Wednesday (21/8/2013)

Went to school with b in the morning! Met b at her place, hougang there! :) Followed her to school! :) She had to submit some work la! hehe! :) Plus, i have a paper on that day! Design device paper! ;) Theory paper la! Dammit! Haiz, well, after the paper, went to amk! Was slacking near the playground near Marina place! hehe! :) She went to Marina place and from there i went to school to take my paper! Okay la, some how the paper was alright... Well, after the paper, went to meet b! She was with Marina, so i called vaisha come along, i kidna not like this feel where marina is there and i meeting B! hehe! Might as well, call vaisha along! He fetched me from school then we went to meet them! hehe! We were suppose to go to the indian muslim shop la! But... that's when things started getting bitter...

Baby, received a call from her mother and we both kinda panicked, especially b... She no choice to cab home, i was still around the area, mother called me, and told me wad happened, i still panicked, that's when B''s mother called me as well, gawd, she spoke on the phone, i dun wanna say what she was talking and all la, but all i know, i disappointed B mother so much...! I am so sorry aunty! Aunty, i may not be the guy you might wan as a son in law or something, i am just saying aunty, but i can assure you that i can promise to keep your daughter always happy, and ensure she is always loved and cherished by me...! I wish i could just tell you how i feel about your daughter aunty, but you were so mad  plus on what my mother said as well, i apologize on behalf of my mother aunty, please... I love your daughter so much aunty, there is no words to describe how much i love her! I am not the guy you think i am aunty, i sincerely love her and YES, i DO CARE FOR HER WELL-BEING... 

I think it was the first time, MArina and Vaisha  saw me crying... Hiaz! You know what really made me even more upset, when b hang up the call and told me thanks a lot, something like that... I swear i broke big time... Went back home straight, accepting that again, i have failed to keep something or someone precious to me by my side and accepting the fact that my love for Prithi just shattered... Couldn't sleep the entire night... Praying and hoping, something might happen, least something... :(