3rd day! Have not seen her! Damn miss talking to her sia! :( I can see that things have changed the way she way she replies and talks to me! Like as if she dun feel like talking to me like that! I may be also thinking too much la! But, until this kind of extent! Cannot be la! After all, i was just an entertainer to her la! Seriously, this kind of bitches ah!!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$@! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot even stop thinking sia! Hurting you know! Is this karma?! I ask myself!!! I have been such as ass to others wad! Wad wrong did i do?! "Make me realise if i had done something wrong god"! I was on the bed the whole day today! My thoughts for all about her! Not as though i wanna propose or anything! But thinking did i do anything wrong, or is she the girl whom i thought she isn't?! Might be confusing, but not for me! I smile, I laugh throughout with her presence! Might seem as if i am saying movie dialogues! Eh come on la! Movies all are also taken from reality rite!!! Its a fact though!!! I wanna ask her out as in a date! Know her already, straight going in a relationship! No way! Not gonna do that agian! Everytime i blog! It just happen to be about someone or some sorrow shit!!! Can't help it! TO who else can i share this things all! All i can do is just type my sorrowing thoughts her and pray that, i can somehow get her to understand how i feel about her!!! :(