I bought everything already, flower on the side, dishes in front of her and all set, I took an image of how I've prepared, dammit I can't post it here, sigh! As time passes, I'm feeling nervous, scared, anxious, honestly, I'm shivering, what would she react to this? Would I piss her even more, or am I gonna be in trouble? Gawd, whatever it is, please give me the strength to accept it, please give me the courage to be strong... I'm asking this to myself, why am I feeling this way!!!! :( I'm so so so so afraid. My heart is beating even faster and faster... The more I look around finding for her, the more I'm feeling anxious!!!!!