skyping with b! :) I really enjoyed the friday! :) Oh Oh, After CDC, we actually went to B place there to have bubble tea, b bought half chocalate and peanut butter! It was damn nice :) YUM YUM!!! I bought the chicken burger! I loved it! :) After that only, we went to NYP to crash Marina Lecture!

 

BABY... Some how, i loved the day i had with you today! The moment i wanna just highlight to you was that, though marina was with us and all, i some how didnt feel alone compared to the day before yesterday moi! I dunno why am i saying this and all! Thanks b! I felt that you were always with me though another person or group is around, not that you have not done it moi! But this is how i wanna feel whenever if you wanna meet your friend and all! I dunno if it is right or wrong what i said moi! Just wanted to share with this to you baby! :) Thanks for an aweome friday baby!! REALLY!!! IT WAS REALLY SMOOTH AND AWESOME, Muacks! XOXOXOXOXOX :) I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!