"If i really loved you, would i even have the heart to hurt you...?"

The caption above is not to pin point anyone but to remind myself... To ensure this incident will never be forgotten and will always be a lesson to me!!! Really... Who ever thought that, would you ever hit or just hurt the loved ones of your life? I don't wish to go in detail about this, but its just a reminder to me, whenever i run through my blog, i will always have this in my mind! Sigh! :(

Today, i went to work, clocked in at 829, i couldn't help it, i was so sleepy and tired! :( Reached work, plus it was raining there, early morning at tai seng rained! ARGH!!! Can it get any worse? I was thinking about it, feeling so annoyed early in the morning! Once reached, i realized that both my supervisor and my manager were late, guessed they were kinda stuck in the rain as well. So like after half an hour passed, they arrived, less than 10 mins, they both left, and never came back till i left the office, i approached the supervisor once he arrived if there is any work for me today, he told me, nope! I was like, "Okay...."...
THE ENTIRE DAY TODAY, I WAS JUST INSTAGRAM, FACEBOOK AND FOOTBALL NEWS, to the extend i was so bored that i was even reading news paper, reading about world news... Can you believe that? Me reading world news, no wonder it rained again like 1 plus. Sigh! The entire day, just using my phone, prolly my data would have exceeded. Sigh! i hope not! So, today, i took bus to toa payoh and took the train to yishun! Comparing this journey to taking mrt throughout, i was able to sit in the bus and the train was less crowded! I went to yishun to collect the package and then went back home... From there went to visit cookie dearie, so that i can pass her the parcel and also see her.

I can't explain how i feel when i see you dear, first thing, was to grab your arm and view it!!! I missed you greatly dear! The whole day was just plain shit, literally, I am really glad to see you dear! I swear! All i can say is, i am sorry but i will never forgive myself for what I've done to you b! I will pay the prize! Its gonna be hard dear, i have really hurt you badly dear!!!! :( But b, I have done things that can't be forgiven and all, but b, please b, don't leave me!!! I will go crazy b! I love you so much dearie!!!!