Watching the korean drama, Dear, having bloated stomach, omg! Haiz! Hope it gets better before or while she sleeps! I was singing song happily and all sia! Like the yar inda salai oram song, i doubt cookie heard it! hahas! but some how was kinda praying that she might hear... Reminds me of the time, when we first were talking via skype, i was like so quite and humble la! hahas! I doubt i even do such goofy things and all... I didn't even realize i can even do this things la! Like being open... :) 

So many things i can tell la, i am having this feeling like as though this was the time when i started to know cookie and all! :) hahas! Bringing me to my old memories and all! Times with cookie was just amazing la!... I can keep repeating la! Honestly, my  posts all, got like almost all about the same la! hahas! :P Oh cookie, i am just waiting for the time, when i can cuddle you up tight and let go, currently, i can't do that, cause i am just a friend to you, even if you allow me to do so, i won't ma, you should know me what dear... Wanna just hug you tight ma! I am missing you so much dear! 

I am missing so many thing from you dear! I miss holding your hands, feeling your palm on my face, all this ma! I am not really depressed while i am typing this out ma! I just can't resist, every time i be with you, the urge of just holding you towards me, but it isn't me ma! I can never do that to someone ma! Yes, i love her, but in return if she does't, it seems wrong to me dear! 

Hahas! Today, my soccer mates, Dylan, sasi and Bing, were like were you been da? Cause i have been MIA la! They knew what was going on with me and all la! But its just that they dun wanna hurt me or remind me by asking me any questions regarding me and cookie... But whenever they ask, i dunno what to say la! Just saying, going well, i dun wan people to know about this... Really, i dun wan! Just dun wan! I wanna maintain this, till i get my Cookie back... 

Sometimes, you need patience in order to succeed in certain things, but for me, the most important right now, is the time... Cookie taught me that some times, you have to think in a practical and reality manner, but for certain things i can't except it! Like for instance, the when you lose something or someone, dun turn back, this is how you succeed in life... Hmmm... Its all also about the determination and the willing la! Certain things you lose, you can't get back, like you lose your life, you can't... 
For me, i have not lost my love, its just time wasn't by my side that i had to face such a big hit now... Well, i have to face it, but i am not gonna give up on it, i will fight for it....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PRITHI! Times when i want to tell you this face to face, hold your hands... Haiz! Waiting and will continue to wait...

Later i am having a game, this game is gonna decide few things in life and gonna make some decisions for me as well... Will update later, better sleep now sia! Cookie call, i did not pick up, i sure die! :(