Wednesday, 2 October 2013

11:40 p.m...

I am pretending myself to be someone when i am not... I wanna be so close to you... Gosh ma! You wanna know how i feel? Really? Eveytime i see, you know what i wanna do ma? Hug you and kiss you... Everytime i walk with you, i wanan hold your hands tightly... I am controlling myself when i am with you ma... I dunno how to explain dear... I can never make tell you how i really feel about you... I am sorry dear...

Well, today, kinda spend some time with sis and had some cleaning to do at home, hahas! Oh, went to meet cookie! hehe! Glad to see her... <3 Then had to go school, to sign some form for the NS thingy and finally, it is completed! Damn... Hopefully it is successful... Normal day today i guess... Have been eating a lot lately, i wonder why? hahas! Watching 'Shrek 3' now with cookie, skyping with her...


Yeah, i know its kinda dark, hehe! :P XOXO!

12.41 a.m...

Happy ending of 'Shrek 3', i gotta admit, the babies, were kinda cute yeah! hahas! :P Well well, movie just ended and now gonna talk to cookie awhile then gonna sleep yeah!

Past 3 days, watched 'Shrek 1, 2 & 3' hahas! :p Nice movie yeah! hehe!
Honey, i am so sorry for what happened earlier d... I should have told you and all... Forgive me d, i just wanna tell you something dear... I am not really too sure how things are once school start and all,  plus things have changed between us and all, not like how it used to be and all, but each day, i just wish and hope i can get things back to how it was and make things right dear... But seems like one day i make things okay then the next day, i kinda ruin things... I am sorry dear... Still changing for the best  dear... Hoenstly dear, so many things that i wanna tell you and so many things i wanna do with you, places i wanna bring you... SO many things in my mind dear... I have to make things right first and things between us right dear... I dun wanna think too much and all, taking things slow and steady dear... Just remember this dear, even it is awhile like few minutes, its enough for me, as long, i get to be with you, see you... I am happy dear...
I love you so much dear...

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