Thursday (22/8/2013)

I woke up with B calling me through viber, i immediately jumped off my bed and replied, in fact was waiting for her reply so that i can leave house and meet her, so rushed in the morning, and went to Florence road bus stop where usually i take bus 854 back home from hougang. Waited, saw b, we took 25 near marina place, and along the way, we had cold war, a really bad cold war between us... :( To the extend, b, threw me away, i had to call Marina, felt as though she needed someone, besides me to be there to make her feel better... She had paper on that day some more, but i just had no choice to call marina at that point of time, haiz... Sorry Marina! We she came and we were talking, but i couldn't bare to stay there longer as b wasn't really bothered i guess. I told marina all the best and also told her wad i felt to say, i just left the place! I understood what B was going through, I really did! But to the extent where throwing away me... I just did not feel it was fair baby! :( We were in this together love, the day i hold your hands, i told myself i would not let go of you no matter wad and will face things with you together as one dear... Then why b.. Why wanna just throw me away.. :(

Went off to meet Vaisha, had to talk to someone, B, called, she apologized and i was really intending to meet b straight away, felt so hurt and didn't wanna see dear, i am sorry to say this dear! PLease forgive me, cried much and was hurt badly, just continued to meet vaisha! Was with him for like 3 hours plus, was talking, more about bike and me taking my test... After that, went to meet b, was not that long that i met her, i was so glad to see her! Really! Went back home after that...