Wednesday (18/8/2013)
Well, its a Wednesday, Woke up late, like about 12-1 plus, hahas! Was damn tired and lazy la! hehe! Was texting cookie and all, but it didn't seem proper, she sounded so like no mood to text and all! I mean i understand, she just woke up and all... so yeah... Had to help Bing in order for him to pass Pull-ups for POLITE, so that he can participate, so i went to school, did some gym work outs and all! hahas! After that, went back home... Decided to spend the night at cookie place so lied to mother saying got camp in school and then went! hehe! :P So and yeah... I took my time, took 856 from my place, went to yishun interchange and then took 854, my dad was on leave that was why i was able to go to the interchange, if he was working i would have taken the Mrt to Katib and then take bus from there... hahahas! Once reached cookie place, hahas! Bought her milk tea and snickers... :) So, I kinda helped her clear her cupboard, but wasn't fully completed yet and oh, also, her lights.... hehe!
There you can see cookie in the image as well, hehe! I think she dun really know that i was taking an image of it... hahas! Then, did some clearing of her clothes with her, cause some of it she had to give it away to the salvation army or something, hahas! :P
OMG, FINALLY SAW HER IN THE BROWN DRESS AFTER MONTHS, the dress i bought for her from Cambodia, i swear she was gorgeous, Fuck la! Should have taken an image of it
;( ARGHHHHHHHH.... I hope to see her often in those kind of dresses, i really loved it seeing her in those kind of dresses, i couldn't resist not looking at her, in fact, my eyes was just on her... hehe! :) Then, was about time where i had to leave and all... I think before i leave, i kinda made her mad or something i guess... I couldn't believe that the time being with her just ended so fast, i was kind frustrated that should i leave... Dear, just wanna say, till now, i only remember the happy moments with you... Cause that is what that matters to me, nothing else... Try ma, when you free or what, just think awhile, 1 minute or something, the times we had and all ma... Those times were just awesome to me, i am not too sure for you ma... I just adore those moments being with you so much...
It was full moon like 5 plus, hahas! Was waiting for bus to arrive like 6 plus, freaking sleepy and hungry some more, Gosh, i was walking around and around like for an hour plus, i was afraid that i might over sleep so i had to be awake, was just sitting at the bus stop till the bus arrives...
Well, reached home today like 8 plus, slept and woke up like at 1-2 plus, went to hougang, hehe! Cookie wanted milk tea and was lazy ah that pig... So thought maybe i can get for her and then see her at the same time, and so did, was with her like 20 minutes and then left to school... Went for a run in school, was a good run and then did some ball walk and had macs for dinner and now blogging hahas! ;P
Dear, I am sorry that i made you feel uneasy or guilty or how you are feeling when you told me just now ma! Look dear, i dun mean to hurt you or make you feel that way, please dun feel bad that you are making things difficult for me or wad! Not at all ma! When the person was with you and so close, sometimes you tend to not appreciate or spend that much time with them, but when the person is gone, or left you or something, that's when you will feel that you miss that person's presence... I am kinda responsible for how you felt this way towards me dear... I also have thought that why do i have to do such things for someone that i have never in my life done before for anyone else??? The thing i dear, i have not loved someone this much dear... Things i do, is not to impress you in anyway, i have no intentions as well, but i feel that its worth doing for that person you love so much cause in the end, the satisfaction that you have given the person, the happiness and the care you show for that person and the love you have for that person... Might takes days or even months for you to understand my love towards you dear... Its alright... I will wait and continue waiting... I dun and never regret doing things for you dear... You mean so much to me that i have never regretted anything doing for you... I love you so much cookie, just love you so much... One day you will realize my love for you dear... One day, i have faith by my side... hahas! :P Muacks!
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