Okay, today was really some what a weird day! hehe! A good way! :) But before talking about it, I kinda wanna talk about a mistake i did yesterday! Sigh! Sometimes, i share the wrong things i did or so called the mistakes i have committed to remind myself not to do it again and again, though sometimes i fail to prevent it... Sigh! 
Dearie and I were at amk station after work, the fact that i could have asked dear not to call her mother, but instead i did not say a work, and could have brought her to sushi or something else to eat, but i didn't... Plus, there was a moment where i turned and i left to take mrt without knowing that Dear was calling me from behind and i failed to hear it! SIGH! Biggest mistake here! If only, i have heard her, she would not be mad and also, she would not have drank Coke... Mainly mistake was mine! Even a minor mistake that can affect something which might seem small but the outcome in future might be certainly big! Really big! SO therefore, we both slept like in the morning at 4 plus, BOTH OF us! :( 

As for today, the plan was to go bowling and our meet up time was at 11 in the morning yeah! But... hahahs!
I got up at 9, and showered and all, left house at like at 10 and reached Hougang at 11.09 A.M sharp! From there till lets just say 2 plus then only i received text from dearie that she just woke up... Sigh! So by the time she come out of the house and all, was like 330 plus already! So, i kinda waited for like 4 hours like that at her place... Here is the thing, i can just simply wait and wait and wait, but for me to be angry, there isn't any reason, in the end, she is still my girlfriend and i love her so much. I mean yeah, who would wanna wait that long doing nothing and just sitting down... Plus the fact that i was sleeping, like literally, i was so tired, sigh! I don't blame her for being late, because baby had trouble sleeping and she has not been sleeping late and all, but as her part, i hope she understands that i too need some sleep as well dearie, in order for me to sleep well, i want you to sleep well also baby... This is where in a relationship, give and take comes in... Better understanding, mutual respecting to on another's feeling and emotions... :) It might sound as though it does not makes and sense but think deeply, it does! :)

So, from there we went to AMK to have teppanyaki for lunch plus baby wanted to eat teppanyaki and sushi, so i thought of bringing her to Teppanyaki first! :) After that, we took a long bus ride to school, TEMASEK POLY! Home sweet home. Though i don't study there, i spend half the time there! hhahas! Both good and bad times for me! :) We went there for some component thingy in the end, it did not arrive or something, from there we went to Far East Plaza, baby had to meet her granny to get their nails done! And so, i was waiting at KFC there, and had pop corn chicken snacker. hehe! :) So after that, i followed baby back home and from there came back home! :) I had a wonderful time with dearie today, though i wasn't really able to bring her to go for bowling, i manage to spend my day worth with my sweetheart! What can it be more better than to spend some time with you love, and yes i did! :) Thanks dearie! :) THANK YOU! :)

Well, its done... It is confirmed that i will be enlisting on the 6th of Feb next year. Its under SOTAC, special opeations tactics centre. Hmm... Something that i am feeling really sad and upset the fact that there won't be valentines day for me and i won't be with baby for her 20th Birthday... We have talked about this already yet i just feel not right...

Well, now, i am factiming dearie and blogging now. Was at work today. During lunch time, it was just okay okay only. Not much crowd, was mainly just drinks today! :) Si Hong did bar today, i and Asri were all around helping up and down and PK was doing bar upstairs. hahahs!

The day before yesterday, i was working as well, super good sales, but, tiring, after work went to meet dearie at her place at home. Felt that i was tied up at work and all, that i could not even spend much time with dearie. Not by just meeting or anything, i was not even talking to baby as well. Sigh! I am sorry dearie. I miss you badly ma. Sometimes, time isn't by my side dear, but i will make things happen and also i will no matter what, come and see you anytime especially at weird timings. hehe!

Granpa has been admitted in hospital. Sigh. Not really something that i wanted to hear from my dad. Hmm... Went to visit him. He is really getting old, 80 plus already. Sigh! he must keep himself strong. Tmrw, doc will change his pacemaker, which means they will have to cut and remove the pacemaker and replace it with a newer version.

I got hooked up with the song baby intro to me. "Aathangara... " this is the song. Another one is the "Selfie pulla..." song. This is i am hooked on this song. hehe! :) Song is really nice la! hehe!

Oh oh, finally, saw my sis driving. hehe! :) It was a good experience. Sitting behind when my sister is driving the car. My dad was just naggy to her telling her to move her and there all, and do this and do that. I mean yeah i get it that you are trying ot guide her but please use the right tone dad! Sigh! I pitied sister badly. Damn....

So baby is now in the toilet and she left me here. Hmmm.... :) hehehe! Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting? Why am i waiting?
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YAY, SHE IS FINALLY BACK!!! FINALLY!!!! Look AT the face of relieve! :)))

I never thought that i might say this but i have a girlfriend who is super adorable and amazing. When was the last time have i ever thought of my girlfriend deeply and think how much i love her and tell her how much she is amazing... Sigh! I never did, i wanna take this opportunity and tell her. :)

She gets moody at times, she craves for things at the weirdest time, she gets so hooked up with her dramas, and piggy keeps drinking coke... This is just her so call flaws i presume. But despite all this, i still find her amazing. Why?

Till now i can never tell or have an answer to that... She has this amazing smile then simply just sweeps me off... I never told her about her cute deep dimples she has whenever she smiles, damn!!! Oh oh, and her eyes, those sharp eyes she has that can never fail to get my attention. And how can she possibly feel she is fat... I wonder if she thinks she is fat or not, but i don't think she is, she is just perfect... A perfect girl with a figure like an number 8. :)

Just look at my baby girl! :) You know she may just get older and older, but she has a heart just like a kid! :) I love this adorable little girl so much! :)
Some times i keep forgetting the fact that she is getting older and more like growing up, but i can't help, i see her like a little girl and i always pamper her, because i love her so much that i just want good things for her and wanna ensure she gets the best things in her life... Sigh!

I can never be any more lucky or gifted to have you in my life and i really promise to always love you and cherish you baby girl! I am sorry if i have hurt you and i am really really sorry if i have did things to make you feel bad or make you even tear baby, please forgive me for all my mistakes in the past love. I love you so much! XOXOXO! :)

Its been a long since i have blogged and with the kind request from my dearie, the least i can do is blog. Been ages since i have blogged, I can't really tell the exact reason to why i was not been blogging and all, maybe simply just lazy, sigh...  Well just to briefly update whats been happening in my life so far...

Ended school, meaning no more school for me! :) Waiting for NS next year, so till then i am technically working like mad! WORK WORK WORK! Of course, not forgetting to spend time with dearie as well! hehe! :) And of course, i have finally obtained my CLass 2B License! hehe! So, i will be taking up my cousin bike soon! I can't wait to hit the road! hehe! There were some drama going on, at home, asking me to take Full time job this and that! Sigh! I am really not interested and also i won't be able to spend much time with dearie as well, so I am hoping things go well soon for me! I've planned ahead of what things are to be done as well, as time goes by, slowly, i will put all in sequence of what to do and what is important and all... Makes me feel that i have a huge responsibility in my hands. I am not denying that, but i am just stating the fact with my current status before heading to NS, sigh! 

Several things that i feel i have not been doing...
- Saving up money
- Spending time with dearie
- Starting to go for Driving classes
- EXERCISING...
I could keep going and going, but i have to bare something in mind that things happen for a reason. 

I am missing my love so much, past 2 days seems to be a rough one for both of us, i am actually worried for dearie. She hasn't been herself lately. 2 arguments we had for the past 2 days were just simply upsetting for me, especially when i feel to the extend that she feels she is torturing my and all... Sigh! I really wonder who or what influences her mind with such thoughts. Despite what's happened, there is no reason for me to to stand by her side because after all, she is my girlfriend and i love her so much. I really saw the past 2 days that she was trying to push my away so hard, i really didn't know why, or was it something that i did... Today, i had to admit, i kinda raised my voice and was pissed the fact that she did not want to eat when i told her to, because she no mood to eat and all after what was happening in the morning at her place. Been 2 days since i have seen her and i had to see her in a situation where she was tearing... Not the kind of thing that makes me feel right, i was really worried if everything was okay at home. 

I love you b, you know you could tell me anything you feel, i will never wanna scold you or think such manner dear. I felt that i was not showing you enough attention and not showing you enough love and all dearie! If i made a mistake or i have hurt you badly, please dearie, please forgive me, but don't push me away like saying find a better person or anything or say such like we are over all this ma. It really hurts badly dear, i can't forget dear, the words you used but i WILL NEVER use them against you, because I don't wanna remind you anything or make you feel uneasy dear! I miss you and i am sorry for hurting you in anyway, would you please forgive me???