At times, love is blind! But once you fall for it, you can never let it go! Its a feeling that you cannot overcome, i fell for it! That's why i can say this, hahas! For some, its easy, maybe due to other issues or they did not just find the right person in their life...
For the first time, i fell in love with someone who made a difference in my life, BUT THAT PIG WILL CONFIRM DENY this, PIG.... I have been feeling different this days, times when i try moving on, times when i have also thought maybe she isn't the one, times i might have even thought that she just don't know what is love!!! These were all just questions only, but somehow everyday it gets stronger and stronger!!! I cannot force someone to love me, but i can some how try to make that person fall in love me! She might just have no feelings for me... Something that i might have done to be the cause of it... I really dun mind go back to square one again, its that much love i have for you... Its like, your girlfriend, lost her memories of you, and somehow you are trying to make her fall in love with you again! You know the movies all, like kenna accident all, something like that... TOUCH WOOD... :( 

I love you so much dear, no matter what happens, i can't stop loving you honey!

You will always be loved dear... Please, DUN FORCE YOURSELF TO LOVE ME, You have all the space you have now, you have issues on your own, its alright, you are happy now also, its alright ma! Love doesn't just comes, it takes time to feel it, you may not feel it now... I still have hope ma, take all the time you want, days, months... Its alright dear! I care and just can't see you fall, no matter under what circumstances alright moi! I dun wanna repeat what i did, i'll wait moi, even its very long... Dun force yourself to do things, i just wan you be happy, thats all ma! If the things i do, hurts you or anything, i am sorry dear! If i can do something like bring you food, or do something as long as i have the strength to do, i will my love! I will for sure will... I love you so much dear! Hope you have eaten the food i bought for you ah! Pig! hahahs!