"All Hail the cry baby", after seeing this from cookie, i dun even dare cry for anything, is like all just... I dunno how to use the correct word ah! Been almost a day already, and here i am thinking and thinking where should i go and what should i do, been home all day, and the best thing i can do is avoid conversation with my mother... I swear if she were to bring about cookie, i am just gonna explode and tell her off! Feeling sick all day! Being at home, makes me think of all the pass memories.... I miss times calling you b cookie :( Do you still hate me that much cookie? Have you literally made your mind saying that you don't wan me in your life anymore or like just feel that its the end between us moi? I really cannot accept this fact ma! I keep praying everyday... 

"God, please, please accept my deepest apology for the sins i have done or anything wrong i did, I dun ask anything else, i just want my life back with Prithi, times when i say this 3 words, "I love you...", times went i update here what i am doing and where i am going... Seems like i have no life, but i enjoy doing such things, have never felt anything like being controlled or anything... Cookie, i have no intentions of controlling you and your life ma, really... What makes you think that i wanna do such... Yes, there were some incidents that made you feel that way cookie, but i just care and love you so much that i am so keen on what's going on, in your daily life... Please dun compare me with your parents ma... Please... 
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Just isn't the same without you, and i can just keep saying this again and again! You have moved on ma, i can see that, seeing you tweets, being fun, laughing here and there... I can't pretend to do things that i dun feel like ma, laughing one side and being shitty in the inside... Just wanna cuddle you cookie, hold you in my arms and shed tears, apologizing to you and seeking forgiveness for what i have done to you... I am just saying ma, isn't the same without you girl! Just isn't the same, lost an important thing in my life... Trying my best to get it back, that's all that is inside my mind now... I still love you cookie, I always do... I am sorry for putting you in this situation girl... I am so sorry, so sorry... This can never be out of my head, i saw you tear when i was near your house, window there, when we talking and all, I couldn't bear to see you in tears dear... Am not putting some movie scene here ma! Not all guys are strong or could easily move on, i have seen my friends being strong and simply just move on with another girl all! I have so many friends like that, but as days goes, even if i happen to see another girl, even if she is hot, better in character and everything, i can never go on with that person ma... No one can replace you ma! Really! There is no reason why to it, maybe there is just one reason, because i still love you prithi.m.nair... I sincerely and truly love you... I have given all the space you one girl, you have, maybe in other words, you are free from what you were just now, Please dun get me wrong if i am assuming ah!!! I am just saying... Not saying that you might say such things, so please, alright dear...

I hope you are doing fine... I am missing you so much here! Really so much... I love you always dear... ;(