I think i've had my lesson yeah!!! Wait wait wait!!! Its not like some same all story where i tell, she rejects ah!!!! hehe! It seems i have been used for her entertainment yeah! I feel that way! I am tired of texting and stuff when someone seems bored and all! I've asked her, dun you get bored when you text me and all! Her no, its just a fake NO yeah!!! Really, she thinks by doing this stuff is normal to a guy. . .  BULLSHIT!!! Forgive me cookie! I thought you were a nice girl, i mean you are!!! But, it seems that your way of contact to a guy is different from what i feel!!! I am not gonna tell her nor talk to her about this! I am leaving it and taking this as a good lesson to be learnt!!! I am a person where i know my limits to a girl, i expect the same thing from the girl as well! But, with cookie, i was, she wasn't!!! She was very close!!! This made me think too much! Is it my fault? NO!!! All i know is, either your sis or your girlfriend does this kinda of so call, "being close"!!! I have limits to a friend!!! If its my fault cookie, i am sorry!!! Its me!!! I dun care what you think!!! I've always been frank to you and all! You know or pretend to know, i can't help it!!! Lets just assure that i am not the guy you think where i can take this type of being close as friendship!!! All i say is, think of what others might feel with your actions my dear! I am not saying you dun girl! Its just, you seem to have came across many guys and all, but, i am different ma! If i am not? Tell me! Honestly, i can't be angry to you! To all my friends who are girls, i usually am not! They scold, i won't retaliate ma! Its simple!!! You might have your facts rite! This is mine!!! :) I'll still always be there whenever you need someone to talk to or be with yeah! :) For the time being. . .  hahas! Nothing to say! :) Dun get me wrong that i am talking to you differently in front of you and behind you! Its not that girl!!! Its the same, if only i can tell you everything from A-Z, i'll be the happiest person on earth! But, when i meet you, you're always smiling and laughing, i can't afford to break that out! The moment when you cried through the webbie regarding your grandpa, affected me a lot! Yeah i know, why should it? I am a friend to you, i know! I have a soft soft ok, would anyone believe that, a guy would cry when a needle is injected to his skin though he is 19? No! Thats me!!! I am not as strong with my feelings and emotions as you think! You can ask why, there are some things that i've been through in the past to change me this way! ONLY! Mummy (simin) know! Once again, i deeply am sorry cookie, pls dun take it as i am faking to you and all! Your short tempered i know! If you just happen to read this, i am sorry! After reading this, i dunno whether you might still talk to me and all! I am ready to face it and whatever happens girl! I'll be still talking to you and your thoughts would always be in my mind girl :) NOT IN A GIRLFRIEND WAY AH! I just wanna make sure how i really feel about you!!! Pls dun change anything! Its me, who knows maybe other guys might prefer the way you are yeah! DEEPLY AND TRULY SORRY COOKIE!!!!!!! </3