Skipped work for training! Damn it! Could not get any money today yeah! What to do, competition coming sia! Not sleeping lately because of this! I slept yesterday at 5 a.m. end up watching movies, hehehs! Bored ma! Training was tiring today and yeah. . . 
The thing is, today, i just though of calling gorgeous yea! hahahs! Dun ask why only today! I really dunno why, i just taught of her, called her and was talking to her yeah! I was talking to her like for more than 20 mins yeah, i really dunno wad to talk to her much! I was just trying my very best to talk to her, it went well i guess! hahas! She was telling me about her stories and all! To think of it, i really enjoyed talking to her! I was gonna ask her out to eat tomorrow and all, it seems she will be only finishing work only at the time where i will start my work yeah! Ass sia! hahahs! Oh well, i hope she is fine yeah! hahash! XD

Christmas is over, hahas! 2 weeks of holidays are also gonna be over and the year of 2011 is also gonna be over yeah! hahahs! Time just flies very very fast! It feels like i have just the school and all! hahas! Anyway, has been long since i have blogged, so shall see whether can i recall what i did this week yeah! Have been going training, has been getting tougher and tougher yeah, have been going work more regularly because of Christmas and the new year which is coming yeah! Yeah, thats about it! Oh, on the 26th dec, i went to my work place party and all! Was kinda fun yeah, had a exchange gift session, my god sis kinda gave me long sleeve tight shirt yeah! Looks nice yeah! hahahs! 2011 is gonna be over, many memories good and bad yeah! hahas! Some to treasure and some to forget, maybe more to forget yeah! Hehes! Have not contacted my friends, i meant my poly friend yeah! Hopefully everyone is fine yeah! Can't wait till the IVP competition is gonna start and end yeah! Have worked hard for this and also wanna concentrate more on studies after this! I really kinda screwed my common test having all my thoughts of this competition! Hey, i am not giving excuses, some will laugh towards my thought, can't help it! It me! Gonna spend my New Years Eve working on that day from 7p.m. till 4a.m., consider myself celebrating New Year at my work place! Hahahas, something different yeah! Looking forward to that, alright, gonna go now, need to go training soon yeah! hahas XD

I am just being random and all yeah! Is it wrong to be in love and all? Or is it too early to be in a relationship? We do have better things to do than all this like studies, work, family for instance and other things. . . Some prefer not to be in a relationship is either because they dun wanna be in it or they have had enough. . . For me, I dunno yeah! I often see couples and admire them! Maybe you might feel me weird and all! But, i am not ashamed saying that yeah! Its something that i might not be able to tell others, but blogging about it makes me feel better! Hahas! I am just imagining of a dream girl that i have in mind, No one ah! lol!!! Sometimes i have always thought of my past time where i have always been loved by Samantha! I dun mind telling her name, she sees this also, she cannot do anything either! lols! I just wan that feeling back, its not just about receiving but treasuring it and appreciating it!!! Now, why am i saying this, it does not mean that i have not treasure or appreciated it but i took advantage of it! Not emoing ah guys, i am reminding myself not to be the type of person when i used to be yeah! Treasure her, make her feel the way she has never felt, show her your presence though she does not need it, mostly, appreciate her love and the time she had always been there for you! Reminds me of the time when i broke my ankle! I was losing massive blood and feeling unconscious, there she was! She came to me, lifted my head, set my head on her lap! Felt tears of sorrow, drop by drop! I know she was terrified, the face of hers and how she reacted is still unforgettable but I felt her presence, her presence of love, i was still able to smile! I can still remember! So what if she isn't my girl now, i have always appreciated her when i was with her but things were not meant to be! I am fine! Till this very moment, i still remember her, not bothering of what she has done to me but appreciating wad she has given me, LOVE! For those reading this, maybe not your kind of thing ah! I just thought of sharing this yeah! Sorry guys,  Had work today in the morning from 10-6p.m, tired and all! Gonna sleep soon yeah :) 

Yesterday, i went to have my lunch at this Japanese place at NEX yeah! I went to meet Pei Yi , Simin mummy and a friend of theirs yeah! :) Had an awesome time with them eating and all! Also, had a good time disturbing Aunty Pei yi! Oops, i did it again! Sorry AUNTY Pei Yi, Oops, again! :) hehes! But as usual, i was kinda like late, cannot help it ma! Slept late! Excuses!!! hahas and so, after that, we were like going around and around NEX like we have not seen the place like that! Wanted to watch movie but did not! lols! So went around and around! lols! Its was kinda fun though, after that, met my friend sasi and went to peninsula to buy compression tights for both of us yeah! Though i have one already, i had to buy another to fit the same color as the jersey one! Then, went off to training! IT WAS FREAKING RAINING AH! Yet, we still trained, 10 sets of 400m! Must come within 75 seconds! FREAKING sore sia my leg till now!




Today, i though of resting, sister call me to watch movie so also called our cousin along to watch mission impossible 4 yeah! It wasn't that bad yeah! Thrilling and better than the others i guess! after that went to training again! Technical training today! I am damn tired yeah! Tomorrow work sia! In the morning some more!!!! Nitezz...

Bad day for me yesterday i guess! lols! I suppose to go for dance, i still went, but dun have, last 2 weeks of December always holiday!!! So, thought of going work early, but i was posted to other outlet due to shortage of people! some more it was raining yeah! Can it get any worse! Argh!!! Some how, i had a good day at the new outlet! :)
I am kinda random now talking about my ex cause i got reminded of her when i was alone going to work under the rain and umbrella! Random i know! What should i say? All i can still say is memories are still about her!!! I thought she was a trouble and a barrier!!! I tried forgetting her! Can't!!! WHY WHY WHY!!! She has moved on, i also have i guess! Yet, Fuck sia! Maybe a mistake that i have done is why i am still regretting whether should i have done it or not! I dunno what was her cause!!! " I am sorry Sam, so sorry!", feeling somehow, slightly better!!! She might be wondering, why am i saying sorry to her and all! hahas! Honestly, after she left me, that was when i realized how does it feel when girls/guys are so over their loved ones and all, tending to be jealous, worrying that their loved ones might be taken away from them and all, ITS TOO LATE FOR ME TO REALIZE THIS! I am being a hypocrite here! I thought bad things of her and now i am kinda thanking and asking her for forgiveness here! Hey, we are humans yeah! Feelings do change over of others yeah! hahhas! I sure do hope she is fine yeah! :)

Could not wake up in the morning to exercise! But, had to wake up early to go for my drving theory lessons! Finally, i have PASSED my TTT so that i can take my RTT which is on the 28 of this month yeah! hahahs! Gosh, i am on the verge of riding a bike already yeah! Damn, anyway, had training today! I was F******* tired you know! it was not like this during my previous training, i did not realize by not going for a week of training, it would not be that good for me yeah! Must get back fitness, am so having a bad back ache now! Argh!!! hahahs!

Gosh, its been long since i have blogged i guess! Common tests are over! Not happy still, i find that there is still more to learn as the semester test is kinda soon also yeah! Not being so stress and all! But i am just saying yeah! For now, its just gonna be work, driving lessons and of course SOCCER yeah! My IVP competition is coming, our first game is on the 4 of Jan! Haiz... FITNESS and a lot of things had to be done by then! Also, i kinda miss talking to Shamala yeah! Dun think too much or i dun know even is it safe for me to say it here or not yeah! Oh well, keep it real low yeah! haha, more to come soon yeah! ><