Dear, i am sorry alright ma! For what you are going through right now! A situation where no girl would want to go through... Every girl would always want her guy to always be honest and truthful to them, i guess i wasn't dear... Lies after lies, i admit dear... But that guys isn't here anymore ma! I swear he isn't, pls believe me in that... It takes time to actually get out of something that has hurt you so much... I know dear... Take all the time you want ma! But why would you wanna push me away dear? That's what that hurts me so much dear... Yesterday in your text...

You are pretty sure i won't stay long? Why ma! After all we have been through, everything... DO you still think that i am gonna just let you go? Why would you think i might do that dear... Look dear, i have made mistakes, but not any more ma! I dun wanna lose you dear... I am feeling damn heavy ma! ;( I am not too sure you slept well last night ma! I dun think you did, sorry ma! I didn't sleep! Dear, i dun wanna hurt you ma! I am sorry for putting you in such a situation ma! I love you so much dear, i never wanna lose you dear! Please forgive me for all the things i have did to hurt you badly, listen ma! I love you, i really love you dear! That's not fake ma! That's damn true dear!

Didn't go work ma! Couldn't like get out of my bed plus i just didn't feel like going! Mother and sis going dojo, you told me if i can go dojo, i dunno why you suddenly told me that but you should have a reason to why you tell me that, going now ma! I am sorry dear, i wanna see you and just be with you and talk things out dear, maybe after dojo, might be near your place ma! Might feel slightly better :( I wanna talk to you dear, guess i am back to square 1 again is it dear? :( Dun push me away dear! PLEASE!!!