4/8/2013 Sunday

Well, Sunday a normal day i guess, couldn't have any plans liao, Next day got exam! So, woke up like at 9 plus, then planned to meet friend, simin, near nex  there to study for validation. So much to memorize, god~ Cannot la, a lot you know! So wordy! Oh, i have to bring b to Nex one day, there is this place that also sells the chicken b! Remember the spicy chicken dear, but this shop got a lot more variety, it also has the BBQ flavor, curry all! I had that for lunch dear! Cost me like 7 bucks, including a drink and a snack of your choice dear! The chicken very big moi! :) It is worth dear! After that, went back home like at 5 plus, was texting b along the way, was puzzled and didn't realize the fact that i wasn't talking to b and all properly! Hurt her so much la! Fuck myself... Imagine for the entire week she was tolerating me! God, Please forgive me my love! Well, once at home, had some chicken sambal that my father bought! Didn't sleep till 1230 a.m. Was still studying but trust me, could not memorize much! zzzz...

5/8/2013 Monday (today)

Well, today was the paper! Dammit, it was raining some more la! Morning woke up and tried revising but it was freaking cold, was still sleepy! Went to school for the paper like 10 mins late! hahahs! Once done, went to TP straight! Morning, kinda annoyed b! B, i am sorry dear! I didn't mean to love! Well spend the day with b through out! WE WERE JUST CRAZY TODAY.... B keeping laughing laaaaaaaaaa! omg! But some how, it really didn't end as i expected! I can't help it but to be pissed also at the same time, i understand the situation! Balancing my emotions is gonna one day cause my issues big time... Pissed at the same time upset and also had to accept the fact that it was really her fault, i am still trying my best love! I am glad that i handle it well today b! I was really pissed b, i admit sweets, but somehow, i understood the situation and calmed myself love! Dun blame yourself or anything... Just hope this does not happen again love! I is missing you baby!!!! <3