I had to ensure that I change the formatting of the lappy so that I can type English words properly. Its like 10.08 right now, and i have no work to do so far. Plus my manager and 2 other supervisors are not here either. I skype messaged one of them, there seems to be no reply or anything. Sigh! Well, i was able to reach on time, and though it was kinda rushy in the morning... My other friend now in the work place seems to have work to do and here i am blogging, aiya! Nvm la! Cookie was kinda late to school cause her brother was delaying her though she woke up earlier. What shall i talk about and all...? Hmm.... Damn the phone is really damn annoying, sigh! I am here alone in the room where my manage and the supervisor are missing...

It's not about having the perfect relationship, it's about finding someone who matches you and will go through everything without giving up.

To make a woman happy, give her these three things. Attention, affection and appreciation.

The test of love is not when we are together. It comes when we are not together and realize that despite the distance, love is still there.

When a woman no longer gets frustrated and upset with you, you can almost guarantee that she doesn't care anymore.

A healthy relationship will inspire you to be more of who you are, not require you to give up who you are

You should never have to look for evidence that someone loves you. True love is crystal clear.

Everyone can say "I love you" but not everyone really mean it. So, believe it when you feel it, not when you hear it.

There might be a reason to why i had to share some quotes above right? It is simple, there can be many ways in which a relationship can last forever or just end up in a failure. But to talk about mine, i would basically just say it is sometimes my fault. When there was a period of time where cookie told me that she doesn't feel for me anymore and things... I realized there should be a reason to the things i have done. Yes, i have to agree that i was the cause of her feeling such a way... :( I have done so many things to cookie. Meant to say, hurting things. But till now she have gone through so much with me... I never was thankful for how much she have been through because of me, i really do appreciate the things she ave done and all... But at the same time, if you were to ask me, would you be sure that you guys would last  long? I would say, "We can never predict the future yeah, but one thing for sure, i will never let go of her..." This would be my statement. Hey, i think its worth fighting for cookie, cause i love her. What more would you want me to say? Simple answer for a simple question right!!!

But, if your partner or the girl whom you love says, "i don't know!' to a a question, "Are you damn sure that you won't leave me either?"

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My reaction was such... 

I don't really understand why you said such cookie, makes me feel you're not really confident of us being together and all dear. Cookie, it takes 2 hands to claps right, not just one right! If either one of us are not really strong and not sure if things will last and all, things are gonna be difficult dear. I was talking to you about this but then it got interrupted. I understand ma! You were rushing to school and all, i understand dear, even right now, i am not gonna bring this topic out till you read it yourself ma! You seem to be feeling sian with the fact that you have to go back to school plus you're hungry too. But i am sorry ma, i had to talk about this. Dear, i am very sure i will not go of you, but you if you thing that i wanna use chappal or do this kind of crazy things in order for me to make sense to you, i don't think i will be doing that ma! B, i know your anger and all, but dear, there is only a certain limit a body can take to make you understand and feel b! BUT BUT, bo, i will not give up on easily dear, i will fight for it, that i promise dear! I really promise!!! Its 1042 now b....

I don't wish to hurt you in order to make you understand or knock sense to you in such a manner dear. I've hurt you badly at times dear, :( I really feel damn shitty for doing such, i promised myself one thing... I don't wanna say... Just between myself. You are young and there is still more things to come for you baby! I am going to NS soon! I really hope before i go in, i would like to ensure you are confident. 

You cannot win a race if you think that you are gonna lose, looking at the way your opponents and all are, this kind of crap. Once you think like that, your mentality just goes down ma! Like that, you will for sure lose. But, if you are confident and you are strong mentally, no matte how big or buff they look, i am sure you can win the race because you are confident, your mindset is strong. 

Its all in the mind ma! Same goes in a relationship, i wanna ensure our relationship is strong dear, as hard a stainless steel ma! I know its lame, i can;t thing of anything else that can be strong! Please take this seriously dear! Its not easy for a guy having this kind of thought like, why is the girl i love answering me in such a way, it can be wacky b! ;( I hope i made things clear her b! I really hope you would take me seriously!!! I am sorry if i have hurt you in anyway or anything alright dearie.