What am i to say about today yeah?!
Let me first say what happened first yeah! I woke up at 6 am just to go some chilli paste by cutting the dry chillies and grinding them and all yeah! Its never easy alright, and can you imagine doing that early in the morning! Dun ask why? listen first! hehe! after that, i had to do some washing and all! then, started to do mee goreng and turned out well! I called cookie 5 times, she didnt pick up! The 6th time, i called she picked up, she was still sleeping, its was about 12 plus yeah! I told her to cal me back again as i told her to freshen up! It was about 2 plus, and i was damn pissed already, i called mummy ( simin ), went to meet her at Nex yeah! I told her everything, then cookie called me at like 245 and said she had fever!!! I COULDN'T be mad yeah!!! Really could not :( IN fact, i was very worried!!! I was suppose to meet cookie and go to the beach, pasir ris yeah! BUt it failed, i promised to give her mee goreng and she didnt turn up!!! Let me just ask something? Is it fair that the day went this way? I was FUCKING PISSED!!! I just wanted to scream at her, but i just can;t!! WHat can she do if she was having fever yeah! Tell me!!! I dunno if she would ever take me seriously yeah! Well, to her i am just her friend, i mean yeah! Its not wrong wad, i didnt propose to her! But i can't take her just a friend, i told her i had feelings for her! I wonder if she still remember that yeah! hahas! :P
Its sucks big time la! To be frank, my parents didnt ask me to cook, i cooked myself just for cookie! If i tell this to her, she might think that i am trying to impress her and all! Or, i am doing this because i am having feelings to her and stuff! I felt to shitty! I can't believe i woke up so early and did so many things, and expected so much!!! It just simply failed yeah! I am just feeling down rite now man!!! Oh god!!! Yet, i am still texting her nicely and stuff! hahas! Does she really mean much  to me? Why must i care so much about her? She is just a friend to me rite? or is she not?! OH GAWD!!! I HATE THIS FEELING!!!