At times, i wonder whether is talking to a girl nicely even a good thing or bad thing sia! I would be so firm just to be friendly and all! But some how, there are some who just simple takes advantage of it! Find shall brag about it here!!! I have been talking to this girl for months already ah! She is so jovial, friendly and childish! The best past is that i admire her childishness yeah! Dun ask why,  she is super outgoing! The problem is she is always outgoing to guys, in face she freaking has many guy friends! There is something in her that i kinda ...... I dun whether to say i admire, like, or just a crush but not love!!! Its too early too say love! Hey, love is blind yeah! But i dun wan that in my case yeah! Seriously! Mind games man! Seriously!!! I am a person who always to girls nicely!! I bet all gusy does the same thing ah! As per normal, i would just talk and all! But she thinks i am just all the normal guy who just text and all ah! I hate that sia! Like, i feel that she needs me only to entertain like that! I wonder if its true or not ah! THAT IS SOMETHING ALL GUYS HATE!!! for sure! I am just being nice girl! Why must you take me just for entertainment! I am not like some oridinary guy alright yeah! You ask me something, i will answer, as me do something, i will do! If you fake it, i won't get mad but get hurt, can't put it other words! You scold me, i won't scold back but would ask why and seek apology if i hurt you some how! Thats me god damn it! Pls girl! :( Dun take my presence as a joke girl!

Webcamming with her now! She seem so happy and jovial! I know!!! Some girls think its freaky, true can't blame them! hehe! :) I am gonna be firm that i will not fall for her yeah! I gonna make sure she takes me differently! Am not gonna ask her out till she wants! I care for you much bitch!!! All i can say is, i can't take you as a friend not a girlfriend yet! You're someone special to me girl! Thats all! You enlighten me with your smile, laughter!!! Simply have no words to just describe them!!! I gonna take this slowly!!!! REAL SLOW!!! :)