I don't know what to say or tell, Such a jerk i have been! Tasted the medicine, i know how it feels! i really felt it! Pain, hurt, misery, lies, fake, untruth, these words that will describe me... I have hurt you so much and yes... I know how it feels, felt it, i swear its so unbearable... Even now will skyping and also at the same time, i am tearing, its really unbearable... I hurt you so much and i can like just keep saying this again and again... This post that i am posting right now is gonna make me remember the jerk i was.... Just to remember it, i am gonna underline this entire post! I HAVE HURT YOU SO MUCH, SO MUCH... MY GOD! BABY!!! 
IT HURTS SO MUCH DEAR... I FEEL IT SO MUCH DE! I FEEL IT SO MUCH... SO MUCH PAIN, JUST FOR ONCE, I FEEL THIS WAY, I NEARLY JUST WANNA DIE DE! BUT FOR MANY TIMES, I HAVE HURT YOU SO BADLY... EVERY TIME I SAY THAT I WANNA MAKE THINGS BETTER AND ALL, IN THE END, I END UP HURTING YOU, I DUN WANNA SAY, I WANNA DO... I AM NOT GONNA SAY ANYTHING MUCH TODAY... BUT MY ACTIONS WILL PROVE THAT I HAVE CHANGED... 

B, I AM SO SORRY FOR HURTING YOU DEAR... ITS GONNA BE TOUGH AS YOU HAVE QUIZES AND ALL, ITS GONNA BE VERY HARD, I KNOW YOU'RE STRESSED OUT AND ALL... AM HERE D, I WILL DO MY LEVEL BEST TO HELP, I DUN WANNA BE THE CAUSE FOR ANOTHER FLUNK... I DON'T WAN...

AS FOR TODAY, WAHHHH... I WAS LATE FOR WORK, SUPPOSE TO START AT 8, in the end went late like 9, made vaisha wait as well. haiz... Sorry da maccha! yesterday also event, today also event, some sony camera event... 3 sessions, 20 plus people each, yesterday i did 2 sessions, today, i did the whole day on top, nearly died, i kept falling asleep... Plus i am having flu, haiz... Damn la! But some how, today just passed... So glad, tmrw school dammit!!! Haiz... 

Damn school la! walao!!! I have to attend school, no choice... :(