Suspect is not the word i should use to describe my feeling, its curiosity... And sometimes, i feel that i am not being told many things like how I share with you all the things in life... Maybe it was good that i didn't see it, but now that i have seen it, makes me wonder that i am not ready to be told or not? I don't know, some say obsessed, possessive and all... But i would not wanna be described as these words, I just wanna know if you think i have changed enough to share things that i have not asked you before? Its not about you, its where i stand right now? I want to know where i stand right now, am i still the same person who you think i am since last time? Sigh. I want to ask, but maybe now isn't the right time... I just want to think through myself... But for how long?