Tuesday, 17 June 2014


I have just been thinking about it again and again, just wondering... Was there any part along the way that i have pissed her in anyway or was it something i said? I have no choice but to agree to what ever she said and not ask further questions as i really don't wish to make things any worse... But didn't things go well or it didn't eventually? 
I was really able to sleep, turning here and there, literally, taking my phone several times, wanting to text, wanting to also apologize, even if i am not at fault because i feel slightly upset, not really the kind of thing that i would expect to end my day with... Not really the night i was expecting it to end in such a manner. SO many questions in my head... Simply, why, what... etc. Ending with a text, 'Oh and have fun tmrw. :)', YEAH YEAH... I am having fun, no mood, just looking at my phone, hoping i would receive a text, was late today by 8 mins, couldn't wake up, really i can't sleep. I didn't even watch the finishing part of the Germany vs Portugal game... I was just in bed... I swear i didn't like that, for like 2 hours plus, rolling rolling rolling... How could i even sleep? Sigh, i don't know, some day today it is gonna be, i'm just... Sigh, I've no words to describe how i feel... :(

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