Sunday, 4 August 2013

Thursday (1/8/2013)

"HAPPY 9 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY"... <3

Its a Thursday, and yes, its baby and I's 9 month anniversary, Well, it is always a special day for me whenever it is the first of every month! Its when the other part of my life begun... Something that i would always cherish and glad that it happened... I kinda dressed up well and all, some more i had no school, but morning already got scolding from her... Haiz... Poor thing la she, she was already late for school cause her aunty overslept... I kinda annoyed her i guess... When met her in school, was really a good day for us, cause she had a lot of work to do, felt that i shouldn't have bothered her much on this day, cause it was that much of work she had, thought i could spend some time with her and all, yes i did, i was with her, but both of us were studying and all, I had to do POA... So long since i have done that sia! Lucky my friend helped me out! Well, everything ended like 5 plus and followed her to interchange, had to annoy her further as i was contemplating whether should i go for training or not as well... But i didn't, had gastric, so had to go back home, plus i had to do presentation and all for the next day... Not really the 1st that i wanted it to come and all! We did studying together, that is the only good thing that happened on that day i guess... Not too sure if i had missed out anything, but to think of it, was not really a good day for both of us i guess, B, had to go back home in between to bring her textbooks and all, in the end, it was helpful.... Worse, my phone suddenly went off, so call my dad had to go worse...

Friday(2/8/2013)

Friday, i had Lab test, presentation and also, a scalpel project to be done... Well, had to dress up formally... Went to do lab test but i asked for a retest.. Damn it! Next, it was presentation time, i did well though for it, cause the teacher who marked me was one of the teacher who knew me well since year 1, so i did well yeah! :) Am glad! Later was the project and and some how my friend helped me! Thought i would not be meeting B, well i did! :) Went to TP, B still had go some work to do in school and all! So accompanied her... Went back slowly and it was rather a nice day today yeah! Day was smooth and managed to spend time with b, really glad! :) My phone was fixed...

Saturday(3/8/2013) 

Morning went to Dojo, followed mother and sis, came back home like at 12 plus, went to cut hair. After that, went to meet Bing, to play soccer, at Katib, after that, was talking to him and all! He wanted to slack and all! Then, went back home... Didn't like today... 

Hey b, just wanna talk and all, sweets, have i been against anything if you dun like and all? Till now, i just worry that if i dun like something or if feel something isn't right and uncomfortable i would confirm tell you, Well b, i wasn't really happy that you went to your uncle's club moi! I am so sorry to say! I have though over and over again and again throughout the night, yes b, i did not sleep, was wondering if what i think was right or is fair to you... I dunno if i have ever done like that as well or anything, if yes, please enlighten me b! I hope you take this in a proper way and not get mad b, i swear i am not mad and all, didn't fell right! First b, going club is not wrong at all d, but that fact that you so call was alone and non of your family members weren't there, i know your uncle club but how long would he be with you throughout b, He also got an event going on what b, second, you told me you were tired and you also had a quiz on Monday, then why did you go honey? 
Its really not wrong d, you wanna have fun go and all, sure d, no problem... But, you end up being there late till like 2 plus, by the time you reach home and all, you sleep and wake up next day, you can study ah sweets? You tell me this b?? I was really worried b, I wasn't comfortable you being there b, with the fact that your parents or your brother, if you aunt was there also, i would be fine but she isn't here as well b! Why dear? Maybe you wanted time to be alone and all, you wanted to go out and have some fun, maybe  you wanted to just be outside for a change and all, I dunno dear... Its just certain possibilities that i am assuming dear, but i was thinking of the outcome and all! I really wasn't happy with you going, not like i am against it b, but... Didn't feel rite that although it is your uncle club, you there alone and all! :( This is what i know moi, maybe i dunno the entire picture, its just my point of view b! I couldn't sleep at all b! I wasn't against you drinking and all also wad b, i just told you certain things that like i prefer you drinking and all moi! 

You're my love b! I love you so much! I have no intentions of controlling you or wad b, you're a free bird love! But just think of me when you do something b! I am not blaming you or anything b, I care for you and every minute i always think if you're safe and all! Your happiness is my priority b, cause if you aren't happy, it will affect my daily activities  it will just affect me so much b.... I wanted to tell you this directly when i meet you or something, i couldn't just not tell this, just upset b! Forgive me b :( I Hope you would understand how i feel b... Dun be mad b, please... :(

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