OMG! I AM WEBCAMMING WITH HER! hehe! As expected yeah! She felt bored and asked if i was busy and all! I said i am doing nothing and all! :) From 1 plus till now! As per normal acting dumb and entertaining her! :)
She being cute and all! :) hehe  :P

I thought of talking to her first! So i kinda started talking to her la! hehe! Heard she wasn't unwell yeah! thought of asking her whether is she well or not yeah :) Texted her and asked her as per normal whether is she fine or not! Talking talking! hahas! Was pretty normal la! Went to gym in the morning, then had lunch with mummy yeah :) Shall update if anything happen! She was randomly asking about me dancing and all! She also told me that she wanted to and all! Also, she wanted to learn! She was then talking about her future and all! She also suddenly talking about her future guy! Like saying, it depends on her commitments with her guy and all! A bit no link ah! I was like OK! I was just blank la! Lets see how it goes!!!!!!!

To think of it!! I shall just be the entertainer la! Not that something happened yeah! I mean, telling someone you love her and making someone love you is different!!!!
I think you can know what i mean already yeah :) hahas!
Why should be feeling the pain?! Not as i love her?! I DON'T!!!!
Just wanted to tell her that her presence makes me feel happy and all! But, by telling this to her is gonna make her feel as if i am falling for her, and besides, i still think she needs more time to think that i am not like all guys she have met!!! I wanna be the unique one! Its not wrong rite?! Right now, i am just an entertainer to her, whenever she bored, make her laugh!!! I shall remain that!!! I just must hope that my feelings and emotions towards her remains as it is!!! AM gonna update my blog about her already!!!

A NEW TOPIC HAS JUST BEGAN!!!!!!!!
STAY TUNED!!!!

3rd day! Have not seen her! Damn miss talking to her sia! :( I can see that things have changed the way she way she replies and talks to me! Like as if she dun feel like talking to me like that! I may be also thinking too much la! But, until this kind of extent! Cannot be la! After all, i was just an entertainer to her la! Seriously, this kind of bitches ah!!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$@! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot even stop thinking sia! Hurting you know! Is this karma?! I ask myself!!! I have been such as ass to others wad! Wad wrong did i do?! "Make me realise if i had done something wrong god"! I was on the bed the whole day today! My thoughts for all about her! Not as though i wanna propose or anything! But thinking did i do anything wrong, or is she the girl whom i thought she isn't?! Might be confusing, but not for me! I smile, I laugh throughout with her presence! Might seem as if i am saying movie dialogues! Eh come on la! Movies all are also taken from reality rite!!! Its a fact though!!! I wanna ask her out as in a date! Know her already, straight going in a relationship! No way! Not gonna do that agian! Everytime i blog! It just happen to be about someone or some sorrow shit!!! Can't help it! TO who else can i share this things all! All i can do is just type my sorrowing thoughts her and pray that, i can somehow get her to understand how i feel about her!!! :(

At times, i wonder whether is talking to a girl nicely even a good thing or bad thing sia! I would be so firm just to be friendly and all! But some how, there are some who just simple takes advantage of it! Find shall brag about it here!!! I have been talking to this girl for months already ah! She is so jovial, friendly and childish! The best past is that i admire her childishness yeah! Dun ask why,  she is super outgoing! The problem is she is always outgoing to guys, in face she freaking has many guy friends! There is something in her that i kinda ...... I dun whether to say i admire, like, or just a crush but not love!!! Its too early too say love! Hey, love is blind yeah! But i dun wan that in my case yeah! Seriously! Mind games man! Seriously!!! I am a person who always to girls nicely!! I bet all gusy does the same thing ah! As per normal, i would just talk and all! But she thinks i am just all the normal guy who just text and all ah! I hate that sia! Like, i feel that she needs me only to entertain like that! I wonder if its true or not ah! THAT IS SOMETHING ALL GUYS HATE!!! for sure! I am just being nice girl! Why must you take me just for entertainment! I am not like some oridinary guy alright yeah! You ask me something, i will answer, as me do something, i will do! If you fake it, i won't get mad but get hurt, can't put it other words! You scold me, i won't scold back but would ask why and seek apology if i hurt you some how! Thats me god damn it! Pls girl! :( Dun take my presence as a joke girl!

Webcamming with her now! She seem so happy and jovial! I know!!! Some girls think its freaky, true can't blame them! hehe! :) I am gonna be firm that i will not fall for her yeah! I gonna make sure she takes me differently! Am not gonna ask her out till she wants! I care for you much bitch!!! All i can say is, i can't take you as a friend not a girlfriend yet! You're someone special to me girl! Thats all! You enlighten me with your smile, laughter!!! Simply have no words to just describe them!!! I gonna take this slowly!!!! REAL SLOW!!! :)