Dear blog,

I'm all alone now, no friends, no parents, nothing! I dunno what to feel and how to think?? Feel like a dead body, like always! With no brains, a devil in disguise to ruin people's lives, a mother fucker who doesn't learn... Sitting at the staircase, thinking of what to do! Of course, not near my place, hougang Ave 2, :/

Lost love, lost everything. I dun even have the feeling that there is paper tmrw, why am I like this?  Why?! Questions with no answers, I guess, I'm just meant to ruin people life, I think its a fact. Beginning to realise the mistake, my very first mistake, believing in love... Guess I was wrong, completely... I just wanna be outside where I feel like being alone, of course, surely gonna cry, after all, I'm a pussy... I'm surely not gonna go back home at all, brought my bag with clothes even, wanna be on my own... Just me, how I wish... I was just able to... I dunno la. Had enough giving others problems!