6/8/2013 ( Tuesday )

Well, second day of the week, since no school, hehe! Followed b to school, so met her at her place and then followed to school, before reaching, quarreled! About the rating thingy, and morning, pissed b, haiz, after awhile, it was fine and all, then i started my nonsense again. 

Hey b, usually, I just wanna say few things and all, my purpose of blogging things here is to at times let me know and make me remember things so that in future i wont do it again, and also to show my feelings and emotion! I dun mean to pin point any mistakes or anything sweets! Please dun mistake me alright! The second time i pissed her was about twitter on that day! Well, i was looking through her twitter and saw certain tweets and was wondering what were they about... So end up, i asked b about it but i think i sounded as though i was controlling her... My baby, Prithi.M.Nair, I know how it is like being controlled alright dear, think about it for awhile sweetheart, do you actually think that i was controlling you... Of all the times i have been with you? I have no intentions of controlling you dear... I know how its like... Please baby, i have all the rights to be concerned dear, if you thought or having the feeling that i am not giving you much space or invading your privacy, PLEASE TELL ME! Whether you are happy or sad, angry or bothered about something, IT AFFECTS ME  DEAR, because i love you dear... I care for you, and seeing you happy is nothing important than anything else dear, please understand that! If i sound harsh, sorry baby! I just wanna make things clear sweetie... Well, for that day, things didn't go well, from the had to go back, worse part, i also had a game on that day... Honestly, i actually thought it was the end for me... Really!!!! The only thing that means more than anything else, didn't wan me and asked me to not see her like for 2 months and all... Thought it was over for me, with that mentality, i didn't perform well that game, i was on the verge of just quitting soccer... You can ask me, how does soccer and Prithi relate? Yes it does...

Our so call the first time, i asked her if she liked me was during the TP game at TP, that very day, every minute of that day means so much to me... Its just the fact that if i am happy with her, i would have the confidence to play... If i end up fighting with her, thats it! Though she has not been there during my games or training like that ah, i always wear the ring and play, it some how gives me the confidence....

It had to make things even worse when my team mates girlfriends all was there... My coach gave a speech saying that like it was good that the guys brought their girls to support and all, he in fact was encouraging us to bring our girlfriends... Deep in my heart, i was just wishing how i wish i could have my girl be with me, to support me... For the first half, i didn't play... I wasn't really focusing on the game much, more like my mates being with their girlfriends...
I gotta to admit, god, i was in fact jealous la! :( I understand b! I am sorry if i am stressing things and all, didn't mean to love! I wish you could be by my side while i play dear, you have always been my motivation and my confidence dear... Really b! :) After that game, didn't thought that i might hear from b! But i did, i was so glad to hear from her, seriously!

7/8/2103 ( Wednesday )

Wednesday, Packed food for b, and also brought her some vitamin thingy, she has been having headaches and all, felt better if she could eat some home cooked food, that would be feeling for her as well, brought her egg curry, with cucumber salad thingy and cracker, hahahs! :) Went to Hougang Poly to take MC for b, then went to school to submit it, fed b the food i brought her and was just lepaking la! hahahs! Was a smooth day la! hehe!

Was slacking with b near a playground and after that went to Delifrance to mum mum! :) TUNA SANDWICH! :) it was awesome la! :) But... was not really worth spending much la! sorry to say ah b! I enjoyed it... :) Send b back home and then went back home! hahhas! Muacks!...