Woke up like have an hour ago, nice cold weather, could not really sleep much, the entire night was simply in pain! My knee is really hurt and doubt i can go for tmrw training! Thinking of it, made me sad, cause i have to make it into the squad, first 11 according to moi, if not i can't talk to her! :( I will, i can! I heard this weird feeling once i wake up...
Open my eyes, was staring blank, turned to my right side to retrieve my phone, cause there is were i usually keep my phone, i saw messages from my soccer mates, mother and all, but that all didn't really matter to me, the only message that i was finding is a 'Pig' face! hehe! I saved moi contact as a pig face! hahas! I dunno why, its just a thing... Every time i wake up, i always have this habit of wondering if she might have sent something! It reminds me when we started being together and both our family did not know about us, she tend to wake up in the middle of the night, cause she can't sleep, then she would text something like, "B, you're awake? Can't sleep. :(", hahas! Sometimes she might even call! Missing all the moments now! When the person you love has been with you and all, you dun tend to appreciate her, but when something happen and the time when you she feels different from you, and that's when you start regretting, why didn't you do this or do that... Why must it happen like that? Then i was checking her facebook and her twitter... I deleted twitter! Really, i try being myself, but for once, i dun wanna stalk her and bother her what she does and all, but i can't help it la! :( Its like a routine, so i used my safari to check! hehe! Went to the US images and was just looking through them, this caught my attention...

Moi, was pinching me, so hard you know, it was painful that cause me to have this kind of constipated face! She still can take picture ah! Haiyo... That day i wont forget, The girl's were having game on that day and Sasi wanted to celebrate Uma birthday, so me and Prithi followed Sasi go Tampines mall go buy cake, we were just following him la! But i was annoyed, i wanted time with her alone, Moi, was telling me, relax relax... Hahas! After that he took taxi back to TP cause the girl's game was gonna end, i took bus 23 with moi, cause she was going to her granny place i think at Farrer Park, i think cause there was some prayers going on... OUR FIRST BUS RIDE IN 23! :) hahas! Were take many images la! hehe! :) After that, once got down, walking to her place there, then we so called Lepak in the Playground... 

Scary isn't it...
hehe! I from there went back home when she went to her granny place... 
I still remember, i really didn't wanna let go of her at the playground... I sounded as though like its getting late for you, why dun you leave ma... Something like that, but i swear, i didn't mean it la, i was like thinking, " Please dun go..." You know sometimes, the time i wanna just spend with moi, its never enough la! hahahs! Silly me!
I am having holidays now, this is the time i always pray it shouldn't come, cause i will miss a of things that happened between us, from now on my blog is gonna be filled with my past i guess, 'OUR' past hahas! I am missing you so much ma!!! 
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