'Love, Hope & Faith'... These 3 words, magical, sensational... Who would ever thought that i would follow this words and believe in them so much!!! I am really speechless right now, cause i don't know what to say or tell! 4 days, not talking to Bo, thought i got over things, thought it was time that i realized things, thought its over... It was Valentines day... Seeing all couples with their loved ones, made me so agitated, annoyed, pissed, at the same time, so sad! :( Where is my bo? Guessing this year was not the year for me to celebrate... Wasn't my year... Been working and working for the past 4 days... 

It was a Saturday, i was doing opening, as usual, i opened my locker and all, taking my items... but somehow, i felt that i was curious to know what was underneath the towel, cause, i would always have a towel covering the inner locker door, i didn't want anyone to see or anything, so i covered it, just in case, anyone happens to open my locker... I saw bo image, plus the notes she wrote for me during her times when she was working with me... She used to say that those notes she wrote me, never meant anything cause she wrote them, but as a receiver, it meant so much to me, that's why till this day, i never told this to anyone, but i would always read her notes and see her image before i start work, i am not kidding, yeah yeah yeah, sounds as though from movie, i am not kidding yeah! It always makes my day, especially the start of work...  I can never explain in words or actions how much it means to me... On that Saturday, i saw this, i started missing her so much! I really felt i was lost and missing something in life... I can never decide if it was important or not, but surely, it made me  tear... I really missed bo so much on that day... I was talking to Fira about it on that day! She was trying to console me and all... She just tried... I tried recovering from how i feel, but once i reached home, i felt so lost... Could not sleep, was looking through images of us together....

Sunday, which was yesterday, i went to work at like 10 in the morning, normal work i guess, but the shitty part was that, it was one day before her birthday... Bo birthday is always a special occasion for me, its something that i get to make her feel so happy, a once a year moment that will only come once her month... I am thankful to meet a person like you, fell in love with a girl like you, despite all, you stood there for me still... A special person whom i want to always keep looking and live my life fullest with the person i love! That's you bo, Prithi.M.Nair...

17 February 2014

Happy Birthday Bo!!!!

'Finally, you have reached 19 years old, as you become older and older, greater responsibilities comes, you are now all grown up sweetheart... :) I wish you all the best in life and studies dearie XOXO!!!'

A little something i got for bo, she loves my gift... Never thought i might have said this but i really missed bo, i prolly would be the last person she might expect me to wish, so before it reached 12 midnight, thought i could surprise her with a small, red velvet cake with a small candle and a happy birthday sign... " Happy birthday Prithi... " She smiled, YAY! :) I was so glad to see that face... 4 days, i missed valentines day with her, NO WAY, i am gonna miss her birthday, whether if she is still mad at me or not, i would make sure i turn up there and wish her... Yes, i did! :) 

I am sorry i was late to wish you or anything ma! I was wondering if you might shut me up or something if you would know i wanted to see you... I can't least even a week without seeing you or talking to you dear... i have nothing to hide, i admit, it was hell dear, without talking nor seeing you... I really missed you dear...