Actually, i have no idea to feel right now... Really? Like literally... 
-To be glad that, bo safely came back home...
-To be annoyed with the fact that thinking she might have sprained her ankle...

Lets just review few things along yeah...
From Friday onward...

Thursday night,  kinda had an argument to the extend BO wanted to have some time, saying no texting, nor meeting her and all near her place... Sigh! I swear, i really couldn't sleep, i was seriously so upset, with also the fact that the air-con was not really helping giving stupid noises and shit... 

Friday, woke up late, was a bit late to school... Sigh... Literally mood less in the morning, i didn't even wanna use my phone, its so usual for me to text bo good morning and all, but she told me not to text her... Damn you know.. :( My misery was all over, went i received a message from her, you know i was on the lab, but when i see her message appearing... i was so pleased and i went out to see it, i was happy, hehe! Not exaggerating ahh...
"FATTY BOMBOM..." hehe! so cute of her, but i was wondering is she was fine... We continued texting and all... She apologized... The entire friday, i was watching movies back to back... 
-Jeyam
- Muni
-Dhoom 2
These were the movies i was watching... Unproductive day la, after that went to work, during work, was so much fun and all, with the fact that, bainah, fira, ferdi all doing closing together... Was not really that busy i guess but kinda tired... I have to work more often now... My bill came up to 156... ;(

Now, yesterday night, bo was craving for burger and 7-11 coke, sigh!!! She had to drink something gassy so she chose 7-11 coke, reasonable... I choose not to make it a big fast, cause it was fair, i hope she remembered the promise she made to me saying no 7-11 big gulp, but yesterday it was exceptional... Felt so helpless when she made me pinky upon her to do things, i was worried with the part where she wanted to climb out and all... I have never doubted her that she can do all this, as in, yeah, i was not worried about the part where she gonna climb out all, not at all...
My main concern was, this action becoming a habit... Remember the times where i was able to climb out of my window and come over... Once i did once, i started doing as a routine like that, everything, you want me come, i can... Something like that... I didn't realize that there are limits to things when i faced it, when i was busted by my parents for this dear... I am afraid since once you have done it, you might have the urge to keep doing again and again ma... I wouldn't wan you to make the same mistake as me dear... That was why i keep stressing to you this better not be done often....

I care for you, please god damn understand can, dear, which guy would allow the girl he loves to do such a thing? Think about how would i feel... I pamper you so much, you know how i treat you... small small things i wanna make sure, you don't use much effort to do, even if things can be done, i wanna make sure, you relax so that i can do and provide you... You're like a baby bo... Times, i always ask you be careful, i always worry 10 times more if you are ill or if something happen, even now, i feel so upset with your ankle in pain... ;(
And what was the text you give and all dear... you tell me bo... "Can you stop, don't be a fucktard, i don't care. please just stop... I swear to god i will go MIA from you... or its gonna be back to give me space and don't text me...

HOW THE FUCK AM I STILL NOT GIVING YOU SPACE BO... ANSWER ME... ;( Its so frustrating at the same time, so depressing you know d... How am i not giving you space... Why? It was so threatening you know ma... After a long day, coming back home, texting, you say such things, isn't fair d, i know it wasn't fair for you that i told you best not to go all...
- your eyes were tired
-headache tummy ache
-you seem so sleepy
Who would allow you go ma? I didn't sleep d, just because i pinky upon you to sleep, i forced myself to sleep... Bo, please... I really wanna know, what you feel and whats bothering you d, i'm not meeting you nor even forcing you when can meet all, it's all texting d, what more space you wan b? :( I am sorry if i said things hurting all, but i dont think it was fair for me to hear such things d, also, i have not been stalking you ever since you said you wan space bo, i swear upon you, if you happen to think that i might know things through twitter and all just because i stalk, no dear, i just wanna make things clear bo!!!