Today, dunno why... Though was with dear today, felt as thought i was not talking to her properly, honestly, i dun feel too good today, having difficulty breathing and all, my leg was damn achy la! Fuck myself... 
Baby, i am sorry if i have made you feel as though i was not interested to talk to you or what today dear... No mood at all ma today! Really felt so weak and shitty! I came back home, straight away went to bed lie down...
Well, today, morning went to school, after that, went to hougang, met baby, had chicken rice with baby :) We had lunch together :) hehe! :P Then, after that, we went to school together, send dear to school... Was with her till her school end, bought milk tea then boarded the bus, while waiting, was watching 'Avai Shanmugi '. HEHE! :)
After that, followed d, back to her house then went back home! Was with dear, all the while... Sorry dear, i really felt as though, i was not really normal to you today dear! Wasn't myself, just bare with me till this POLITE competition ends or something dear... Sorry d! :( Stress b, plus, trying to keep myself from falling sick and all...

Dear, i know it a new semester dear, i wanna make sure you study well dear... Dun worry about it, you just focus on studying alright, i will be there for you if anything you need ma... Will always be by your side... Dun worry about it dear... I feel that you have more things in your mind that i can't just stress you on certain things... Going with the flow dear, just going with the flow, but b, just remember one thing, nothing will change me or stop me from loving you dear... Something my actions might seem as though i am not interested or not bothered or quiet and not talking and all dear, but that does not mean i dun love you dear... You're mine d, no one can change that, there are many ways for me to show you my love to you dear... I want you to score well for this semester dear, and yes you will do well... Not leaving you alone or anything alright...
I read your note in my book dear... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR!!! THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR MY GAME BABY! :) XOXOXOXOXO :)

Shagged, tired, in pain, sleepy and just sore...

Some words to describe how i feel right now, wahhh... Damn sore and achy my body, i swear i am not exaggerating ahh! I really am feeling damn sore, will get in detailed soon yeah...

First day of school for baby! :) hehe! But... She was still tired, so was not really in the mood for school, can say and see, hehe! :P Met her at hougang, so i followed her to school, took 55, then 8... it was her break time, went to the coffee shop to whack prate, fed baby, then not enough ah, i whack another round of Nasi Lemak! hehe! We rushed to school, thinking that her class starts at 12, but instead it starts at 1, hahas! :p I also one gong, take bus already by then! hehe! :P So... Went back home straight, collected my things and all for soccer, and went straight to TP, cause today i my First POLITE game, oh oh oh....
Not forgetting the part, i skipped class today! hahas! :P Better be one time only FOR NOW... hehehe! :P Small argument between me and cookie, but i just felt that something bad gonna happen... This guard feeling, dunno why, never felt it! 

YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! Manage to see baby, before the game, she was with me, beside me while i change into my boots, yes, she was also supporting her girls as well, soccer ma... 
Dear, started first 11 ah! Like i promised you d, i worked hard ma! I hope i made you proud and kept my word to you d, like you said, if not you won't talk to me how... ;( Thanks for motivating me and giving me confidence d! There is a reason why i always want to see you, if can't see, least talk to you before game d, there is...
Like i said, expected something bad to happen, it did... Collided with Dylan knee while he was trying to catch the ball, right at my nose... I swear, i blank for awhile, couldn't breath and i was tearing... My vision went blank... One hell of a experience, i was bleeding, damn... Part and parcel of the game, but felt something wrong, cause my right eye can't see properly... Till now, still a bit bleeding, and my head hurts a lot... Did played my best, am damn proud, though you didn't stay for the whole game, i played as though you were watching me play b! 
Blogging now, and gonna KO soon... 

Bought a new earpiece and a notebook together, me and cookie! hehe! Yay! :) Blue colour! hahas! :P Well, Yesterday, went to meet baby in the morning, and yes, we had Toast in the morning at AMK hub! Whacked Curry chicken with rice and egg toast, poor baby, she had ulcer... :( Haiz! After that, crazy la i tell you, contemplating what to do... Baby, was so tired, she was kinda going crazy, we were like laughing at the bus area there looking at what bus to take and all? For what ahhhh? hahas!
So that we can burn like 2 hours plus before going yoga... We took Bus no 135, dunno where all it went la, was in just in the bus, baby was sleeping, she just KO... Was raining some more... Hahahas! Damn shiok the weather... We got down at Paye Lebar Mrt, took the circle line towards Dhoby Gaut and then to Somerset... In the end, WE DID NOT GO YOGA! Pig, we could have watched movie... BUT damn funny la, the things we did just to burn time, hahas! Epic! Then we went to see Dharshini Akka, she was doing her hair... We then went to makan again at Subway, had steak wrap while B had chicken wrap... After that, went to meet akka again, then B, followed me to RAFFLES, so that i can take the TCC CR boutique Key, cause i am doing opening in the morning, the next day, which is Sunday, though baby was tired, she still followed me, thanks dear! Went to AMK, met Vaisha to collect my apron and shirts for work, from there sent dear home! Had an argument... :( Went back home, straight away went to bed, like slept for and hour i guess, KO... Then woke up, told mother had work and then left house, slowly going to B place, bought medicine for ulcer, use it dear, it is really effective... Managed to feed her, saw her, manage to spend some time with her, went back early cause baby had to sleep.... Reached home like 4 like that in the morning...

Today morning, woke up, preparing for work, end up fighting with dad! BIG TIME, Mother got hit and her lips bleed, sorry mother :( Hate staying at home these days, feeling depressed thinking of it... I wanna just go away, be alone la! Haiz... FUCKED... Tsk! Went to work, went to meet Vaisha, we work together, did opening, worked till 4, then went to school, end up no training, WHAT THE HELL... Haiz! In the end, went to AMK, team mates and Raymond all wanna go la, so just followed them, left there like 8 plus, reached home at like 9 like that, showered and now blogging, have to submit the particulars for the soccer guys for tmrw excuse letter... Hope to sleep soon, something i have to do before sleeping! XOXO! :)

Feels as though, its Deja vu, hahas! The time i met you, the second time, when i came to see you when you were working, came to pass you jacket, the blue one, had a chocolate sundae, sitting opposite one another, trying to avoid eye contact with you, carrying my Nike bag, after that sending you back to work, waiting till your bus arrives... All i felt it today ma! I felt it... Aiyo! It was so nice! I dun know how to explain how i feel, i have just no words de... hehe! :P 
Today, followed dear to work, met her at amk interchange from there took the mrt to TPY, had burger king breakfast in the morning, yum yum... and yes accompanied her to work, saw her work place, went with her till her level where she is working and all... After that, lepak, took 155, went to paye lebar, then took mrt to Bishan and then to tpy and then took 88, to fetch dear from work... From there, we went to TPY, kopitiam there, had chicken rice and for dessert, ICE KACHANG... But was not really that nice i guess.. haiz.. Well, after mum mum, was walking around with B, then took 88 went to amk, from there took 25, and kinda send back dear home, from there took 854 went back home and then once reach home, went to school, cause Bing needed company and so followed him to the school pool, reached home like at 9, had dinner and now blogging...

Felt so nice today... Haiz! I am wishing days between us is like this always, had this feeling that we were married and bringing you to work and all, like today, i felt it in a way that we both are already married and real couple, the way we looked today and our activities for today, was lovely ma! I love today ma! I love you so much Prithi!!!! 

A song dedication to you love...

Tu hi yeh mujhko bata de

You only tell me this

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not?

Apne tu dil ka pata de

Give me the address of Your heart

Chahun main yaa na

Even if I ask for it or not




Tu hi yeh mujhko bata de

You only tell me this

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not?

Apne tu dil ka pata de

Give me the address of Your heart

Chahun main yaa na

Even if I ask for it or not




Itna bata doon tujhko

I want to tell You this

Chahat pe apni mujhko

Over my love, I...

Yun to nahi ikhtiyaar

Didn't have so much control 

Phir bhi yeh socha dil ne

But still this heart thought

Ab jo laga hoon milne

As I've started meeting You

Poochhoon tujhe ik baar... O...

I should ask You about this once




Tu hi yeh mujhko bata de

You only tell me this

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not?

Hmm... Apne tu dil ka pata de

Give me the address of Your heart

Chahun main ya... na...

Even if I ask it or not




Aisi... kabhi pehle hui na thi khwaahishein

I didn't have any such desires before

O... Kisi se bhi milne ki na ki thi koshishein...

I never made attempts to meet anyone

Uljhan meri suljhaa de

Solve this difficulty of mine

Chahun main yaa na

Even if I ask for it or not

Aankhon aankhon mein jataa de

Show it to me through Your gaze

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not?




Mere chhote chhote khwaab the

I had small dreams

Khwaabon mein geet hain

In the dreams there were songs

Geeton mein zindagi hai

In songs there was life

Chahat hai, preet hai

There's desire, there's love 

Abhi main na dekhoon khwaab wo jin mein na tu mile

Now I don't see any dreams in which I don't achieve (attain) You

Ni khole honth maine ab tak the jo sile

I didn't open my lips which I had sealed for so long

Mujhko na jitna mujh pe utna is dil ko tujh pe hone laga aitbaar...

As much faith as I don't have in myself, this heart has that much faith in You

Tanha lamhon mein apne bunti hoon tere sapne

In my lonely moments, I weave Your dreams

Tujhse hua mujhko pyaar... O...

I am in love with You




Poochhoongi tujhko kabhi na

I'll never ask You this

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not

Tere khwaabon mein ab jeena

I want to live in Your dreams

Chahun main kyun na

Why shouldn't I wish so?




Tu hi yeh mujhko bata de

You only tell me this

Chahun main yaa na

Should I love you or not?

Apne tu dil ka pata de

Give me the address of Your heart

Chahun main yaa na

Even if I ask for it or not



Every word of this song, words that i wanna tell you, in fact ask you? hahas!      Sometimes, a song can ask you everything and tell you everything a guy would want to ask a girl... Amazing isn't it... 



Yesterday, went to TCC with my friend, and also went for the interview, it   

turned out well, hahas! Back in TCC CR now, hahas! Good pay this time as well, went to meet baby, after that, from there went to ECP for the soccer BBQ, and 

yes after that, went to meet baby! Was in her house, like 3 hours plus, did

 spring cleaning, and after that, went to Dylan place to stay, promised dear 

won't sleep under the blk... Went to sleep there, and woke up like at 10 plus 

today... 

hahas! :P Once awake, Siva called, followed him to fetch Aunty, cause she was 

getting discharged and followed him back home, was helping big brother 

pack his things for Army Camp! hehe! It was damn fun, then Siva sent me to 

Hougang, wanted to meet cookie, but turned out to be some misunderstanding... Never i expected things from you if i came to see you, but sometimes, things 

isn't right if it isn't the same dear... I hope you get what i mean... Regarding the 

hug thing... After that, went to training, i was kinda pushing myself, truthfully, 

have not fully recovered yet from my back injury, but today was fine la!

Next Monday, BIG GAME... I SWEAR i have something to prove, some 

personal issues that i have with them the last time we met... I will settle it, less talk more action man.... Here i am now, blogging...



I have like so many things to tell, but i just go blank when i wanna talk about it, i dunno why laaaa....

hahas! :p Its just weird... I saw dear, cry last night, saying she will never forgive me... I have hurt you so much dear... I have been thinking about it today, 

didn't wish to see baby in that state, she was so hurt... God! I just dunno what I

can say, for how much i have you so much, simple apology can never change 

anything, i just wanna shower you with so much of love and affectionate i have

for you.... I want to make you feel me, many things that i want to do  and tell... For now... Its with the flow yeah...

Can't explain about today, hahas! Okay, first about yesterday, school already started! GAWD... Boring shit, 4 hours of lab yesterday, my time table damn slack la! hahas! :P Damn lepak, hahas After school, followed friends, classmates to the nearby amk coffee shop, lepak there! :) Was there for like 3 hours, chit chatting and all... Good to have them back and all, it was nice la! hahas! After that only went back home, hehe! Dammit, dad threw away my pants away that i was intending to use for yoga... Argh, went to yck and hougang, met sasi Brother, to collect pants and also, yck, met Siva, but in the end, idiot la he, say he doesn't have... ARGH! But ended, my sis had pants, she did not tell me, i spend like 2 hour outside, rushing here and there... Wah she ah... 

TODAY!!! :) HARI RAYA HAJI... 

No training today, was suppose to have though its holiday but seems that the field could not be used, so yeah... Went to meet cookie, hehe! MISSED HER SO MUCH... BEEN KINDA LONG SINCE I HAVE SEEN HER! She has been busy lately as well, going out with family and all! She also tired la... So, met d, went to YOGA...  Speaking of yoga, i swear i was damn nervous, wonder wad post all they gonna do... FElt a bit weird but in the end, i was getting hang of it... honestly  been years since i have done this, last time was like 5-6 years back when i was still dancing, at that time... Few more lessons and yes... Back in shape and flexible! hehe! To be honest, i agreed not only like as though i was interested, but cause in least by going, i could be with dear... Really! And i really had an awesome time with her... I was kinda observing her and all, cute la she while doing some postures, hehe! 

After Yoga, followed her and akka to farrer park there, granny place, waited for akka, cause i was carrying her lappy... then we took 141 back to TOA Payoh interchange, along, she was talking about her work and her financial things and her studies too, getting work in Singapore not easy... :( Not gonna disappoint cookie, i must study, i have to bring her Venice... Of course, have to do something before that first...  My joints are damn loose i swear, especially my back, ouch! 

IT was great dear, today! :) Though sweaty, hot and all... Was so glad to see you today! Muacks! XOXO!!!

 School has started for me dear... Gonna work part time back in TCC as well, gonna also make sure i get my bike and car license also, soccer, My first game next monday... SO many things in my mind right now... But the only thing that make me feel happy, is you dear! Baby, no matter how down i am, you are the only thing and the only person who could bring me happiness, baby... i miss you dear... Yes, i will make sure things will go back to how it was again, how it used to be between us dear...  Faith faith faith... FAITH is what that makes me strong....

Next monday is my first game dear... Feeling nervous, i would want you by my side during the game... But i know you end school at like 7 only dear... Hope to see you before the game dear... Really... I will be there early for sure, cause my school ends at like 4, and will follow one of my friend to tp, cause his girl also in the NYP girls team... Hope to see you dear... 

Cookie, went for wedding, hahas! She's looking so lovely! XOXO! :) Hahas! Woke up in the morning and went to meet cookie, like 1145 like that, so technically in the afternoon ah! hahas! So, she finished her work and accompanied her to somerset as she had to do threading, and then sent her off! Had a talk with her, glad had one! :) After that, went to meet Siva, cousin, followed him to tekka do facial, in the end, ended buying vegetables, meet aunties and uncles all! :) Was nice to see them! :) Then came back home, now skyping with cookie, hehe! :P Day just went like that !:)

Something i did, was to love you so much that i can't even just let you go, I am missing times being with you, as school gets nearer and nearer, its very hard to for me to digest... I dunno ma! I was mad at myself, thinking for the shit i did, i never wanna do the same thing, i bet you read this also, you gonna just read it, i doubt its even gonna affect you or even make you feel anything, but nvm ma! I will just tell things here and all, how i feel... Do you love me?
Answer: I dun know :(
I dun blame you for how you feel because its my fault for putting you in such a situation, but dear, when i am with you, you feel it, when i am not... The next day, back to square one, how ma :( I see this, i am like thinking, when would i have the time where i can completely be with you, so that i can make you fall in love with me again and back to how we were and all... I swear i dun mind doing it ma... One whole week, before school, meet you, after school, send you back home and during lunch times, meet you for lunch... Spend the times with you till i make you feel how you feel for me, but i do this, i dun really know how i.....

Some day today yeah... Hahas! Didn't go work but went for dojo, been sleeping a lot today! hahas! I left back dojo early and went back home! Dad was like cleaning the house today, when ever he starts cleaning the house, that's where the entire family would wanna be outside cause its a bad idea if we were to be at home, if not we will also kenna for no reason... Some what, dad kinda talked to me, surprisingly, went there is a fight between he and mother, that's where must sayang the kids ahhhh... WTH! hahas! :P Didn't expect him to talk to me though! SO left dojo and back home! hahas! Came back home straight away slept... Reached home like at 4 plus and then slept all the way till like 7 plus, mother bought me fish briyani, whacked that, went to bed and woke up like 1045...  Now skyping with cookie! :)

This song is really so deep dear, thought of sharing this song to you... A small dedication to you my love! I am missing you a lot dear, sorry i couldn't be by your side dear... I love you so much dear!!!

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Dear, i am sorry alright ma! For what you are going through right now! A situation where no girl would want to go through... Every girl would always want her guy to always be honest and truthful to them, i guess i wasn't dear... Lies after lies, i admit dear... But that guys isn't here anymore ma! I swear he isn't, pls believe me in that... It takes time to actually get out of something that has hurt you so much... I know dear... Take all the time you want ma! But why would you wanna push me away dear? That's what that hurts me so much dear... Yesterday in your text...

You are pretty sure i won't stay long? Why ma! After all we have been through, everything... DO you still think that i am gonna just let you go? Why would you think i might do that dear... Look dear, i have made mistakes, but not any more ma! I dun wanna lose you dear... I am feeling damn heavy ma! ;( I am not too sure you slept well last night ma! I dun think you did, sorry ma! I didn't sleep! Dear, i dun wanna hurt you ma! I am sorry for putting you in such a situation ma! I love you so much dear, i never wanna lose you dear! Please forgive me for all the things i have did to hurt you badly, listen ma! I love you, i really love you dear! That's not fake ma! That's damn true dear!

Didn't go work ma! Couldn't like get out of my bed plus i just didn't feel like going! Mother and sis going dojo, you told me if i can go dojo, i dunno why you suddenly told me that but you should have a reason to why you tell me that, going now ma! I am sorry dear, i wanna see you and just be with you and talk things out dear, maybe after dojo, might be near your place ma! Might feel slightly better :( I wanna talk to you dear, guess i am back to square 1 again is it dear? :( Dun push me away dear! PLEASE!!!

Some day today i guess... Well, i dun really know what to say now, cause i have no mood now, but let me just blog about things that i feel like saying...  So, watching 'Sarvam' in the afternoon and blogged about it... hahas! So yeah, after that lied down awhile and lucky i was woke up by cookie call from viber... hahas! :P I was suppose to go for work today at 5 and all, but in the end didn't... So yeah... Went to meet cookie, wanted to see her and all... hahas! Bought milk tea as well... hahas! :P Was happy to see her yeah! :) Well after that, went to Nex, met mummy ( Simin ), had dinner with her, she also had her friend as well! Some of her childhood friend and all ah! So, was them... Her friend had to by something for her boyfriend, cause like they both having 1 year anniversary today... So she was thinking of doing something! Mummy asked me, i was also thinking, i mean yes i guy la, but how can i like tell a girl what usually a guy would expect and all, plus different guys different thoughts what... She was thinking of giving him a card and all, i told her, might as well, you write something for him, he would like it... hahas! :P I know alright... Me likey too! :P So yeah! i left Nex like at 7 plus, reached home, straight away took a nap! Should have told cookie, but didn't, forgive me dear, but that does not mean that i dun care about you or what alright... :( Took a nap, knowing that i might stay late with you at night, sorry dear! Didn't mean to give you that kind of thought alright dear! Well, not skyping with cookie and watching 'Mr & Mrs Smith'. hahas! so yeah....

Yesterday, or shall i say early in the morning just now, watching the movie "A walk to Remember..." Wah... His love died :( Now, just watched Sarvam, also her Lover died, worse part, kinda same story line where the part where they were starting strong and deep and then something had to happen... Can you just imagine a kite string killing someone and ending a couple's future being together... It's really painful la! Really, i again almost teared when my mother was also watching... Lucky!

I gonna sleep now la! Feeling a bit uneasy... :( Later got work some more... Never wanna imagine that kind of situation in my life... A bit too much la! This is the problem with me la, i always put myself in movie situation but not wrong right? 

Been while since i have literally talked to you like open-heart talk like that... I just miss you so much dear... School gonna start, isn't gonna be the same like how it used to be like, me seeing you in school all... But one thing that doesn't and never will change is my love for you dear... I Love you so much Prithi! Still waiting and will continue waiting for you till i hear those 3 words from you, where you hold my cheeks and look into my eyes and tell me those 3 words... Will you cookie? Will i hear it? When will i hear it? It means a lot to me dear... IT really does... 

I dedicate this song to you my love... With lyrics below... 

I try but i can't seem to get myself to think of anything but you 
Your breath on my face you warm, gentle kiss I taste, I taste the truth 
We know what i came here for 
So I won't ask for more 

I wanna be with you 
If only for one night 
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight 
I wanna be with you 
There's nothing more to say 
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way 
I wanna be with you 

So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold you forever more 
And I'll savor each touch that I wanted so much to feel before, to feel before 
How beautiful it is 
Just to be like this 

I wanna be with you 
If only for one night 
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight 
I wanna be with you 
There's nothing more to say 
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way 
I wanna be with you 

Oh, baby 
I can't fight this feeling anymore (anymore) 
Drives me crazy when I try to 
So call my name and take my hand 
Can you make my wish, your command (command)? 
Yeah 

I wanna be with you 
If only for one night 
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight 
I wanna be with you 
There's nothing more to say 
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way 
I wanna be with you 

Oh yeah 
I wanna be with you 
Wanna be with you, ooo, yeah 
I wanna be, I wanna be, 
I wanna be, I wanna be,

Why is it that, when 2 souls starting to fall in love... That is where something bad has to happen! Just saw the movie "A walk to Remember..." with cookie, i teared... Its so touchy, sweet and really just amazing... 

Cookie, having flu now, made her cry... Sorry dear, so sorry! I didn't expect the movie to be like that ma... So sorry dear... I just felt like watching a movie with you, like a touchy and love movie dear... Dunno why, was just in the mood...

The worse thing that i loved one should never face, is seeing his/her loved one die or gonna die. Still knowing that, keeping him/her happy till her last breath is the best gift that you can gift, it can never be compared to anything... Maybe there is... Unconditional love... Just love that person till the end... Love can mean so many things... it can tell you many things and even teach you many things... I am in love... I am deeply in love...  ;(

Woke up like at 9 in the morning, cause had to go to SSDC, early in the morning, went i only like slept at 2, kinda early but felt like i still needed more time to sleep! hahas! :( So yeah, went to SSDC, sis followed me! Took the bus from my house, didn't wanna take mrt and then take shuttle bus all! Morning, did not shower some more, damn lazy la! I was like in shorts and shirt and went with that to woodlands! hehe! My sis was like in jeans and shirt, put perfume all, and i am like some smelly fellow! hehe! WHO CARES... So yeah, Went to enrol on my car, class 3, hehe! :P Cause mother wanted me to plus she say she sponsor me...
-First i was thinking if i should go CDC, cause mainly could see cookie, she got enroll there for class 3
-Second, sis also enrolled there! 
But... There is always a but here...
-I have already took my BTT in SSDC, why wanna take again... :/
-I am more familiar with the SSDC route and the circuits here...
But i was contemplating whether to take school or private... So i kinda texted Thurga and asked her for advise, she say school is teach more on safety and private is they tell you what are the things needed to focus on for the test, cause she took her license in SSDC, plus she took auto. So she advised me, according to her experience, its best to take manual, so i kinda decided to take private... So i went there, they ask me to go to this room and my sis also followed me, there was this lady giving me briefing more about the enrollment and all... 
After her briefing and all, for sure it is best for me to take school la! hehe! :P 
Cause school got more benefits and all la, so i rather take it! hehe! After that, went to makan with sis near the coffee shop there and then waited for the shuttle bus and went back home, had gong cha from sun plaza, hehe! :P After that went home, was waiting for cookie to let me know her plans... Okay, was gonna meet her at hougang and then follow her to centrepoint but her mum kinda asked if she could meet her first before going to yoga, so yeah... Rushed her to place, did not take cab and i managed to reach in time, yay! :) Thank god! hahas! 

oh oh oh, went to cut hair and did my specs, hehe! :P So, i reached there in time and followed cookie to tekka, while she met her mother, i was some where near farrer park, standard, found a coffee shop, had a plain and an egg prata and tea! hehe! :P I dun even think i was hungry but the environment was damn shiok and all la! so whacked tea all! hehe! :P After that, met cookie at little india from there went to somerset, poor cookie, she didn't eat! From there we went to the centrepoint kopitiam whacked BBQ beef with rice, hehe! :P shared with cookie, glad she ate! fed her! hehe! :P MY COOKIE.... <3 After that waited for akka, but i she was late.. so both of them took the 8.15 p.m. class, mean while, went to Starbucks to have got chocolate, not gonna gave it again! After having that, had this weird feeling of puking, i wonder why... Waited for like an hour, playing dream league... hehe! After that, was in akka car with cookie, was beside her... Blasting music! WAHHHH.. POWER LA! 

Was with cookie in the car listening music! Day was great with cookie, saw the tekka lights all! Was like 1030 like that, and she went home, i reached home like at 1130 and was lying down awhile, now skyping with dear... It was nice la today! Dun really have words to describe and enjoyed akka company as well! :) Thanks akka! 

Well well, today spend the whole day outside today yeah! Slept today morning like at 4 plus i guess and woke up at like 8 plus, and left house like at 9 plus... I honestly, expected cookie to fall asleep, nvm, i went down at AMK and then took bus to CDC, but yes, she fell asleep... hehe! Cookie Cookie, you ah! Poor b! :( She didn't sleep much either... Haiz... She kinda missed her first trial test thingy and so, i changed bus and went to meet her at her place, and then followed her to AMK to watch movie 'Insidious 2', with, Thurga and Suba, her friends! Nice people yeah! hahas! :P Not really like the movie la, still preferred conjuring... After that, went to the kopitiam there makan, chicken rice hahas! :P from there, went to CDC with d, cause she had to take her FTT... And the results... *Drum rolls...*

CONGRATS DEAR, SHE PASSED... :) <3

And Yeah, had dinner there as well, had some spaghetti there and also d had some toast... hahas! :P Had a good time with dear today... 

This girl ah, haiz... There were times today where i was craving to hear her say the 3 words that i was waiting so long to hear la, but she say... So soft and like, when i happen not to see at that time... Pig! Honey, i love you dear, no matter wad! But, i still think maybe more time is needed for you and all, i understand dear... I will still be waiting... 

The moment where you tell me those 3 words, looking into my eyes... Still waiting dear... NO matter how long it takes, i swear i damn impatient for this... Haiz... But i have to :(

Some how i have this topic to talk about since cookie reminded me, Damn... I really dunno what to say la! Okay, her name is Kanagas, we call her kana la! She is in fact my primary school friend.. Been ages since met her and yes, i think last month only met her with Menega, cause Menega and kana are secondary school friends... SO yeahh! Met her once only, last month, exchanged numbers cause didn't wanna lose touch... But seems texts are a bit strange, missing you, can meet tonight all this! Okay, you are attached, with a guy for like 2 years plus, but yes, she isn't happy with her relationship and she also said that, she is just waiting when he would want to break up with him... I told her, might as well, you break up with her, then she said, she dun wanna hurt him by doing that... I dun really get the logic but you are waiting to just break and all. I random receive a text saying, i used to have a crush on you since primary school... Yes i know kana! You told me, you with the other girls, i know de!!! How many times you wanna say de, thinking of those times in primary school, kinda creepy... hehe! And so yeah! Asking if can meet her and maybe menega this coming tuesday, see how it goes ah... Cookie say go and see how all, dun really fancy it, but like i said, see how it goes, might have game and meeting also... Feel weird la! LOLS!